/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>31507501
I don't watch streams

Background noise while shitposting and eating

>>31507501
Being molested as a child by a teenage girl

>>31507556
This. I watch maybe 2-3 streams a month, and zone out. I just stick to watching clips.

>>31507501
Clussy

>>31507556
This. I open the stream, stay for a few minutes then close the stream and never rewatch the vod

>>31507501
Background noise when I'm not blasting music. Also she has a nice voice and sometimes I interact with her

She inspires me. Simple as.

>>31507501
Moans and fansa. Now guess who.

>>31507501
i work from home and prefer something to be playing in the background

>>31507501
She's fun to listen to, usually streams at just the right time for me to get home from work, boot up some vidya, and hear her stories. Really love her.

>>31507885
>>31507501
Fuck. I'm glad I'm not alone.

I love her!

>>31507501
Didn't read, just came to post LUI SEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXXXXXXXXXXXSAFGHFGJFDFAS

>>31507501
Pretty sure my interest in vtubing has to do less with being groomed as a child and more with probably being on the spectrum.

>>31507501
Temporarily soothes my cold, isolated soul

>>31507501
I love her, unironically

Lovely voice
Compassionate and strong demeanor
Enjoyable content
Constant engagement with the community
Ami love!

>>31507501
I watch Kronii while I have mommy issues and hate women. I don't even know why, maybe because she's very relatable. Maybe some other reason.
Personally, I was bullied by girls a lot in my childhood and my mom was piece of shit who bullied me as well, so maybe that does something.

>>31507501
>>31515408

>>31507501
>>31507885
giwtwm

>>31507501
she puts a smile on my face, calms me down, and brings me comfort when I'm feeling too stressed and exhausted out to do anything else

>>31515902
kiww them aww nanowa

>>31507501
She's cute, entertaining, and pleasant to listen to. She frequently makes me smile with her antics even when she's doing something seemingly mundane. All in all she's just a very sympathetic person I want to cheer on for.
I also really like her design.

>>31514983
SEEEEEEEEXXX

>>31507501
agreed

>>31507501
You actually watch every stream? I thought it was a meme

>>31507969
Exactly the same for me.

>>31507501
I'm just a tired office worker, she streams during my work day so i just put her on in the background when i can, listening to the enthusiastic zoomer is really helpful for getting through my day and keeping my motivation up.

Everyone is dumping their trauma so I might as well do that too because why the hell not, the fags in /r9k/ do worse shit all the time. I started watching vtubers as a form of escapism. You know the old woe is me story, tale as old as time, little girl with a shitty abusive family that didn't get the chance to be a child, most likely got raped and or molested multiple times by, I honestly don't know, but my suspicion is that it was the drunkard friends of my dad, or maybe even him. I don't remember this abuse or just most of my life and childhood in general, just small bits and pieces. Bullied because I was always the quiet and weird girl in the classroom, I got tired and started to hit back, got left alone for some time, change schools, rinse and repeat. My mom had a hard disdain and hatred for me for a very long time so she gave me a laptop when I was 8 so I would leave her alone. Grew up in eating disorder forums and image boards, became addicted to self harm, developed a strong eating disorder and started abusing whatever I could find, mindlessly playing vidya, watching anime and drawing for years. Tried to commit suicide way too many times, put myself in risky situations by accident, got groomed more than once, had to talk people off the ledge often, couldn't sleep sometimes for days, friend killed herself minutes after we got off call. After maybe my 4th attempt in half a year, my mom could see how I was doing like shit and started to worry, so she took me to a psychiatrist, got a late diagnosis of autism, clinical depression, psychosis, generalised anxiety, EDNOS and c-PTSD (among other things, but these are the most important) at the age of 17, which explained a lot about everything and why I behaved the way I did, psychiatrist saw my brain was in horrible shape and basically rotting, had to start taking strong meds right away. I couldn't function as a human or a normal member of society, at least for the moment, so I ended up dropping half of my classes, the school gave me the choice to do the rest online and I took it, becoming a hiki. Not too long after that, the vtuber buzz in /jp/ started and I of course fell in love immediately, watching them while doing the mundane things in my life, or while rotting away in my bed. I remember crying while I ate because one of them was eating at the same time and I couldn't remember the last time I ate with someone, even if it sounds stupid. The love kept going and growing, I realized I wanted to be one too, having the benefit of anonymity but also making people happy sounded like heaven. EN auditions started, /vt/ became a thing, I realized my career path wanting to help others to be happy and here we are. I'm still not a vtuber because life keeps putting stones in the road and also a poorfag in a third world country, but it's still one of my goals for sure, in the meantime I keep trying to get better while doing my thing in college, and maybe that's one of the things that compels me to tune in to streams, being extremely grateful, they help me to improve and inspire me.

>>31507501
cute and funny

>>31507501
I have no family, I raised myself and I yearn for a familial bond and specifically, a father or elder brother figure. I just want to feel safe and at peace, which is why I tune into his streams whenever possible or to collabs when he's there.

>>31535850
You should send this to your Oshi in multiple supa's

>>31535850
hang in there anon

im lonely

>>31507501
growing up no other girls wanted to be friends on account of my super autism and i still have no friends
anime girls are the best friends ever

>>31535850
hope the transition goes well bro

>>31540384
I wouldn't want her to cry because of me, that if she ever even gets to see it or understand me with my broken japanese. I don't want the pity of the chat either, still, I wish there was a way for her to know.
>>31541439
Thanks anon, will do.
>>31542574
Unironically neck yourself. I will somehow take this as a compliment.

>>31544221
You could always say a general thank you and say you love their work and they helped you get through tuff times.

>>31507501
I like it when the chuuba keeps it simple

>>31535850
They don't have colleges in third world countries

>>31544709
That is true, even if she hears it every day, it's worth a shot.
>>31545812
Filthy first world country EOP.

>>31507501
>I was abused by my mother for a long time so hags make me feel like I had an actual maternal figure in my life

>>31545812
Maybe they're talking about Cananada?

Okayu is on when I work now, but Ina starts about an hour after I get home.

>>31535850
same but male
btw I haven't slept in 3 days what do I do

>>31548675
>btw I haven't slept in 3 days what do I do
If you're actually unable to sleep, i'd unironcally suggest just getting shitfaced and passing out.

>>31548675
>same
damn sorry s-
>but male
nvm don’t care because society told me not to go be a silent victim somewhere else
>haven’t slept
unironically go to a sleep clinic. helped me when I had the same problem and was having a near freak out over the fact that I kept hearing fake loud bangs while trying to sleep

>>31547910
Anon.. México.
>>31548675
I'm medicated for insomnia but you could do melatonin gummies and tea, every Walmart should have both. If they dont work, I would recommend going either with a psychiatrist or a doctor.

>>31552188
>México
Something, different climate.

>>31507501
Vtubers are boring as shit. I watch clips of funny moments. The only Vtuber that I watch religiously whenever she is on is Pochi mama.

>>31535850
Wife material.

>>31507501
She paints colors into my monotonous world

>>31552535
orz

>>31552729
She will become a vtuber and we will save her. I don't need meds.

>>31507501
first layer: she is cute and funny
second layer: she is based and tilts towards right wing libertarianism
third layer: she has gone through hardship, not uncommon, and is an inspiration for many
fourth layer: she is all that simultaneously and in a creative way and fills a gap left by IRL friends that backstabbed me while a lot of institutions in my country melted in corruption and despair... she helps me cope and gives me a general direction of how my future (or present and neglected) friends should be (with less theatrics ofc)

>>31535850
>>31548675
Good luck

>>31507501
She's hot

>>31535850
u female? u segs??? me now!!!!!!!!!

I have no friends, I pretend that the chuubas I watch are my friends.

I hate people and I am a menace to society so I self isolate. But I would become completely insane without any human interaction instead of controllably insane, so that's how I deal with it. Man I hate this biology bullshit.

>>31507501
love

I think real life women are unironically disgusting, they look and sound like apes, I've been asked out a lot so it's not just sour grapes, they just look like animals, but my oshi is hardworking and interesting and funny and cute and I love her, her ass is also big and I'm sure if I put a kigurumi head on her I could make it work and she'd secretly be into that because she's as much of a socially well adjusted freak as I am.

>>31507501
Habit