/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>27225298
I can no longer just "not think about politics" and turn my brain off and watch chubbas
Anytime I do that somebody does a hyper-leftism and starts poisoning the hobby I like

As such I will anti anybody who does feesh like behavior on stream.

>>27225298
I jerk off to femboy porn sometimes

>>27225298
I falseflag as IRyS because I feel like I can put up a good IRyS impression on this board :(

>>27225298
>Confess
Pope Gura is better.

/thread

>>27225298
I dont like guys but id fuck Tamaki until he's pregnant

>>27225298
NijiEN girls have made me hate women again, after I had any semblance of empathy watching vtubers

I am actually Ryan Gosling

I watched the Kson onair foot compilation and I liked it

>>27225298
Vtubers aren't interesting enough to capture my attention for long. I just wanna cum and save lewds.

After watching the context. I joined the blind Mori hate during the party drama for the lols, knowing it wasn't as bad as people made it out to be

>>27225711
I'd let Tamaki fuck me until I got pregnant

>>27225298
I HATE VTUBER MUSIC!

>>27225356
Sucks to be you, all women are libtards.

>>27225298
I had sex with my Tenga but I called her sharkie while cumming...

I started watching vtubers because I was depressed about breaking up with my GF and now I cant stop. Ive spent money on superchats and merch when I couldnt imagine myself ever doing that

>>27227254
>her

I type lot of text to tell why someone is wrong when he said bad thing about my oshi, only to realize he was talking about other girl before posting.

>>27225298
There's this mobile game where you can freely do sex chats with teenage girls (12-18) because it somehow became a norm in there and I've been cumming buckets these days because of it. I larp as their cool anime pfp bf so we pretty much jerk off to each other every night, I think I really need to stop sooner or later. and no it's not roblox kek

>>27229284
A-anon...?

>>27225298
I feel cringe when I see people doing ERP but at the same time it turns me on

>>27232650
Simple! Do it too

>>27232650
I'm addicted to ERP

>>27225298
im fucking angry I wont be in holostars en. [spoilers] they even watched my entire audition video too so I started to give myself false hope [spoilers]

>>27233688
I'm not that creative and being an ESL doesn't help either, although the few times I've done it I've liked it.

>>27233825
well shit

>>27227402
do you really need that merch and SC to be happy?

>>27225298
sometimes and very rarely I like to avatarfagging to annoy anons since it's common to unconsciously associate that the poster is the person in the image.
I don't think I'm the only one who does it and it's just out of boredom, I don't feel less of a man doing it.

i've dreamed pomu (and her rm) being seductive to me, made me hard for a whole day after i woke up, just because i read that /b/omu tl;dr on /vt/. the only two chuubas that made me cum unconsciously were /b/omu and koyori. and no i'm not a nijifags.

>>27225298
I have given up on ever having any sort of romantic, platonic or friendly relationship with my oshi so now I just simp wordlessly in the hopes she'll use the money I gifted overtime for a time when that can mean a big difference at some point in her life.

>>27225298
my favorite vtuber is shylily and it's solely because I want to have sex with her model

>>27225298
I dont care about the Finana drama but hearing Finana crying voice makes me diamond

>>27229284
woah...uhhh

Porn turns me on but I'm just not interested in it anymore.

>>27225298
I already confessed this on global but I might as well tell nun Marine, I'm only a Mumei anti because she actually seems like a nice girl and that makes me angry, she's supposed to be a normalfag white girl but she likes games and anime, she's fun, she's really good at drawing, and I'm sure she would be a great gf, so it doesn't make sense to me and thus I hate her.

>>27238345
Congratulations, you have attained enlightenment.

I typically only glance at this thread to see if anybody says anything funny, but I actually do have something to post this time, and also need some advice.
>Oshi is a 3view indie
>Really private (no real personal stories, no Discord (thank god), doesn't even tell us what food she's ordered on stream if it's regional)
>Been watching her since debut about a year ago, still don't know much about her as a person
>Was skimming through her members only vods a few months ago, and she put something up on screen that made a lightbulb above my head turn on that I figured would lead to either her PL or roomate, which obviously, nobody else knows
>Maybe not even 2 minutes of searching goes by, and I've found all her PL social media accounts
>Mostly inactive or privated, aside from one inactive account that's over 10 years old and still posts occasionally
>Sifting through it leads me to her roommate's many social media accounts, and it's absolutely her
>Also mostly privated
>I'm not a rat, and I actually love my oshi quite a bit, so I'd never leak her info anywhere, but one of her roomate's accounts has got lots of photos of her face and ones of her wearing college T-shirts that reveal the exact area she lives in
>Dilemma
>I want to keep this info to myself, so that I can keep watching her and beatin' off to her roommate's photos if she ever graduates or goes corpo and reincarnates
>But I also surely can't be the only person who has or will follow the same paper trail, and would rather no schizos get ahold of it and doxx her or whatever
>My options are to either tell her off stream somehow and potentially get banned by my favorite chuuba for knowing too much or potentially become a trusted Golden Boy for making her aware of this or keep the info to myself and have it on my conscience if she ever gets doxxed, because I never made her aware of the stuff she's got floating around
>The vod is months old, so unlikely that there's any new eyes coming to it to make the same realization, but the thought is still there
What do I do? I'm gonna leave for work in a bit, but I'll come back if any of you saints have any wisdom to impart.

>>27225298
Watching VTubers made me remember how fucking disgusting and insufferable most weeb women are. I’m disillusioned with the idea of a weeb gf. I’ll just try dating someone relatively normal

>>27241757
do like what happened with Rushia and when she commits a yab you release the information as revenge

>>27241757
Tell her from a sockpuppet so main isn't related to that shit, or do >>27242004 if there's a schizo in (You).

>>27242004
I'm not the type, if anybody wrongs me, I just drop them and move on. I'm mostly just concernfagging about her, because I know way too much about her now from this. Like full name, age, city, etc.
>>27242311
I don't use social media, so I was thinking about just sending her an anonymous offline Streamlabs donation briefly mentioning it within the character limit -- although I think she'll recognize the donator name attached to my card. Or, since she reads all comments on her videos, just dropping a comment on that particular members only vod, that like I mentioned, nobody's gonna be going back to watch, for her to read and delete once she sees it.

>>27225298
Every night i cry lamenting the loss of wakarimasen because as I am ultra jealous and curious i loved using it to stalk fans of my oshi on other boards

>>27242560
>just dropping a comment on that particular members only vod
You know that even 1views have schizos, right? Most of them are stupid, but if you leave a comment in a (somewhat) public manner, they'll eventually figure it out.

>>27242837
Yeah, I guess if I do decide to say anything, I'll just do it through Streamlabs offline and take the potential ban, I guess.

>>27243107
Again, why not sockpuppet?

>>27243107
>>27243244
Also, if it's something that will appear on stream, then it kinda defeats the purpose, right?

>>27225711
Isn't Tamaki a girl?

>>27241757
Anon, biackmail her and ask for nudes before raping her and making her a single mother.

>>27242796
there are other archivers.

>Posting from work, so same anon, new IP.
>>27243244
Like a sock puppet Twitter account? All she's got associated with her chuuba account is Twitter, so I could do the accursed act of creating a Twitter account purely to tell her, but I don't think she's got DMs open for me to say it privately. Her Marshmallows are also closed, so can't do it there either, and I think posts there are public as well, just anonymous. Unless I were to reach out to her roommate accounts, but that'll get me banned for sure.
>>27243285
A Streamlabs donation doesn't appear on screen at all if it's sent while she's not streaming, so that's why I was leaning towards that, since I've sent offline donations in the past and have her thank them at the beginning of the next steeam though, so it's just her who'd see. I'm assuming that if I tell her, she'll just go back and blur the part of the stream that shows anything.

>>27245134
>Unless I were to reach out to her roommate accounts, but that'll get me banned for sure
And again, why can't you sockpuppet there too?
>>27245134
>A Streamlabs donation doesn't appear on screen at all if it's sent while she's not streaming, so that's why I was leaning towards that
This then. But why not sockpuppet this too?

>>27245134
>blur the part of the stream that shows anything
Anon, I...

>>27229284
Sounds like a honeypot, anon.

>>27245322
>Streamlabs sock puppet
I can donate anonymously on Streamlabs, but since it's still got my card info attached to the donation, she'd still know it's me, because streamers can see the name on the PayPal address, can't they?
>>27245381
You're not understanding lmao. I'm talking about her blurring the section of the vod that's months old that led me to finding all her personal stuff, not whatever the next stream would be. I'm not worried about my dono appearing on the next stream, since it would be an offline donation that only she'd see. Get what I'm saying now?

Thanks to Marine and Bae, I'm now into shortstacks.

>>27245639
>the name on the PayPal address
Can you create a second paypal with the same card data? No idea how it works.
>blurring the section of the vod that's months old
You mean erasing. Or can you edit specific parts of a VOD?

Ive been watching Hololive since late 2019 and had always been a PekoMiko fag, both my oshis being Pekora and Miko.
Since they stopped talking and Miko she started hanging out only with Suisei and Shiraken I have grown to hate Suisei with a passion, and Miko to a certain degree. I still like Miko’s streams and try to watch them but whenever she starts gushing about Suisei I have to turn it off.
I’ve never been a big fan of Suisei’s attitude but this cemented it for me, I can’t watch any shit she’s in anymore or I go nuts I hate being this way but I’ve tried for months and I don’t think there’s anything I can do about it

>>27245837
meds

the only consistently tolerable threads are the ones where ppl post pics without text eg: watamelon, schizo greentext snaps, /hag/, etc. All the others are just plagued with ppl argueing over random scenarios they made up

>>27245777
I could make a new PayPal account, yeah, but regardless, I can't hide my actual irl name that's attached to my debit card it, which I think the streamer can see when you donate to them.
And yes, you can use YouTube Studio to edit a stream vod, like blurring or whatever needs to be done, or edit out entire sections of the stream if you want to. Streamers mostly do it if something gets copywritten and they need to remove that particular part of the stream.

>>27225298
I really fucking hate finana

>>27241757
Your situation reminds me a bit of something similar that happened to me, though I didn't find out where they exactly live or things like that. I'm kind of a roommate schizo, except that I keep any new information that isn't on PL sites to myself because I don't want to wake up one day and see how those old roommate accounts have suddenly gained followers that are all vtuber fans. I have even found old pictures of this one corpo chuuba uploaded by real life friends of theirs dating back to 2014. Finding obscure "le forbidden knowledge" fills me with adrenaline but I'm not retarded enough to give that information on a silver platter to anyone.
And about your specific issue, if you can find a way to tell her that information privately and without linking it to yourself, do it. You may unironically be helping her from an actual schizo that might use the doxx for malicious purposes. Just remember to archive everything for yourself first because obviously it will all be nuked after you tell her.

I have two confessions this time

Half the time I put on my Sui cosplay, I get kinda hard and imagine myself sucking off some guy in an alley. I dont know why.

And the other half I imagine myself as her and whatever game im playing i just start talking to myself like im streaming

>>27249019
Are you a dude or are you a liar

>>27225298
I enjoyed Gura's totsu stream a lot more than her birthday stream.

>>27225298
The controversy with Finana made me jerk off to trap lewds.

>>27225298
I didn't enjoy the off-colab.

>>27239729
Thanks for your honesty, Anon. I genuinely didn't know someone could anti this perfect birb

>>27249018
Thanks for the insight. Since you can only find her roommate through digging through her PL/side-job accounts, I'm thinking of simply telling her about the PL being shown on that particular vod via Streamlabs with a donation while she's on her day off. That way, she can edit that vod, more or less stopping things at the source, so that nobody else finds the PL and funnels their way over to her irl accounts by scrolling through years of posts like I did. Also so that she doesn't know that I know about her irl accounts, so that I can keep looking at pictures of her cute face and massive tits. And yep, I've already taken screenshots of every account that I was able to find, as well as saved any pics or videos she's posted just in case. Better that I, a mere horny Gosling, know about it, than anyone actually malicious.

>>27249019
>>27249366
>get kinda hard
Clearly biologically female.

I haven't gone to my classes or done a single productive thing in the past two months. I don't allow myself to play video games or do things I really want to try because I should be spending my time studying or developing a skill instead so my days are spent browsing /vt/ and watching youtube until it's time to sleep again while the the entire time I tell myself, "I'm just about to start studying after I finish this next video..."

>>27251279
You gotta log off, anon.

>>27249366
Im a dude

>>27245455
>>27229284
Either a honeypot or they're just larping with other faggots

>>27243850
He is what the feesh hates.

>>27249019
Anon, it's time for a /vt/ meetup.

>>27229284
Sauce for the game?

>>27229284

>>27225298
I actually haven't watched a full episode of my oshi. I catch bits and pieces and watch clips of her but I haven't sat through an entire show.

>>27253773
I'd say you're watching her as intended.

I'm the Fauna diaperposter from last time.

Turns out someone who knows me, connected what I thought were impossible to connect dots (the level of autism where you can find out who someone is by the reflection in their eye from a photo) and pinned it to me. Now she wants nothing to do with me.

Shit sucks.

>>27254019
Assuming you aren't larping... why would you post diaper pics somewhere that someone you know who is not down to diap would see them

why anon

>>27254019
holy shit it's that really you? I'm sorry to hear to hear that, sapling anon.

>>27254125
Shit you not right, she recognized me by my god damn hand writing and the way I do my A's. You can forgive me for thinking one of my friends wouldn't pay such close attention to me that they could literally cross reference my A's and identify me based on that.

>>27254205
It sucks. I just want to be with mommy faufau...

>>27254396
thank you, now I'll be a schizo and never hand write anything on 4chan

>>27254396
wait, does that mean your friend was literally /here/?

>>27254396
Oh man, that fucking sucks. My heart goes out to you, diaperanon.

>>27225298
I don't watch chuubas very often for several reasons:
1. My favorite (I wouldn't consider her as my oshi) doesn't stream very often
2. My Japanese isn't good enough, so there aren't a lot of other options
3. I don't want to watch anyone outside of Hololive, bc a lot of them are absolute whores for some reason
4. Even if someone I like is streaming - If I'm not interested in the game, I won't watch it
I mean I like VTubing and it can be very entertaining, but I am dissapointed that there isn't really anyone who I 100% love and like to watch. Everyone I watch is just mediocre and I gave up on finding other chuubas, because a cute model just isn't enough for me. The personality has to be right and for some reason there are only few who are able to entertain me and even they don't really hit the spot right. I just can't be bothered to try watching someone new and give it a shot if they don't convince me in the first 10 minutes. I'm losing interest and at this point I almost don't care anymore.

I don't ever state my real opinions I just say whatever I think is funniest. It's not even to bait (you)s because I'll just say things and leave, it's just fun to roleplay as someone else. I'm pretty sure most people /here/ are doing the same, but if not then you should try it out some time.

>>27259820
Most people on 4chan are doing it at all times which is why most of my posting here is entirely in good faith. It throws people off.

>>27249019
>Half the time I put on my Sui cosplay, I get kinda hard and imagine myself sucking off some guy in an alley. I dont know why.
I want the Suicock now.

>i'll never have an elira nendo because chinese girls don't watch her
It stings.

>>27254664
Not necessarily, screencaps of the post have spread a lot

>>27251279
I know how this feels, but you have to motivate yourself with something that you usually procrastinate with. Sounds stupid but it works for me: If I see several videos I want to watch I save them up for later. I try to do some work and even if it's only one thing, you can reward yourself with a video you've been saving up.
Setting goals and rewards that are too far in the future don't help me, so I do it that way. It's like rewarding a dog with a treat after doing a trick - Do the same.
It's hard to get up and start in the first place, but you have to remind yourself that you are ruining your entire life if you don't get up now.
Give it a try, it might actually, help you.

>>27249919
Based

>>27246087
>Only likes threads without text
>Implying they are a huge baby that can't read and still likes picture books
Anon...

>>27261633
NTA, but nothing's wrong with that. I see vtubers as Sesame Street for adults anyway.

>>27249919
When I was really into Ina I couldn't find many women with her bodytype so I started jerking off to traps too

It was just horny for the tako I swear

>>27262520
BASED

>>27262520
Anon.

>>27262520
This anon is educated

>>27250409
even mio,korone and sora have antis anon and i really fucking can’t wrap my head around it

>>27254019
That's harsh, anon.

>>27244713
I know of some but none that encompass all boards, archive . moe is shit and it doesn't work well, it doesn't archive what's new either

>>27262520
Understandable. Even though I love big tits, I love Ina's body type as well.

>>27225298
In my work there are many foreigners and the other day while talking with one of them that I see frequently, a racist joke escaped me and although he knows it, he ignored it, but I know he will never forget it and it makes me rethink and try to be careful with what say.

>>27266790
Yeah I'm gonna need you to go ahead and share the entire story.

>>27254019
You have my sympathies, but daily reminder that anything you post on the internet is not private and will be found eventually.

>>27241757
You know what ruins a good thing, anon?
Talking about it.
Take it to your grave and enjoy the faps. She isn't going to trust you, she's going to think you're insane for digging through it.

>>27225298
I say "do your reps" "watch streams" and similar phrases even though I don't actually do them

what is "reps"?

>>27225298
I want destroy Risu in bed

>>27266790
karma

>>27273717
Risu is that (you)?

I am mentally ill and I overthink everything my friends say. It's only a matter of time until I drop my spaghetti and lose my friends.

I hate more holos than I actively watch

>>27274269
Dropping my "friends" was one of the best things I did in my life. Whatever they wanted to do was always 100% less interesting than whatever I was going to do in front of my computer all day. Internet friends are better in every way.

>>27274381
No, you don't understand, I am talking about my internet friends. I don't have physical friends.

>>27233825
You could always try again in the future, even the girls have people that didn't make it the first time they auditioned, some even 4 times like Nene I think.

>>27274434
Sounds like you need to take a chill pill and stop thinking about consequences.

I falseflag as an anti for my oshi regularly

>>27275254
Cringe

This place is a fucking cesspit but I couldn’t do without it. My oshi doesn’t stream much anymore, work pressure is getting intense and my social life is completely fucked. All my teen years wasted gaming and jerking off.
The only real laughs I get these days are from shitposting and reading 24/7 retardation.

>>27225298
Koyo's smug face turns me on...

>>27269962
That's possible as well. I was repeating the steps I took earlier with different search engines to see how easy it would be for other people to potentially find, to gauge whether or not it's truly worth concerning over, so I may very well just let it be.

>>27229284

>>27225298
i constantly falseflag whenever i get bored

>>27276813
>My oshi doesn’t stream much anymore
Get a new oshi.

>>27225298
Going to beat off to my oshi's roommate rn

>>27225298
It's been a long time since I left my oshi's general and sometimes I miss participating there, but only a little, not too much.

I had a dream about a certain chuuba (who I know has a fat roommate) where she openly talked about her weight issues. I was impressed by how candid she was

I want to make friends but everyone here is a schizo or too much of an asshole

>>27278134
Same.

I want to become an indie chuuba and eventually have terminally online losers try to cancel me over shit I've said years ago just so I can deliberately not apologise just to fuck those people off

>>27278415
Wanna be friends?

>>27280163
Yes!

>>27280316
Okay! do you use discord? If you don’t want to that’s fine, we can stay friends on here.

>>27280535
I use it exclusively for DMs, servers have all been cancer in my experience.

>>27278134
I think I'm pretty cool, I don't use social media whatsoever.

>>27280630
Same, desu

I went to AX and did nothing today besides wait 4 hours at the Hololive booth. I didn't even talk to any women because I'm terrified of speaking to them.

>>27266790
What did you say? I am not american nor european but I'm pretty lax about that. I can tell you if I find it racist or not

>>27278134
Same, friends are nice

>>27279475
Based I hope you get lots of ero fanart m8

>>27225298
I know two people IRL who openly defended feesh and they talked about how the streamer was setting boundaries and some shit like that

I drunkenly sperged out and sent two indie chuubas some mean twitter DMs and it got me banned from five separate twitch chats because I had a very similar username on both platforms. I felt pretty bad about it after I sobered up and tried to apologize

>>27227162
I-I like some vtuber music.

>>27225298
I started bonding with a 2view on a whim because they followed me on Twitter. I quickly lost interest after they started to become really obnoxious and clingy. I keep on ghosting her but she's so socially retarded to get the hint so she just keeps at it. I can't just tell them to leave me alone or block me cause I feel like she would go full on menhera and publicly denounce me even though the worst thing I've done is just ignore messages for a few weeks

>>27284180
i can save her, what's her name?

>>27227162
There has to be one that you like, any specific genre? in case your oshi is korone, don't you like her songs either?

>>27284154
Did they accept your apology?

>>27225298
I wrote several Polka pastas (The clown threesome and rape dungeon pastas), but I don't even watch Polka anymore. Out of gen 5, I only watch Nene these days....

I-i- im addicted to i ladies

>>27284707
I sent the apology via the ban appeal on twitch and it was denied without response so I'm not exactly sure. I made it clear I didn't feel I deserve to be unbanned and just wanted to genuinely apologize. I'm just some nobody so I'm sure they've probably faced bigger antis and I'm probably still thinking about this more than them at this point but I really hope I didn't cause any distress. It feels bad to be mean

>>27254019
Bruh
Hope she doesn't go around talking about it at least

>>27274580
I wish that was true, but I think I might have lost someone by being autistic again.
If I don't get a reply in 24 hours I'll just cry.

>>27286419
Can't stand loneliness for long?

>>27274269
i know that feel anon. i've been a friendless hikkineet for two years now. i hope things get better for you anon, but if it's any comfort, even if you do end up alone in your room everyday you get numb to it pretty easily at least in my experience. but sometimes when it does hurt it really hurts. though this isolation has definitely worsened my mental illness to the point i doubt i'll be able to reintegrate or fully function in society. so please do your best

>>27277730
Fuck you pekofrog poster.

>>27286641
Yes. I'm like a rabbit starving for affection. And the worst part is that I am a muscular man.

>>27288984
kek, I'm literally the opposite, kind of wimpy but pretty lonely and gutsy.
I don't know what to advise you, if you're NEET try to find a job where you need to be alone for a long time and maybe the obligation to be there or the relation with people changes your character.

Bump

It's a stupid thing to get worked up about but I'm damn near having existent crisis because I suck yugioh and fighting games and it's even worse because I immediately tilt the moment I know people are watching me or commenting my play. I can't seen to be good at anything like dark souls and even my oshi is better at games than me... How do I cope with being so dogshit at Vidya regardless of how hard I try I get outclasses by literal 13 year old girls and vtubers?

>>27292286
You can drive, and you don't have to entertain worthless neets

>>27292286
yugioh and fighting games take fucking forever to be good at for everyone don't worry about it too much and just consistently practice and actively review your play to see where you can improve. you need to have patience for those kinds of games, it's extremely hard to learn and perform well when tilted

>>27292286
What fighting game?

>>27225298
I can't stop jacking off to my oshi but i want to stop, i tried edging and exercising but i end up unintentionally busting and it's getting out of hand.

>>27295616
Does edging really work? pleasure always dominates me and I can never do it

>>27295873
>Does edging really work?
It only works for a short period of time and even if you 'succeed' you might find yourself growing more frustrated but I believe with enough willpower and time, you could learn to master it.

I talked about it in a couple of threads but those spirits/witches/ghosts came again and yesterday they had me put in a mansion that was abnormally large, basically the inside was as big as a city. I was dragged in said mansion by friends and family under reasoning of a vacation but it turned out the place was full of these spirits(?).

Weird things started happening like how the girls would terrorize the other people I was with but wouldn't mess with me outside of teasing and some conversations about things. some of the terrorizing involved literal firebombing a room in the mansion with nukes and the others had to run into a shelter to not die, they made it to the the shelter however I didn't and ate a nuke directly but for whatever reason it didn't kill or harm me in anyway, it just knock one off balance and stunned. During the conversations these girls had with me they kept saying things about how I smell similar to them (the aforementioned spirit/witches/etc.) and how I'm becoming similar to them in other ways.

After that was done, I remember going outside into a lakefront area and there was some strange looking girl, almost looked otherworldly. She approached me and started saying the same things but then said "you'll fit right in with us~" and proceeded to divide and clone herself, it was almost as if she was a slime girl(?). I got spooked out and shoo'd her away for a bit.

Things started getting weirder and ramping up, all of these familiars/spirits kept focusing and targeting me, and speaking with me. It got to be so much that the people I came with said we needed to leave and escape. But something felt off about that: outside of fetching me to come to this mansion, they didn't once talk to me at all, it felt like they couldn't even sense my presence or thought I existed. We successfully escaped and fucked off, the mansion caved in and we went back

In what seemed to be a week after the whole affiar I find myself at a store browsing some shelves. As I was getting ready to go I saw some pink haired hair women, and looked beautiful and very attractive. She then saw me, smiled in my direction & had me follow her to what seemingly the exit to the store.

I walked through the exit but for whatever reason I found myself in the courtyard of that mansion; the gate that lead to the exit was sealed but another gate, one that lead deeper inside the mansion opened up instead. All of a sudden there was some huge bear mascot thingy with a chainsaw and accompanying him were 2-3 girls; they had: white blue-white hair, had a very regal appearance and were floating/levitating. all of a sudden this group started chasing me and obviously I was scared shitless and tried to run away from them. The chase lasted for a good while until they caught up with me, for some reason the first thing I scream was Lui's name and they stopped and then my body and mind started to calm down, I stopped running away. This is what it appeared and felt like to me after calming down but the girls and the bear thingy weren't trying to kill me nor did I sense Killing intent from them either. All of a sudden they took me with even deeper inside the mansion and started saying some about me Inheriting (?) something and then they started to talk about how my smell and other parts of myself was similar to those beings again. Then they told me that the owner of the mansion, I guess it was a woman said she wanted to play with me and that I'm a familiar(?)

I don't know what's going but I think I might have a yandere spirit witches or ghosts or something, something about this encounter gave off strong vibes that they were possessive over me. Another thing; I think lui might have imprinted herself on to me too... Because whenever I watch her streams or hear her voice, my body feels very weak and drained as I feel hypnotized too at times..

>>27296327
Take your meds

>>27296362
Meds are a spook

>>27296327
A-anon???

>>27296502
...yes? Im perfectly fine

>>27296327
Is this some kind of role play?

>>27296654
Nope, this board has /x/ schizos too unfortunately. I remember seeing this anon in another thread

>>27225298
I respond to obvious bait sometimes.

>>27260555
75 dollars

>>27296709
Yeah i've noticed, those guys in the /become/ thread are pretty special people, albeit nice ones.

>>27297093
I'll take it

>>27251279
Talk to a proficient Doctor. Get medicated. Even if it’s just getting some sleeping pills, it will improve your mental state.

>>27225298
I'm in deep. I might look up the immigration rules for the US, see how they've changed lately.
And I don't even like the idea of living in burgerland.

>>27225298
Coco's graduation fucked me up big time. Though I still watch hololive I have no oshi anymore.

>>27269520
There isn't much more to add, it's a simple and ridiculous anecdote but if something causes you curiosity tell me and I will try to answer you.

>>27225298
I'm starting to feel attracted to crossdressing cosplayers and it feels disgusting and gay as fuck

>>27225298
I hate Kronii's nonbinary shit, but I believe we can fix her.

>>27249019
I hope i bump into you in the alleyway while you are cosplaying as Suisei

>>27225298
I think Hololive, Nijisnaji and all other corpo chuubas should be banned from this board.

>>27300795
I'm sorry to tell you but there's no turning back, it's a taste that's hard to get rid of

>>27241757
Do you value your oshi's safety over your ability to keep watching her? Do you need to interact with her to enjoy her content? If the answers are yes and no respectively, inform her of her security leak somehow. She'll be scared for ten minutes and safe for years.

>>27225298
I have masturbated to Mike the Cat's IRL pics.

I WANT TO SEEEEEEX THE KUSOGAKI UOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH

There's an ancient stream of my oshi's that'd supply 3-4 clips that'd be guaranteed (you)s and weeks of shitposting. Unfortunately in the middle of all that she asked the viewers not to create any out of context clips of it, and so I haven't despite the thought of those sweet sweet (you)s causing downright physical withdrawal symptoms.

>>27301446
Have the clips ready but don't spread them until she does something that annoys you and deserves corrective punishment

>>27225298
I don't like the idea of Ollie joining an Apex tourney, just because of how low Ollie's skill in Apex is and how much Apex will dominate the schedule. Knowing Ollie, any training she does will likely fade away a day later.
On the bright side, I'll just go watch another holomember instead for the next week and a half.
>trying to make playing Apex a unique point
ISHYGDT

Bump

I just coomed to Moom for the first time. I used to just like her wacky attitude and would watch her every now and then. I didn’t see her as someone to jack off to, as there were other things I preferred to jack off to. However, today I was watching a vod and I couldn’t help but stare at the way her mouth moved. Next thing I know, I was jacking off to Mooms voice and mouth. How do I prevent this?

>>27273917
No, I am someone who wants to fuck Risu so hard that her brain will be mush

>>27305550
Just don't grab your dick, simple!

>>27297093
When and where

>>27300795
>feel attracted to crossdressing cosplayers
>gay as fuck

Overcome yourself and learn to embrace it