/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>23755926
I'm straight but I want to suck Mystas dick so bad...

>>23756274
anon... I'm sorry to break it to you, but you're gay

those 3 children
let's just say they won't be seeing their parents for quite some time

>>23756393
That sounded wrong.
It's just that it's time for class, Math starts in 5 minutes.

>>23755926
I'm feeling better but I'm still gonna take the money

I think I'm a misogynist, unironically.
Maybe its just a phase but chuubas have given me an excuse to completely cut myself off from irl whores and also have allowed me to meet cute boys I've enjoyed being horny with. I still love pussy like you wouldn't believe but the girls around me piss me off so much its unreal. This way is just so much more fun for me

>>23756393
foobs dont you fucking dare
those kids have lives and innocence, you will not snatch them away

>>23756753
Sounds more like you're just kinda gay

>>23756812
fair

that nun marin doesn't look SEX enough, 2/10 won't confess

>>23755926
I just jerked off to a cock cumming but I'm not gay

I bought a Tokoyomi Towa daikimakura and accidently shipped it to my workplace.

Now everyone know I'm a fucking weeb.

>>23756753
yeah same i like women but once you get some distance and suck some of your friend's dicks and become their maid sissy yeah it's really fun yeah.

My oshi is very obviously grooming me to be her loyal paypiggy, but I'm so starved for female attention that I'm ok with it

>>23755926
Anons who larp as my oshi make me ultra horny

>>23755926
My hatred of L*xiem and chinkizhangji cured my previous hatred of Mori

I want to rape Ui so much

>>23756393
The crime rate in Japan is lower, but when they do commit crimes it's less likely to be petty crimes.

>>23755926
I recently found out that my ex-girlfriend from 2 years ago is a 2view and I'm tempted to dox her so badly just for the sake of it, but I won't do it because 1. She would immediately know it was me 2. She's not relevant enough for people to care. 3. She's actually good looking so there's a chance it would backfire.
I know she's very careful about her privacy and doesn't like having pictures online, so it would probably make her quit. Yet it's just a thought that pops up in my head everytime I see something about her.

I should be working a project for my finals.
But here I am on /vt/, just shitposting and procrastinating.

>>23761652
Who's your oshi?

I really hate Kanata's nurse outfit

>>23755926
I think a vtuber being a lesbian or even bi is much worse than her having a bf

Yesterday for some reason I got really horny. And I mean like crazy horny. So me and my coom brain decided to go from thread to thread to thread, polluting it with /ringo/.

I feel bad about it today. I have no fucking idea why I decided to do that and not just masturbate instead.

I've erped with teamates, haatons, kronies, and a few others, but actively say that ERP is bad. I can't help it, they're cute but also incredibly submissive and NEED to get fucked

i successfully groomed a femboy 2view vtuber. bought him clothes, got lewd pictures, and now im bored with it. He's constantly trying to erp with me but ive started to ignore it because i just don't really care anymore. I think it's part of the allure that you can't have a vtuber that you like them so much, or maybe this guy was just boring and I wanted his ass

ERP seems like a retards-only activity.

>>23770528
Honestly one of my friends got caught up in some ERP group in FF14 and he was telling me about how he's romantically attracted to one of the dudes in his group after erping with his bunny lady character a few times. Apparently they get along well in general, but the dude just forgot to say "no homo" a couple times and now he's going on FF dates with a french dude.

And this is the guy who says that me using a vtuber as a surrogate gf is a poor coping mechanism.

>>23770782
Love crops up in weird places. The french are cock hungry but also sweet osmetimes.

>>23770050

>>23771141
You're next, whore.

>>23755926
I get sad when no one replies to my shitty bait threads

I think it wont get better. Things aren't going to go back to before the chuuba boom. It will be eventually descaled but all these fuckers you hate will continue to appear and shit all over the place because they heard a chuuba on a meme. You did this.

>>23771039
Okay but to be clear: He still considers himself straight. I think he said "biromantic but heterosexual" and I just think that's such an egregious cope. Also he keeps telling me about his erpscapades (escerpades?) because its his new friend group after all our mutuals decided they want nothing to do with him and all they do is either run raids with or run trains on eachother. It's just fucking bizarre and foreign, I do not understand how someone can ERP knowing the person on the other end at all (outside of an actual partner), never mind the fact that they're a dude.

Does having sex once just rewire your brain or some shit?

>>23772296
>I think he said "biromantic but heterosexual"
Oh wow ahahaha, that's a new one.
I'd have to imagine that your vtuber viewing habits don't approach a "poor coping mechanism" either, do they? Your friend sounds incredibly strange and maybe a little rude.

>>23772296
Your friend is gay as fuck and coping, but also bragging for one reason or another. If you don't like it just tell them to fucking stop for both of your sakes.

>>23772296
I've heard of "not gay if the balls don't touch" but this guy you're describing is literally "it's not gay if we didn't make eye contact irl"

>>23755926
I'm having a fucking field day watching unicorns ducking lose it at Wactor getting males, Nyanners having a public bf while also celebrating that NijiEN girls are lowering male collabs.
It's fucking hilarious.

>>23772296
He wanted to have you.

>>23772296
Ok I can actually give you my pov on this because I've been in this exact situation, exactly in ff14 except it was not ERP, but just me and a dude being very romantic with eachother in PMs - kisses, hugs, love yous, good mornings, etc but we never crossed the line of erp
he claims to be completely straight, i also thought I was straight but biromantic because i didn't wanna fuck him but i enjoyed romance with him

i don't really know how it started but we were friends before all the romance just didn't talk much but we raided a bit more in ff together and talked a bunch after that, personally I will absolutely admit I developed a crush of sorts on him and initiated some romantic stuff and he reciprocated and would even be sweet on his own without me doing anything, however like i said it never delved into erp and we also never actually made it a serious relationship - we didn't even bring that up, just would talk normally at times and be really gay/romantic with eachother as well

idk about him because we never talked about it but i absolutely had feelings for him but never acted on it, i honestly was really content with being friends that were exclusive with eachother for romance is how I'd describe it, however cuz I had feelings for him, I'd have times of feeling upset or not cared about because whatever emotion bullshit its dumb

anyways it's died down between us but we're still very good friends just not as romance heavy although on occasion ill go to him for some comfort
idk what your friend is like but one of them must have feelings for the other, the problem is it either needs to get addressed or both need to silently be content with the fact it won't ever be brought up and keep going as is, it is not a relationship until it's stated but if one of them thinks it is they will feel hurt at times or neglected and conflicted because they know it's not a relationship
idk how ERP is cause the most i did was being needy for kisses or comfort with my friend but never more than that, i would agree your friend is coping however he could be genuine, i did confront my friend if he was gay or not and he was adamant he was straight and I didn't push it, it's just very hard to believe someone not gay would go so far with romantic stuff but i guess it can happen, i am absolutely bi though and this experience only made me more sure of it

if your friend is happy that's good, but i think best you can do is try to like make him know he should either set boundaries or be clear with his erp partner what he wants, if he just wants it strictly as an erp partner and someone to be romantic with but genuinely never be serious, or if he actually wants to be serious -- companionship is nice even if it's a fellow guy, i dunno if it stems from loneliness or something but the feeling of being loved/romantically involved with another was nice and enjoyable even without being a serious relationship

>>23772296
>"biromantic but heterosexual"
I'm not really sure whether to call that a cope, because something like that happened to me. I once fell in love with a dude, went through all the (e)motions and did the stupid little things like planning my routes to "accidentally" bump into him like I've done with all my female crushes. The only thing is that I am heterosexual no matter how gay it was, and never once did I have any kind of physical attraction to him or sexual thoughts about him unlike women. I just wanted to bask in his attention for the rest of my life or something. So maybe it is a cope, because I can't imagine doing ERP with him beyond a joke exchange or something, but then again, I struggle to imagine myself doing ERP beyond a joke exchange even with a woman. Just not my thing.

Though, I've noticed that young people use these newfangled words like "biromantic" to autistically categorize the human experience and I suppose that might make it seem more of a cope. I mean, I would describe my experience as weird shit that happened to me, and an exception that mostly just confirms the rule, but something that ultimately was pretty gay. Emotions are amorphous and while you probably need to categorize them somehow to make sense of them, the moment you start putting them into hard LGBT+ inspired categories like "biromantic but heterosexual" it starts immediately to sound like a cope, because you're moving yourself into a different – but not too different, pls andastnd! – box entirely instead of just a tiny bit on a sliding scale.

I'm completely disinterested in my oshi

>>23761901
if it helps, moris record label is in a large part owned by chinks

>>23774136
Where it completely falls apart for me is that the E in ERP stands for erotic. I don't see how anon's friend can reasonably contend that he's not a homosexual for engaging in erotic roleplay with someone the same gender as him.

>>23772296
>>23774136
Ok, I can share an experience because I've been in this exact situation and stemming from FF14, it will be a very long post so im just gonna try to keep it short instead

i was (sorta still am not so much) romantically involved with a guy friend, we were friendly with eachother, talking more after raiding w eachother and such, fast forward i got feelings for him and would just ask for hugs or kisses etc but we NEVER erped, he would reciprocate and we'd be lovey dovey with eachother basically everyday and it was very nice, i would say i was straight but biromantic because i didn't want to fuck him just loved being exclusive with eachother romantically and wanted that attention
however as I said, I had feelings for him and I was honestly coping, I am absolutely bisexual lol, he on the other hand is adamantly straight, we also never talked about our feelings for eachother or anything so to this day I still don't know, I only know that when I asked if he was gay he was firm about being straight despite that we were exclusively very gay with eachother

anyways were still good friends, not as romantic but still go to eachother for comfort, i would advise you tell your friend to be explicit with his erp partner what he wants, if it's just wanting to be erp buddies and have romantic attention for eachother but never make it serious, or if they want to be serious, because if it's like me where one person genuinely has feelings, and the other person you don't know if they do or not, you'll feel hurt and conflicted and upset and it's a stupid mess because you know you're not in a relationship w them


him bragging about his erp though is pretty weird and unnecessary, that should be basic decency to tell him to chill w that, but if he's happy with his partner and stuff thats good but i absolutely think you need to be explicit with what you want cause otherwise he'll say he's straight and biro but then gets jealous and upset and needy when his partner interacts/erps with other people because they believe it's just an erp thing and not any serious attachment involved

>>23772379
>I'd have to imagine that your vtuber viewing habits don't approach a "poor coping mechanism" either, do they?
Around the rushia yab I got so engrossed in /vt/ I had to call up a different friend at 11pm to talk to because i was having a bit of a breakdown. Other than that I'm probably one of the saner /vt/ residents and my mother recently noted that I've been on an incline lately based on our biweekly phonecalls.

>Your friend sounds incredibly strange and maybe a little rude.
Our friendship nowadays is basically built on the fact that most people really don't like him and I'm the only one who's able/willing to tell him why they don't, so there's a foundation of brutal honesty. In turn that means when he doesn't like something about me he's very open about it.

>>23773104
IIRC they've talked about it but I think I zoned out in that part of the conversation. When it comes to the ERP they aren't exclusive because my friend keeps "accidentally" erping with randoms. So presumably he can get it from others but he really likes this dude for some reason.

>>23774136
>I've noticed that young people use these newfangled words like "biromantic" to autistically categorize the human experience
Oh yeah, its fucking stupid, but its what happens when you give kids the internet. When you're a teenager you don't really get what you're experiencing and then some tumblrfaggot gives you a fancy word and a definition that describes what you feel (or think you feel) and you latch onto it. I fell for the same thing when i was about 16-17, for years I was wondering why I didn't find all of the "hot" teachers hot but only like 2 or three girls i've ever met (which guys i knew have said were ugly) made me hard. So I go online and find out about "demisexuality" where you can only be sexually attracted to someone you had a strong personal bond with. Cut to a few months later, one of my school friends asks me if i'm gay, I say i'm demisexual and for weeks they're mockingly calling me a demigod until I realise its just virgin cope and give it up.
I think that they're popular because its a word with a definition it sort of... justifies itself? Like if a word exists and has a definition then there's a sort of faux consensus where we accept its a valid idea because there's a word for it. So you don't have to distinguish what romantic vs sexual attraction is because the existence of romantic attraction is presupposed by the existence of two different words. Does that make sense?

>>23774338
He's playing a dragon woman and his boyfriend is playing a bunny woman (might be a futa? I know he's erp'd with futas before) and they're talking over text chat so he's sexually attracted to the 8ft tall chocolate bunny woman and not the french dude.

>>23774621
short-term-memorylosschama...

>>23756753
anon, VTs are irl whores.

My misogyny thing is in full swing too, minus the gay
Its creeping up to the point I don't trust my oshi when recently she says she too tired or sick to stream with increasing frequency.
I think she probably has a new friend in her life that she can't tell us about.

She's also clearly burned out on playing nice in front of the cameras and I don't even blame her, VTubing is a twisted business.

I've nutted to my oshi's ASMR countless times and I don't even feel dirty for it

I probably let anti comments about my oshi /here/ get to me too much, but I don't even know the correct approach. Should I refute them if they start lying about her? Should I just ignore them? Maybe even just never leave my oshi's general.
When I think that a bunch of people will begin to believe lies about her, it annoys me quite a lot.

>>23755926
I thought not getting a response to my holo application wouldn't sting that much, but it did. I will keep trying tho.

i unsubbed to nyan yesterday for obvious reasons

>>23755926
i wish to have carnal animalistic relations with sakura wolf tits.....and the rest of her as well.

>>23775465
Was that really such a big deal for your fanbase?

I want to kill myself.

>>23767979
not that you asked but i think you should stop thinking about her or send me a pic of her tits.

Either one works

>>23775646
for the past week since her la trip so many people have been banned for even joking about it

>>23775653
I'm sorry, anon. I hope things improve for you sooner rather than later.

>>23776382
I see. Honestly, I'm not familiar of these details so I won't judge. I can't say that I don't understand the sentiment, although in my oshi's case it ended up being a false alarm. Stay strong, anon.

>>23775465
???

>>23779352
Boyfriend thing, I assume.

>>23755926
at the end of 2020 i suffered a medical event that permanently decreased my quality of life substantially. i'm physically unable to work a full week, and will lose my disability insuance payments if i work more than 2 days a week. as such, it's better for me financially to stay on disability instead of returning to work at my limit. if my company will accommodate a 2 day work week then i will still be able to collect benefits. honestly i'd rather stay on disability and just not go back to work ever. the entire ordeal was so painful and traumatic i just stopped caring about stuff. i had to move back in with my parents because after my discharge from the hospital and rehabilitation facility i couldn't really take care of myself. i honestly don't care if i stay in their basement forever now because i just don't see any positive future for things the way they are. i come here to shitpost to take my mind off my situation, but i'm sure that will eventually stop being fun.

>>23767979
Jesus that's evil
Neck yourself immediately, you're probably her worst nightmare

>>23780151
That's awful man, my serious condolences. I hope things can turn around for you, stay strong

>>23780458
well, things are they way they are. i try not to pity myself any more than i already have, but it's difficult sometimes. the silver lining is that i've got a decent bit of income still, and that i was able to come out of it without significant medical debt - although i had to nearly exhaust my life's savings in the process. thank you for your kind words and condolences, truly a rarity here.

>>23768087
Sora

>>23755926
I ignore everything I know about my oshi's roommate and pretend she's perfect with none of those flaws.

I used tl meme Gosling, then I got into 2views and now I am a legitimate one and it breaks my heart

>>23781913
Use your goslinghood to fuel your drive for self-improvement, anon.

>>23781962
I'm already fit & make 6 figures in my mid 20's, not really sure where to go from here. I just want to be loved & unfortunately anime girls on the internet are the only women who give me attention.

>>23767979
Jesus that's based

>>23755926
Life's good
That's all
Peace out

>>23780151
Shit nigger, gotta try to focus on what you can do and don't get hung up on what you can't do now.

>>23759652
what are the signs from her behaviors that she is grooming you?

>>23782145
There's more to self-improvement than getting a solid career and getting in physical shape. You have to heal your brain, too.
>I just want to be loved & unfortunately anime girls on the internet are the only women who give me attention.
You say this as if the onus lies on anyone's shoulders but your own to be someone worthy of attention. I'm not trying to be mean; that's just how it works.
You have to improve your outlook on life and be a loving person to become someone who is loved.

>>23755926
I really don't understand jap dialects. It sounds like they're speaking korean.

>>23755926
I am actually the first overseas that watch Vtuber, back in 2016. But i actually almost never watch streams and only clips these days. I have failed you all, as your great simp senpai

I'd probably be a tranny if I had any belief I would pass as a woman

>>23784772
Why not just be a man who enjoys the things he likes unapologetically? Is it truly just gender dysphoria that has you feeling this way?

>>23784772
Thank God your face is not pretty then. Otherwise you would have killed yourself right now

I can't have enough of my oshi's feet

>>23784554
Holy reddit

>>23785668
No, actually im from /tv/

>>23770528
You're probably right, but I can't help it. I love ERPing as a sumbissive brat and nothing can change that

>>23755926
I think Cursed Night is better than End of a Life

I know my oshi's antis aren't wrong in some things about her, but I still love her in spite of that and in spite of how much she's tried to chase me away and I still want her to succeed and destroy the competition.

>>23756753
I'd call you gay like that other anon, but the fact you love pussy means you're just a very gay bisexual. Bi when it comes to sex, but gay when it comes to romance. You wanna crush da puss but don't care for starting a relationship with the opposite sex. Ya get what I'm saying?

>>23787990
Are you referring to a specific character?

>>23756393
>>23756433

I'll rape the shit out of you, you fucking fox slut. Just so you know.

>>23790178
Not necessarily, no. Although I do enjoy playing characters if I'm in the mood or if the situation calls for it. Really the only ones I've actually played are ones that I've made myself in MMOs, so I don't really think that counts.

>>23784865
I mostly just envy how easy women's lives are + how much ass kissing every tranny I know gets

I'm actually considering dropping NijiEN due to low numbers... why am i like this

>>23790885
my mom got harassed by a drunk and chased into a convenience store for shelter on her way back from work last Wednesday, legit

>>23791078
there are so many better reasons to drop nijien

>>23755926
I no longer get entertainment out of chuubas. This started somewhere after Myth came out. I can't really focus on anyone's stream and I feel no real connection or entertainment out of the talents. I became a clipfag for a while but most of those are bullshit about sex (fucking hate whores, and I despise VShojo as a result). It's gotten me a little depressed because I've had a lot of fun seeing this rabbit hole explode, since Kizuna Ai's baby steps.

>>23791078
anon, nijiEN's philosophy is quantity over quality, unlike hololive. this means that its audience is way more spread out and there's more in-umbrella competition. be strong and support your oshi, she needs you when no one else would be there.

>>23795362
no worries, there's always someone else in her stream. usually male.

>>23795727
oh my bad anon. i forgot about the overexposure to cock crisis niji is undergoing

I fap so much to my oshi that I get anxiety peaks throughout the day.

>>23767979
You expect us to buy this anon? Show us her channel then

>>23755926
I love my oshi so much that I can’t watch her streams anymore because watching her while knowing I’ll never have her or someone like her hurts way too much
I hope it gets better after some weeks, this is making me way too depressed

>>23756753
most soulful shit ive read all week

>>23771141
just got done jerking off envisioning you as a bratty little bitch ...

>>23791172
Hey, that happens to me too. Living in the ghetto is not gender-specific.

I confess that I will unironically will promote any and all tribal wars until there is only Hololive in vtubing. If only to prevent the oversaturation of the genre

>>23798334
hot

>>23795362
HoloEN has no quantity either. I should just fuck up my sleep schedule so I can watch HoloJP live instead of this shitshow

I was into kpop back in 2014

If things continue the way they are, I'm going to run out of ways to deny my growing feelings towards her. I really don't want things to reach that point though, because I know how much pain it will include.

>>23799658
I would strangle you to death you little shit

>>23782556
We found him. The one healthy anon on 4chan.

>>23799426
That only makes you a JP bandwagon follower than a EN chad

I have fucked up any chances at a good career and a decent life. I know it is all over for me but I still continue on holding on to some small chance that Ill be ok one day. I am never getting a gf or any significant relationship. Any chance I did have at one I let slip. It's hard to not think about ending it all.

>>23812306
Keep it up anon, one day everything will be okay.

>>23812306
same tee bee haich
except I love Mori

>>23755926
I avoid using the general of my oshi because almost all the posts are made by a single person (samefagging and changing IP)

I really wish there was a vtuber who's good at fighting games.

>>23819484
...do you care if they're trans?

I cant help but switch my antischizo posting from one pink whore to the next… Mori, rosemi, and now nyanners

>>23820255
how do you feel about koyori then

>>23799217
Horrible.

>>23787990
>submissive brat
L O N D O N
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>>23821050
I honestly think shorter streams (1-2 ) hours are better than several hour long ones because I just can't fuck up my whole day watching someone play a game I'm not really interested in.

>>23755926
I found this camwhore who looks like a white kson. Beat my dick twice to her and then post nut clarity hit.
Fuck my nigga, this woman was gross.
So I recharged and beat it to Marine. Feel better now.

>>23755926
I vividly remember an image I saw of this tweet saying something like "I want a woman to suck my dick and hold a gun to my head telling me if I cum I die" many years ago and it ruined me.
I've never had a fantasy stronger than that one and it's leeching into the connection I have with my oshi, and it's really uncomfortable considering the subject matter. I often think about my oshi doing that for me too, even if I don't even fap that much.
I really want a girl who loves me enough to actually go that far and kill me when the time comes. No, I don't feel particularly suicidal or anything but rather comes from the thrill it would give. It's really how I want to go. Imagine the intense, unmatched mixture of the indescribable feelings of fear, remorse, love for your partner, your life literally flashing before your eyes as you're getting the best, most shameful head of your life, and finally, the pleasure. The trembling, spine-chilling pleasure of knowing your blood and brain are going to be splattered all over the wall as you release into your lover's mouth, after trying and possibly crying to hold yourself back so long because you know deep down you want to live. But your life isn't yours anymore, it's violated and dominated. It doesn't matter, this is the end you chose, you're held at gunpoint by your lover and you're about to die.
I really want that.

>>23770050
as a teamate this makes me feel uncomfortable but also very aroused
is something wrong with me?

>>23755926
I confess that I think Marine's ass is phat.

>>23823018
nothing wrong with wanting to get fucked

>>23806665
I could be healthier, but thank you.

More confessions about how you made anons into sluts/how slutty you are as an anon! Also my confession is that I can only jerk off to chuubas if I imagine they have a cock!

I constantly forget that Ame exists.

please do not erp, you aren't aware of the things you are capable of when you're lonely

>>23824285
What do you mean

>>23767979
Pls send her booba

>>23824285
It's too late for me, I get serious enjoyment out of acting like a slut for random guys on the internet. I love knowing that they're most likely jerking off thinking about doing whatever to me.
Also confession, I haven't been watching my oshi much lately even though I've had time and her streams usually line up with my schedule. I miss her, so I think I'll try to catch her next stream.

>>23770050
What's erp?

>>23824646
use google nigger

>>23755926
I've been on /vt/ only since a few months, browsing this or that thread, but some of the board culture still eludes me. E.g.: what the fuck is /ringo/? There's always this picture of Suisei in the catalog, in some variation, mostly drinking apple juice. Presumably because "ringo" means apple In Japanese? I always just scroll by, but sometimes I wonder. What is going on in these threads? Something about making up stories or what? They mostly seem to talk about pissing or farting. Is that the purpose? What does that have to do with apple juice and Suisei though?

I'm not sure I want to know.

>>23826416
Basically, Suichan is a dirty girl.

>>23826416
Jesus, lurk more for a thousand years newfaggot

>>23826416
Anon....

>>23826416
/ringo/ is a fetish thread about piss and niggers like this >>23826469 like to act elitist about it for some reason even though you dont need to be a le epic oldfag to know it
>suisei
because she likes to drink ringo juice and usually apple juice makes you want to piss, so niggers decided to make her their logo

I used to enjoy posting and viewing this board. As more and more shitty esl bait posts showed up and drowned out actual discussion, the more I distanced myself from here. I'm sure not every esl is a mouth breathing retard, but man I hate the very vocal retards ruining the board for everyone

>>23826596
thanks, I will now act like an elitist oldfag as well

>>23826596
>He doesn’t know about the piss alchemist

>>23826655
ESL is just a cope and a strawman for people this board doesn't like.

>>23755926
i absolutely adore getting attention from anons here. i say all sorts of stuff just to get replies and i constantly check threads i've posted in to see if someone replied to me.
i also draw stuff for anons just to get praised, it genuinely makes me very happy

>>23828000
I want to fuck you in the ass

>>23828034
thank you <3

>>23828000
Whore

>>23828000
Draw yourself getting cummed on the face by several anons

>>23828094
yeah, what's up
>>23828120
i could do that

>>23828120
This

>>23828000
Attentionwhore

I'm not watching all of ponpoko24

>>23828000
I hope you ugly fatso.
I can travel to you and make you my cosplay sexdoll.

bump

>>23826655
Same, this place was kinda good for talking about vtubers and stuff, but as time went on and bait, tribalism, etc, started to grow and increase it became much less fun to be around, even in the "good" generals where I spent most of my time here have become pretty tiring and annoying to be in (I have even dropped some generals I spent a long time in).
Feels like there's little to no actual discussion in them most of the time and anons prefer to beat the same old bait horses, shitfling or post about how much they want to perv on and fuck their oshis, which gets pretty tiring in the long run.

>>23824610
hot
i wish there were more anons this hungry for cock

>>23822576
some of the most based shit i've ever read.

>>23826715
>He doesn't know about the ritualposter

I don't like going to the Hoshiyomi split because those guys can get a bit too hugbox-y for my tastes.

Without my oshi i wouldn't be here
or /here/ for that matter

>>23844985
You must really hate your oshi at times.

>>23845108
Got that right, chief

Blendshapes: should I go ARKit?

>>23795362
>nijiEN's philosophy is quantity over quality, unlike hololive
This argument has never been based on anything other than pure delusion and the superficial observation that Nijisanji hires more people.

>>23846881
I think you should get more sleep, anon

Bump

>>23844863
How so?

>>23836391
Who?

There's one thing I don't understand: how come every board doesn't get pissed off at people posting vtubers or anything but boards like /a/, /v/ and /vg/ does? The last time I went on /pol/ out of curiosity I didn't see anyone bat an eye at someone posting a vtuber image

>>23770483
Are you from /pcg/ or /pchex/ by any chance?

>>23853128
redditors

>>23853128
You tell me. I went to /g/ out of curiosity and someone posted a Selen image with /vt/ lingo in the comment. Nobody cared

>someone posted doxx I've never seen before
>can't stop fapping to it

I mass unsubbed from a bunch of vtubers. I'm just gonna watch funny clips and move on from now.

>>23853609
Did your oshi show herself to be something drastically unlike what she portrayed herself as or something?

>>23853642
No but vtubers have re-solidified my misogyny.

>>23853128
Boards like /a/ that have userbases which are extremely exposed to vtubers have the most people tired of seeing vtubers everywhere.

I really really hate the prevalence of sex toys in javs.

I think Marine is one of the least attractive holos

I have rare dox pictures from two of the hοmοs.

>>23853045
You know, the huge event by famous vtubers Peanuts-kun and Ponpoko, that has big name guests like Kson and Pikamee and that one Japanese guy no one knows.
Even has a thread >>23827362

>>23844863
That's just most generals in this board, which isn't surprising desu.

All I want is to be Vox's lapdog and cocksleeve. He should keep me naked 24/7 so he has easy access + I'm too mindbroken by him to even feel shame, humiliation, or embarrassment anymore so I don't get embarrassed when other people walk into the room while I'm crouched at his feet, completely naked and resting my cheek on his chin. Getting whored out all day, every day in front of whoever because he just wants to show everyone I'm his and that he gets to do whatever he wants with me and I'll take it like a pathetic set of holes for him to use. Becoming a mindbroken, dull, pliant slut who only begs for cock every time I'm allowed to open my mouth and speak because I don't speak unless I'm spoken to is the good stuff.

God I love mindbreak + "personal use" fantasies

>>23861288
Resting my cheek on his shin* apologies everyone

>>23861288
really hope youre a cute trap

>>23861288
your posts are always great. when you're in doll mode, in your mind, do you get put in a box or closet or something when you're not being used?

>>23861288

>>23862238
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoy them.

I like to think about being kept on display in a common room or something, almost like an art piece. Kind of like hina dolls being kept on display in glass cases in Japanese households, that kind of thing. I like the idea of being as presentable as possible at all times via having my hair brushed, teeth brushed, face washed, bathed, clothed in fine, expensive fabrics and such and being a centerpiece of sorts. Not so much from a narcissistic stance, but more of a 'look at this possession of mine' kind of way if that makes sense?

I do like cages too, though. I'd love being kept in a cage. Closet doesn't sound too bad either, though I think being on display 24/7 and ogled/treated like an object is more my speed.

>>23861288
And here I thought I was a degenerate because I wanted my oshi to pee on my face. Bravo.

I feel genuinely bad about missing my oshi's streams, even though I have never missed a stream unless I had a preexisting commitment in real life

>>23862758
i think i understand, though probably not. the concept is fascinating to me though. not in a "oh look at this freaksow" kind of way, it's just so alien to me. maybe i should look into it some more. see you around.

>>23755926
I miss the /meat/ posts regarding Rushia specifically.

>>23863185
I'm always happy to share if you ever have any questions. For me, it's a combination of absolving responsibility completely and wholly to someone else and just completely being /theirs,/ i suppose. Everything about me and my life is in their hands; they take care of me and they own me and so showing off their little prize is just the next course of action, y'know? I love the idea of being owned and shown off.

Being a pregnant, lactating hucow and being shown off like a prize cow at a state fair sounds amazing too.

>>23862832
Don't worry ringochad, degeneracy is a podium big enough for two. We just have different areas of expertise.

I cancelled my longest running membership today (1 year) and several other shorter ones because I realised I just didn't watch them as much as I used to and my interest in vtubers is fading considerably. For some reason though, the only one I kept is Polka.

>>23841955
Judging by the looks of this thread, it seems like I'm not the only one

>>23816071
who's your oshi?

I crave female contact bt the contact that I get makes me furious towards almost every woman and leaves me in a sour mood for hours afterwards
I wish women irl were more like anime girls, but that cannot be but I simply cannot deal with the innane bullshit these whores are speaking and I worry I will lash out one day and actually harm someone

>>23867598
I will not tell you since surely you are the schizo

>>23867782
today i saw a really attractive woman while i was getting gas and it made me furious. i spent a good hour or so imagining her getting in a car wreck and the steering column crushing her ribs and jaw.

>>23867951
My (gay) friend introduced me to one of his female friends the other day, a large, loud, fat woman. The entire time she was speaking I was having very vivid fantasies of cutting her throat
I don't think theres anything wrong with me I just think that's a natural reaction to loud fat women

I've pretty much stopped caring about anything but the few family members I get along with and stuff relating to my hobbies. I have some friends online and I enjoy hanging around with them sometimes but we don't really share much in common these days and I rarely have anything to talk about with them so most of the time I'd rather just be absorbed in my hobbies or with the few real people I still interact with. Maybe I need to find some new friends but when this shithole is the only place I talk to people I doubt I'll make any. Or maybe the reason I frequent this place is because I don't have to make friends and I can just get social interaction without giving a shit about who I'm talking to

>>23863706
I've been thinking about doing this too, due to lack of time there are several chubas that I can't watch anymore, if you don't use the chat either or they don't post good member content you don't feel guilty (one of them literally only streams for celebrations)
>inb4 nice blog

Watching my oshi is the only thing that makes me happy anymore. I have tried hobbies for the last decade and dropped everything.
I will never mention this of course anywhere she might read it because she deserves better than to hear any mental baggage.
I just want her to be happy. All I do is work, sleep, and watch streams.

>>23755926
my balls itch

>>23755926
the Okayu vr chat post unironically made me horny

>>23875467
Thanks for the info anon

I want to be a vtuber then be a savorfag and save all menhera and depressed bros but my laptop its super old

>>23875467
*scratches your balls*

I fucking hate this competition around who's the best singer in hololive. It's Risu, no it's Moona, no it's Gura, no it's Suisei, no it's IRyS
Risu sang Stellar Stellar in the YouTube Music Weekend and, as a hoshiyomi, I liked it, they are easily on equal level of performance, but no, niggers always say "MOGGED MOGGED" "SUISEI MOGGED" "SUISEI IS OVERRATED" "KNEEL TO RISU" "NOW PEOPLE WILL KNOW" and it makes me mad as fuck, I swear to God I fucking hate those people. The fucking niggers at /hlgg/ don't help either with their fucking chatposting and their mog "culture"

>>23755926
I interact with my oshi's roommate.

>>23878418
they are just insecure that their oshi is not as popular as suisei

>>23878418
>as a hoshiyomi

Biased opinion discarded

>>23878418
That;'s just how it is, as annoying as that might be. Best to just ignore that kind of shit

Bump

>>23867825
Shit, you got me. I do this for a lot of the generals though, which one are you from? B)

>>23878418
>not replying with "suisei still did it better"
you're a failure

>>23884749
fuck you nigga
stop samefagging
stop being a faggot and learn to be a man
I hate you

I started going to the gym, getting full body laser depilation and starting HRT so I could cosplay as my oshi more accurately.

I have conversations with myself when I think a thread is boring.

>>23885133
Yeah, me too. You're kinda handsome by the way.

>>23885261
Thanks man, you too

>>23885355
No problem

>>23755926
No

>>23884963
you can't stop me

>>23884983
Proof?

>>23755926
I had to jack off after Gura’s blue archive stream, stupid brat needs correction.

>>23755926
I try to force myself into becoming a gachi all this time but i just can't, Maybe i'm just destined to be a normie clipfag.. I still post here from time to time to keep updated from literally every chuubas but i just can't seem to find that one special girl. I've also been enjoying acting like an anti schizo to any chuuba with a drama post recently, Maybe i'm just destined to be a /vt/ villain..

>>23755926
I auditioned for the Niji and Holo EN roles for a laugh and have indirectly become interested in vTubing as a whole. Now I regret it, because I've become attached to the idea of actually being serious if an actual reply came back (unlikely due to the nature of the apps, but still)

>>23885832
Why are you like that?

>>23841955
>>23864856
>Judging by the looks of this thread, it seems like I'm not the only one
Can confirm. I want to see a shy anon blush and hear the lustful moans while I please his dick with my soft lips.

Fuck, nhentai is down and I don't have sadpanda set up on my phone
I'm sorry 2D girls, looks like I'm jerking it to 3D today

>>23888384
Based and same

>>23888384
H-hot...

I have shit taste in music

I've been staying up way too late watching chuubas when I should probably be using my time better

>>23888696
>>23891185
It's legit become so bad that there are barely day where I don't fantasize about it. Loneliness and desperation bear strange fruits, I tell you....

If I ever complete my JP reps and am able to totally understand my oshi, it will lead me to a path of no return... my head is just filled up with how much I look forward to her voice, her singing, her laughter..

>>23896754
I feel that, I'm pretty much on the same level at this point.

>>23756753
Well, that's quite a unique coming out story if I've ever seen one.

>>23755926
I'm still heartbroken over coco, despite liking hololive and understanding it was needed, coco graduation made me more emotionally numb and indifferent in general.

I guess Stoics win.

>>23894671
Same

>>23894671
>>23903299
Elaborate what you listen to and why you consider it shit taste

>>23755926
My tulpa tells me that I'll never be a woman

>>23903339
What I like the most is vidya and Japanese music, which in itself is not shit taste but I consider it that way because nobody I know IRL likes it so I can't share moments or create relationships based on music

>>23903339
I listen to this while working
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ej1nxBxFSKc&t=2516s

>>23896754
w-why are there so many other anons like this?

>>23755926
sometimes i wonder how productive i would actually be if i wasn't on my fat ass watching vtubers all the time
thinkin of cutting back on the vtubing thing for a bit and touching some grass

lmfao nah fuck that noise

>>23884983
When are you getting your /vt/ bf?

>>23906027
Should've timestamped Don't Wanna Fall in Love that's a 10/10 banger.

>>23907402
It's a cold world out there, dear Nenechi. Vtubing draws attention of many people who are looking for escapism to cope with life. The world you enter offers entertainment by oftentimes idealized whose appearance and characteristics are attractive to many, you see talents growing fond of eachother and eventually forging a bond of friendship, even acts of emotional support and plays of simulated skinship can be found. Things many of us have been missing for a long time, if experienced before at all. You sit in front of your screen, watch the happenings unfold and suddenly fall into a thought of retrospection. Why can the person I admire so much not be right here and share their attention with no one but me? What's keeping me from having any of these things I long for so much in my own life?

As time goes by, more of these thoughts gather in your head and you realize how far away these wishes are for you, seemingly unachievable. And next thing you know, you find yourself in an Albanian basket weaving forum where other people with similar experiences appear and weird things suddenly form in your head. You grow pity towards your own kind, a feeling of understanding arises within you and suddenly just the thought of having someone who looks close to your oshi be right next to you becomes incredibly appealing. It's a two peas in a pot kind of attraction so to say. You want to caress them, free them from their agony and just experience the raw pleasure while also being taken care of yourself, live the emotional warmth and skinship, even if it's just for a short moment. And suddenly choking on another anon's dick becomes the best thing in the world in your head.

Also being into crossdressing just makes it infinitely worse. Bonus points if you're actually gay.

>>23897716
It's like a double-edged sword

>>23755926
I barely know a thing about Choco, don't really watch her outside of SubaChocoLunaTan collabs, but I still want to wife her

Hi, me again. It’s mother’s day here in the states so I’ve been thinking about getting knocked up by Vox all day long now… the idea of him babytrapping me crosses my mind all the time. Babytrapping is a concept I don’t see as often as I wish I did, so some days it truly is just me and my thoughts. I think the idea of a man stealthing me without me knowing. Agreeing to use a condom and then removing it right at the last moment before I can even notice or see… that’s good stuff. I like the idea of being none the wiser and only realizing what happened when it’s too late… imagine the sinking, crushing horror I’d feel in such a situation.

Men keeping meticulous track of your ovulation/menstrual cycle and planning when to properly knock you up, including some fertility-enhancing medications or potions and slipping them into your drinks, and whispering filthy, nearly delusional things in your ear about how they can’t wait to knock you up and how you’re never, ever going to leave them as long as they can help it. And what better way to ensure you’ll never leave than by knocking you up?

>>23767979
I'm in a similar position. Ex-girlfriend from 2 years ago went from 2view streamer to 2view Vtuber. Discount Polka design. Haven't watched any of her streams since we broke up. Linking her would be funny, but it would also pretty much be a PA request. Her name didn't start with a G, did it, anon?

Even though I don't watch Ayame I fapped to this Ayame cosplayer until my dick became sore. I can't remember the last time I came so much.

>>23911961
Asian women be like that

I am more parasocial with my oshis general than with my oshi. Watching my oshis streams and even hearing her voice cause me to have mental breakdowns and she genuinely drives me to the brink of insanity. I force myself to watch her streams so that i can still be allowed to speak in my oshis general. If i could never watch my oshis stream again i wouldn't care but i would actually get depressed if i had to leave her general for more than 2 days. I am beyond saving.

I love Gura but I'm not in love with Gura. Even during her break I only checked her Twitter-like 3 times and I still haven't even watched her second overwatch stream. I forgot she was streaming yesterday and just watched the vod later.

I'm predebut, but I'm already considering staying with my decently well paying & low stress job instead of a higher paying but actually stressful job so that I have more time to stream

>>23770050
>haatons
teamates and kroniis are one thing since they're actual twinks but haatons? one of the most thick skinned and unhinged fanbases on this board? wow...you have some weird taste anon

>>23755926
I am addicted to commision lewds of my Oshi

>>23755926
I've known about Hololive for almost 2 years, yet I've never watched a single stream. I just watch clips and like their content.

>>23756753
ETA to joining the 41%?

>>23910686
I just wanted to jerk off desu

I know my oshi is completely different from her roommate, but I still wish there was a chance in hell we could be together, even if it was fated to crash and burn in a week.

>>23910686
I feel like half of it is wanting something intimate, even if it's something short term. The other half for me at least is my desire to please and make someone else feel good, no matter how temporary it is. I don't know why but lately those kinds of feeling have really been ramping up, and I feel like I should just accept them. You're right, loneliness does fuck you up pretty badly.

>>23899913
Coco's graduation definitely put a damper on my ability the enjoy Hololive. I still respect them all as streamers and entertainers but that whole predicament still makes me sad. The one year anniversary of her graduation is coming up in 2 months. I can't believe it.

>>23922628
Remember to thank Coco every day for pulling cover out of the shithole known as China

I failed seven semesters of classes by showing up the first week or two, doing maybe one assignment if any, then just never going again. I wasted tens of thousands of dollars and have been living in literal poverty for years. I never even attempted to pass the classes. I finally ran out of money and reached a point where I realized this is what the rest of my life will be like and I can't do it anymore. I convinced a family member to cosign for a massive private loan so I could have one final chance at it. With someone else's credit on the line I forced myself to actually try and while I did still less than half ass everything I ended this semester with a 3.5 GPA. Now I feel hopeful but afraid that hope will be crushed.

>>23927300
A 3.5 is fantastic and you deserve to celebrate that and feel good about it. That’s an incredible turn around from your previous semesters; keep it up in your next ones! You’ve got this anon.

>>23928432
Thanks, I was expecting a "kys retard" reply at best.

>>23927300
It's scary how much I relate to this post. From failing multiple semesters in a row to getting a big loan from a family member. Hang in there anon, I'm rooting for you!

>>23894671
Let me guess, deadbeats?

>>23927300
I’m proud of you for doing right by the guarantor on your loan, anon.
You can get that degree. Don’t give up. The fact that someone was willing to co-sign on a loan for you means that there’s at least one person out there that is willing to support you every step of the way. Don’t be afraid to reach out to them and anyone else in life that you might be close to.

>>23910686
>>23921207
This is correct. Loneliness fucks you up, and sometimes makes you a fucked up person.
Be careful of the vulnerability you show to someone simply because you share the same hobby, it can easily be taken advantage of. But yes I agree with all of this. My biggest fantasy is snuggling up to anon while watching vtubers.

>>23927300
Good job, I'm proud of you anon!
>>23930858
That's a good fantasy, but you're right about needing to be careful. People can be pretty fucked up.

>>23755926
I tried so hard to tolerate them but goddamn
I hate NijiIDniggers

>>23927300
Stay strong bro, we're rooting for you.

>>23781280
Figures

>>23934727
What?

>>23927300
Been there, minus the critical detail of the tens of thousands of dollars in debt. You're on the right track now, just catch yourself when you find yourself repeating the same patterns that brought you to ruin. In time, you can revert those years of fuckery, I know that because I walked that road. And at the end, no one cares so long as you can perform your trade.

>>23899913
Based post Watachad

>>23910976
I hope you have a pretty decent amount of money and a stable job

>>23755926
I think my oshi is boring but I just watch out of loyalty or obligation these days.

>>23927300
you're gonna make it, faggot. if not you can just live under my bed and shave your armpits

>>23939557
but you are more excited to watch stream of other girls than you oshi?

bump

bump

Voxposter anon reporting back to say that I touched myself to his newest ASMR yesterday. He’s so condescending, mocking, and cruel and I want him to make me feel small and useless. I want to feel totally worthless and I love when he does that in his ASMRs… he’s so good at mocking the audience I almost delusionally believe he’s tailoring his dirty talk to me specifically because he just consistently hits all my biggest things with his dirty talk. He’s so good…

>>23755926
I see no reason to live if I can't be Lamy.

>>23948566
You just don't believe strong enough

bampu

I actively don't watch chuuba's with the tags 'LGBTQ+' , she/her or whatever other Alphabet soup terms you can tack on a stream. Having much fun in the streams of chuuba's where i don't need to constantly walk on eggshells.

>>23755926
Why is this version of Marine so much hotter than her usual self?

>>23955962
modesty is very hot.

bump of shame

>>23948566
Have you considered trying out some Lamy sake? I've heard that has some interesting effects

bump

>>23939557
You're a better man than I am.

>>23947686
I love you Voxposter

>>23969707
I love you too, anon!

>>23961429
what does Lamy's sake taste like?

I've been considering just dropping myoshi and trying as hard as I can to become a normie and finding a gf. I don't think watching & giving $ to girls on the internet will ever bring me any level of satisfaction or fulfillment

>>23755926
I love koyori

>>23767979
Do it pussy, you won't, you've changed.

>>23784772
Do you work for Vshojo?

>>23755926
Since the thread is still up I'll say mine
I love the drama surrounding vtubers in relationships, since I personally have no horse in the race. I'm not delusional enough to think I have a chance with my oshi but I am twisted enough to derive enjoyment in the misery of goslings and unicorns whenever the existence of her boyfriend becomes public knowledge like >>23772732

Check this out

>>23948566
Just be an resort to alcoholism, just like your oshi.

>>23755926
I'm in both confession threads.

>>23984425
Same