/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

People who say that chuubas are just playing a role and compare it to actors or those who say to view them as entertainers are actually the most mentally ill viewers. Imagine the mental power they need to use to convince themselves. The ultimate cope. In the chuuba world there are only those who are hopelessly in love with their oshis and those who are not.

>>23488976
Based. Gachikoi life forever

I have irreparably damaged a small part of my community and I hate myself.

>>23488976
Holy fucking shit that guy yesterday mind broke you god damn

I only confess to Suisei

>>23488155
Eh, I don't do none of that gay shit, get me a nun.
I'm a bit behind the times and I don't like getting homosexuality and the likes pushed down my throat.

I'm a popular chuuba but I spend every day worried I'll let people down or I'll stop being interesting and they'll abandon me.

>>23489428
>This threatened by an image
>I'm not gay tho

>>23489593
Don't be so hard on yourself. Your fans like you for you, and they'll stick around because they like you; regulars rarely just randomly stop being regulars so they're there to stay.

>>23489593
shill your channel and i promise i will develop an unhealthy obsessive parasocial relationship with you and never leave you no matter how bad your streams may get

>>23489615
Stop trying to make me fuck men. It's not happening.

>>23490298
Why would I need to make you do something you already do? Do you want more encouragement or something? Need a little moral support before your big BBC gangbang next Saturday?

I don't post in my oshis general anymore because i made a post then got called a schizo and now i believe they all hate me. I could be wrong but i'm paranoid they can recognize me by the way i type. I miss them though...

>>23488155
Im a hooman but feel like the community has made themselves unwelcome here and it is making me reconsider my choices.

>>23489688
>>23489768
Thank you guys. Deep down I don't mind if people leave, please don't feel that way. I want them to when they're ready so their lives can get better or they can support other girls who need it. I've just always had these feelings and it's scary now that some people give me so much of their time watching. I actually wonder how many chuubas worry they're wasting their viewers time or if they're not worth it. I don't want to tell my viewers this and make them feel like I don't appreciate them or make their days harder so I'll overcome it on my own. I don't often watch him but when I do Vox doesn't seem like it though, I wonder how he does what he does so confidently or if he also struggles with that feeling sometimes.

>>23491103
Everyone has insecurities and "off" days where those insecurities are stronger than normal, and that includes Vox. He's my oshi and I watch him all the time so I can definitely, confidently guess that he experiences similar insecurities about appreciation towards his audience and what they "get" out of watching his streams. It's good to hear that you appreciate your audience and want them to feel appreciated; I'm sure that mentality leaks into your interactions with them in your streams and that's why they love you and keep coming back. Appreciative people are harder and harder to come by in a world that takes everything for granted, so I'm positive that your audience appreciates you, knows that you appreciate them in turn, and loves you all the more for it. Just keep doing what you're doing!

>>23488155
Father Vox forgive me for I have sinned.
Yugo had me acting up. I thought that bussy would hit different frfr.

>>23488155
I listened to Millie's ASMR and I jacked off to it

>>23489593
Nothing you can really do about it in the end. As long as you know for yourself that you did your best to keep your fans interested then whatever happens right after that is what it is. Anyway, being scared of something can also mean that you actually care enough which imo is pretty sweet. Keep your chin up, anon.

>>23491350
>>23492558
Thank you. I feel a lot better. I don't like that Vox has to go through that but it's reassuring it's something everyone struggles with it no matter how big they are or no matter how confident they seem. I'm really happy to have the audience I do even if I'm afraid. I'll work harder like he does and try to spend more time appreciating the people that watch me instead of being so doom and gloom about it. Thank you both!

>>23488155
I upgraded my laptop's RAM. I own an above average laptop with 32GB of RAM.

I'm too retarded to switch to ars because no matter what I do it doesn't work.

>>23489202
You guys are annoying
“Huiu durr i shitposted too much and it had consequences durr ;_;”

>>23495406
What are you talking about?

I dropped my oshi because I lost interest in her, but Sony buying out her company gave me a convenient excuse to lean on if the topic ever comes up with the people I befriended in her community.

Lately I've been thinking more and more about how people don't really choose their oshi. My oshi's attitude has been pissing me off lately, but it's not really her fault it's just that if I met a girl like her in real life I don't think I'd like her.
She's been opening up more and getting more comfortable with chat, but for some reason my intuition says that something isn't right. Also because of that she's been getting careless with her words and said something that she REALLY shouldn't have said. I can only thank God that people here didn't realize, especially since she's not an indie vtuber. It actually pissed me off a lot but I'd rather not see her getting shitposted to death on the catalog.
I've been trying to switch oshis but I guess it's not that easy. How do you do it?

>>23496396
You could always try watching someone similar to her, whether in design or personality, watching someone she frequently collabs with/is close to, someone who plays more of the same kinds of games you enjoy (or, conversely, does more zatsu instead of games if you prefer chat streams) and things like that. Who knows, maybe you'll start liking one of her friends/collab partners more just because you're likely already familiar with them from watching your current oshi's collabs with them. Like the association/exposure effect?

>>23496396
I've changed oshis twice in the past, the way I did it was just cutting everything off. New youtube and twitter account. Not following her in anyway and just moving on.
It felt like I lost part of my identity in the process. I think anyone is fine when you find an oshi. It's like an entry level job, anybody can fill the position. You only see the flags later on.

>>23496556
Would this really work? I feel like trying to watch someone who's close to her would just make things harder.

>>23496867
Damn that sounds though. This is probably the "healthy" thing to do but...

The last time I fucked my girlfriend I thought about my oshi the whole time

>>23495329
Ars Almal?

>>23488155
Is this a genderbent kanata?

>>23495329
buena suerte anon!

>>23498100
That's Vox with red changed for blue and white for the black parts.

>>23498100
No, it's Box Tenshi, a joke alter ego Vox made up.

>>23498139
Holy shit this is awesome, thanks!

I am working on my vtuber model. It's a loli.
I'm going to be a loli babiniku. I'm going to fucking do it.

I had a dream I married Kamiko Kana and moved in with her family. Her brother was severely autistic, dropped his pants, squatted on our bed, and begin spraying piss and shit all over it while spinning his dick around.

I stopped watching her when she left youtube and mostly forgot she exists. Weird dream.

I'm so parasocial for him it's unreal. I've never felt like this for a Vtuber in my life before, I can't get out and I don't think I want out.

Vox fujos disgust me.

>>23504213
Cope.

>>23498139
I actually followed these steps and the advice from another anon to join memberships with ars but none of them worked, not even creating a completely new google pay account with an argentinian address and I don't know what to do anymore. Is it generally harder to switch from usd to ars?

>>23504251
Why don't you teach me how to cope, huh?

>>23505620
Sorry, maybe if I had the free time. I'm a little occupied worshipping Vox's cock with both of my hands and my tongue. You should see how much cum the man shoots when he orgasms.

>>23505906
You should aspire to be more than a cocksleeve in your life.

>>23506925
Why would I ever want to be anything more? This is the kind of stuff I always think about for fun.

See: >>23316966

>>23505906
>>23507259
femcelchama...

>>23507259
I sometimes see that kind of scenario on the covers of thin books.
How do you feel about limb imputations?

>>23507326
Oh, please. You all say the same things about your female oshis. Save the hypocrisy for a tourist who'll fall for it.

I DMed my oshi's roommate with my cup size

>>23507407
Oh, like scenarios where arms or legs are amputated as a means of denying freedom? I can get behind it with legs; the arm scenario doesn't do anything for me. It's not something I actively seek out or think about much on my own, but there have been a few stories I've read where a girl's legs are amputated to ensure that she can't run away from her captor/boyfriend/kidnapper/etc. and I ended up enjoying them quite a bit. I like the idea of being made to completely and totally rely on someone, and what kind of situation would ensure that more than losing my legs? I like dark scenarios with imbalances of power, loss of freedom/autonomy, and things like that a lot.

>>23507474
You should lose some weight, nobody likes a fat man

I'm waiting for schizo general to come back. I need a place to vent and my oshi's general doesn't tolerate me anymore

bump

>>23488155
I don't really hate Mori that much. It's just that making fun of her is enjoyable.

>>23512485
Same here

I don't think I can watch vtubers anymore. Las week I saw a post on >twitter of a chuuba known for being a manipulative bitch, a picture of her with cat ears or some shit, and when I saw the comments it hit me fucking heard, this aren't characters, they're fucking 3D sluts trying to act all cutesy and their fans really eat up all their bullshit. I've been trying to watch some JP after that but I keep thinking about the 3D whore behind the screen. Fuck, and I thought separating the character from the person behind was easy.

>>23513503
It's time you came home to /a/, friend.

I still like vtubers but I hate vtuber fans so much. I know I can just avoid places like /vt/ entirely and turn off comments sections easily but I miss the state of the scene a few years ago when I could enjoy vtubers then go and enjoy talking about vtubers.

This is kind of ridiculous but I feel like Lui was chosen based on(from Cover's perspective) my exact likes and preferences and it makes me feel like a rhino in a zoo being forced to fuck so I avoid her even though I like her

I'm concerned about my main thread's future, they promised me that the thread is here to stay, skip it till now and it's been missing for some days now, one op even admitted that the backseating is too strong for the thread to exist, if things stays this way, my thread could pretty much cease to exist and i really don't want that

>>23505426
It's 100% related to your card.

I tried to use my debit card, and it didn't work. But using my credit card does.

Might also be a case of banking provider, since those two are different for me

>>23488155
Vox as a kid groomer priest, like clockwork

I low-key hate Kanata.
Not because of her fake gay innuendoes that "protect" her from thirsty niggas.
Not because she keeps alluding to "Friend-C" when Coco's been gone for ages.
It's not even because of her fake sob stories.
It's because I simply find her to be a shallow whore who rode off the success of someone else and is now flopping like fish on land.
You would be nothing with Coco and you know it too.

Saviourfagging for a 2view is biting me in the ass. I wanted attention, got it, and then realized that they're creepy and annoying as fuck.

>>23489428
You sure you only want a sister? A father can be great too

>>23520097
What about using a paypal account? Does that change anything?

>>23521252
The irony is hilarious.
You have my sympathies, though.

>>23521252
please give me the 2view grooming tutorial onegai

>>23521414
Nah, paypal didn't work for me. It had something to do with the account currency tied to my paypal (this was me using my debit card as payment method still). I didn't try my credit card because that would have been pointless.

>>23488155
I've become a full blown Luca anti. They last straw was when he tried to fucking join a phasmo(?) collab with all the girls. They were in a discord call together but had their outputs set to 0 since they wanted to at least show the green icon notification when someone talked in-game.

Queue Luca joining the call, realizing no one actually heard him, chatted in stream, then him leaving the voice call. FUCK OFF LUCA

I think chuubas actually need to have healthy relationships to not become menhera because parasocial stuff hits them as hard as it hits viewers.
I rewatched Mcross Plus and now I'm scared that some chuuba might start a war in 20 years

I fucking hate when a stream starts and it won't show on recommended and you have to search to get into it, I know how youtube works and it's intentionally trying to mess with analytics

>>23491608
Same.
Based as fuck.

>>23488155
something's bothering Towa... i had a dream about her last night again...

>>23488155
The sunk cost fallacy is hitting me like a truck

>>23495515
I don't know

>>23520137
In this ASMR stream kindred groomed him though. They were so horny that he had to change his RP scenario to priest falling to the temptation and going into the confessional room

>>23530031
Wait, really? I don't normally watch Vox's ASMR but that's hot. Do you have a timestamp for when it starts?

I love Mikoposter! I know you are /here/! Marry me! I am on my knees! Please!

>>23529555
Who is it?

>>23488155
no I don't confess to chink cocksuckers

>>23533972
Who

Love is just a tool to make use of people.

>>23538517
t.Michael Cat

>>23530031
>He really believes Vox didn’t plan on turning the asmr horny

Are you new?

>>23514340
Same, I still like some vtubers but goddamn are some fans annoying as hell and my patience for that kind of shit has been wearing more and more thin with each passing day.
Already abandoned a couple threads because of that and have started avoiding some chuubas because of the fans they attracted.

I spoke to my mother on the phone today, and after about 3 hours before we hung up she was saying about how compared to the last few times she called I seemed a lot happier and was doing better for myself. She simply chalked it up to me sleeping better but I couldn't tell her its because for the last few weeks i've been planning on switching up my work situation and working towards becoming a musician, streamer and eventually vtuber, possibly holostar.

>>23488155
Sometimes when I see a stupid post somewhere in a thread, I start writing an answer to explain to this person why he is a moron, while having the foolish hope it would enlighten him. But then after I wrote a few lines, I suddenly stop because I realize it would take too much of my time. Why should I even lose time and energy for a random schizo? Chances are too high that he would not understand and would still defend his retarded position anyway. So in the end, I just close the thread and go back to whatever I was doing.
But I never learn, and every time I see a shizo post, I always end up doing this same process every time.
Sorry anons, I want to save you all, but I'm too lazy and you are all too retarded

>>23541495
It's fine, I'm probably happier than you are.

>>23541495
I’m in the same boat, except I’ll use several options.
If I’m feeling really pissed off, e.g someone has extremely poor English, I’ll calmly rewrite their entire sentence in proper English and [REDACTED] my post.
If I feel something is complete bait, I’ll just not give them (You)s.
Overall I don’t insult the poster, but I’ll be calm and courteous to the point where they’ll get flustered and call me insults.
One prime example:
>was in a thread about streamer quality
>Absolutely blatant bait posted
>decide to not give the person (You)s and instead wonder aloud whether or not the posted image was bait or not
>not even 15 seconds pass and person does the exact same thing saying I’m a retard for thinking their “discussion” was bait
>I notice that the IP count doesn’t go up
>decide to calmly explain to poster that I was simply wondering whether it was bait or not
>give them a (You) in the process
>IP count starts to go back up

God I hate women

I’m the Vox dollification anon and I’m still thinking about it as I type this.

watching an unironic mom chuuba gets me off...she was doing asmr and then her kid started crying and she muted for a few minutes then came back to whisper in my ear. i feel like the guy fucking his mom. its great!

I’m not subbed to millie parfait or actively watch her i only ever really see her when she collabs with someone I do watch but for some reason I had a dream about her last night where essentially we were best friends and were constantly collabing on things. strange

>>23488976
yup

>>23545144
How would you feel if it was your own wife and child?
Doesn't it make you want to get married?

>>23496396
I know the feeling, you can still love her but accept that you should cut her off if you cant trust her not to upset you again