/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>22473416
Most of the things I post on this board are lies or things I don’t actually believe. I just like seeing how people would react to them

>>22473416
That window seems oddly low for a confessional...

I understand japanese enough to more or less follow what's happening in JP streams but I watch EN 99% of the time

>>22473416
I have actual schizophrenia to the point where I don’t know if I’m arguing against myself or the post is even mine

I haven't watched any streams in 4 weeks

I find it funny how a lot of the people in this board are probably bitter towards women, but still simp to vtubers in complete and utter irony.

>>22473565
Magic numbers, even sacrifice
I can't find a way,
'cause nothing stops THE EYES!

>>22473494
I think that goes for most people here

>>22473692
This always confused me. Like either you hate women as a whole and thus you should have no reason to assume a vtuber is any different, or you acknowledge that all women aren't the same as the stereotypes in your head and your hatred is dumb. Even if they think it's "most women", a vtuber who plays a persona on the internet would probably still fall into the "most women" category, so the simping seems weird.

my oshi is mumei

>>22473692
>/vt/ supports vtubers

Tell me, if given the chance to change anything what would you do?

>>22473416
Sister Marine, why are you in the booth? We both know only Priests have the authority to forgive sins from a confession.

>>22473416
I laugh at "me" posts

>>22473416
I've oshihen'd to picrel a long time ago

>>22474566
Wait until you find out she’s not even a real nun

>>22473416
Because I never experienced socializing with Urbanite woman, I never develop any hatred toward them. Meanwhile I become borderline mysandrist from my interaction with young male.

>>22473416
I can't stop jackin' it to sexy anime nuns and I feel like someday soon that will extend to Sister Abigail.

>>22473860
I think what it is is that the hardcore blackpilled idiots like anime women. The sort of stylized perfection of women but not the women themselves.
I'd imagine most these dudes started watching jp girls, didn't realize that JP girls are just as lewd/imperfect as en girls and now are stuck endlessly falseflagging about nijisanji and council for the rest of their days

>>22473416
i think have a massive insecurity that makes me seek approval from my friends, i don't know whether or not it is true but it does feel like i am very deprived of attention from people i consider friends
they rarely if ever invite me to vidya or even just a group call to chill around, when there's 1 open slot that they need for a full 5 they never consider me, when they try out a new game they don't consider me, and im scared that slowly im being forgotten
there must be a reason they're doing that intentional or otherwise and im very scared that the issue is me, that im annoying or that im a jerk but i know these people and they would never tell others honestly about their resentments towards them and so idk what their problem is nor if they are ignoring me without realising it
so im just stuck in this dillema of "what if they're right and im a big piece of shit" and "but what if they just don't realise it and it's unintentional"
i've just been thinking about this because i just wanna have fun with people i call friends but i dont even know if they consider me one

I've become lazy to the point where even if there's a nice VoD or a JP chuuba I'll just turn on some shit like Nina instead

>>22474487
either Rushia not falling for mafumafu, or me not falling to Rushia

>>22473416
I would still have sex with marine if she asked for it while she had covid

>>22473565
I know what you mean, I clicked on this thread to confess something, but I'm not sure what it was anymore and if I posted it yet.
There are a couple posts here that sounds like they could be mine, but I'm not sure anymore.

I don't watch streams or even clips anymore, only shitpost and falseflag here.

Ya know, Calliope Mori is actually not that bad because, you know, despite her minor flaws, she makes very interesting music that i think has a lot of depth.

i dont actually watch vtubers anymore, but regularly lurk in here

>>22475550
friends come and go anon, sometimes it's better to forget about people who forget about you and have new friend group. Your interest might not even line up any more at least not as much back then.

>>22476177
You should become a vtuber. That would make you relevant.

>>22476137
excuse me this is a confessional, not opposite day

>>22473692
They are like little kids trying too hard to fit in, can't take them seriously.

I think I'm falling in love with my oshi, and I don't like it.

i called a 2view cute and now i unironically feel like a pedophile groomer

>>22473416
I haven't watched vtubers for over a month. I just hang around here and piece by piece learn what's my oshi's status is like.

Once I have masturbated while imagining having sex with my oshi's roommate and I have yellow fever since then

>>22473416
Some antis are really funny and I try really hard to not encourage them

Most of them are retarded and probably jealous women, but like 5% of them do write funny stuff when antiposting and I secretly appreciate them

I fapped to one of harasaki's manga

>>22473416
I like browsing and posting on 4chan, but deep down i hate the culture inherent to it. I genuinely believe most of (You) are mentally ill or just garbage human beings, and /vt/ is pretty tame compared to other boards.
Just because your parents didn't love you or you didn't have friends in highschool, it doesn't mean you can't turn your life around and be happy. I'll give you a simple tip, stop hateposting and you'll start seeing things in a brighter way.

>>22480188
I feel the same way. A lot of posters just seem completely crazy to me, I wish them the best though

>>22479826
Who's your oshi?

>>22473860
To be fair Japanese women are much easier to talk to, a lot of western women are stuck up bitches.

>>22480239
Ina

>>22475550
lol what a loser. i also like you until i realise that you can befriend yourself. just think about it, in theory, you yourself is the perfect friend you can have, you cant betray yourself, you have same interest, you know exactly what inside your mind thus you cant lie to yourself, you will always be with you and will always give full attention to yourself, and you can always rely on you 100% of the times. but here is the problem ; i am a self-hating loser, and there is no way in fuck i would asociate myself with that piece of shit. so whats the solution? be your better self, so much so that you can accept him as your friend. i remember refusing to give up on a job that my real life friend wrongly advertised to me, because im not gonna giving up and be a sore loser and hate myself more just because the job needed me to know how to program and i hate programing. ended doing it for 2 years, now i can do program good enough to clobber pretty templates together and make it do pretty magic thingy then sells it with exorbitant prices to stupid dumbfucks who likes flashy color and javascript magic. good times. my point is, you cant expect people to like you if you didnt even like you.

>>22473416
Sœur, I sniff your armpit in your sleep

>>22473416
I can't stop my urge to bully menhera 2views even though I hate doing it

Japan Second Language vtubers should never sing in japanese

There isn’t a day that goes by where I don’t think about breeding Marine, some nights I dream about her and I wake up and my dick hurts.

bump

>>22473416
i want marine to make me cum with her tits

>>22480413
She probably smells really bad anon, is that okay?

>>22473416
I feel bad for wanking to girls other than my oshi. I feel even worse when I wank to my previous oshi that I dropped

I think it's a crime that Polka's Everblue is struggling to reach 500k views. I'm pretty sure she doesn't care about numbers, but I can't help it.

>>22473416
i'm not a japanese goblin

i watch vtubers exclusively for the gfe. If she doesn't do gfe i stop watching. I'm just lonely...

I want to be a japanese goblin

>>22473494
Same. My only rule is that I don't shitpost about my oshi.

>>22493046
I, on the contrary, only shitpost about my oshi.

>>22473692
I honestly never thought about women at all until I started watching vtubers and it was the ultimate red pill. All western women are worthless whores. JP chuubas are the only ones worth watching while simultaneously being the only females on planet Earth that aren't out to suck your blood then move on to the next man for a free paycheck. Japan is unironically the best country in the world and I laugh in the face of any coping normalfag that thinks otherwise

>>22493318
>He doesn't know about the middle east

>>22493318
>I honestly never thought.
It shows.

>>22473416
I don't even watch vtubers anymore and I haven't since like, around the time council debuted. But my friend is really into it and I like humoring her, plus you guys can be funny as fuck

>>22493318
>JP chuubas are the only ones worth watching while simultaneously being the only females on planet Earth that aren't out to suck your blood then move on to the next man for a free paycheck
Michael Cat....

>>22494949
That retard can understand at most 20% of what the JPs are saying, hence he can project whatever deluded bullshit he wants. He doesn't know shit about how Japanese people and culture are. Imagine being unironically that dumb, rumao.

>>22473416
Hands look like a pussy

>>22473692
>>22473860
I imagine some are like me in that we don't necessarily hate women, just the 3D aspect. Take the acronym 3DPD in a literal sense and not to mean women as a whole, and that's me. I have found a fair few women whose personalities I am fine with, at least surface level, but I've long since fucked my brain and no longer really like how they look. Even those considered extremely cute/pretty/sexy just do not typically interest me longer than a few seconds if that. Thankfully I also prefer to be alone and do not expect to ever want an intimate relationship, else I could see this being literal hell for me until I re-condition myself to enjoy 3DPD.
Does that still fall under what you two were talking about? It's honestly the main reason I watch chuubas, as we get the bonus of a cute anime girl avatar. I'm fine with non-facecam streaming women too but hadn't been watching streams before chuubas since 2012/2013 so that barely matters.

I mean it's easier to think that I hate women than to come to terms that I've never really interacted with a woman outside of work for the past 8 years.
Maybe that one time where one woman walked up to me at the gym and told me I had a beautiful front squat form, a year ago. Does that really count as interacting?
And I don't even want to think about highschool anymore.
The anime girls tell me they love me. That makes me happy.

>>22493318
you like japan but japan doesnt like you, filtht eop

>>22473860
You find it easier to talk to gay men, yes?

>>22473416
I don't watch vtubers

Bump

I like Japanese stuff and want to move there someday. I don't expect to blend in or gain full acceptance but I really think I would enjoy living over there.

I can't really understand Korone well. It's too far from standard Japanese.

>>22473416
I don't actually hate Mori, I just pretend to

>>22480188
I thought I was the only one who felt that way.

I am so disappointed in my oshi that I've even begun to anti her a bit, and am very seriously considering asking her via random donation something which has started to be brought up.

>>22473692
it's like white racists who obsess over black women, they have no inner insight but just live and die by their hormones

>>22504646
Don't waste your money trying to get her attention, you'll regret it after you've moved on.

>>22504646
What are you thinking to ask? And to who?

the more i understand japanese the less i like en vtubers

>>22510580
That's not right anon, you're supposed to find that jp chuubas are no better then en vtubers and that learning nip is a waste of time. All of the anons that are surely N1 or better say so.

>>22473416
sometimes I moan when I poo

>>22473416
I never cleaned the cum off my childhood Bolibompa plush.
I felt too much shame about masturbating, I used to fuck my bed covers till I got a shub, turns out having a toy near your cum stained undies is not a great plan.
I didn't bring him with me to Serbia that year, the shame was too great, and I didn't want to make the staff at the metal dectator think my toy was from the trash or a sign of something even worse.

>>22493318
you ain't human my nigga, and I have cumstained childhood destroyed memories.

>>22481293
these """people""" can't even do some interspection, like hot damn

>>22514016
introspection, can't spell.

>>22473416
I sometimes pretend to be a member of another fanbase as a way of praising other peoples' oshis. Just today I've been an IRyStocrat, a Famelira, and a KFP.

>>22514173
the fuck is that?

>oshis
sounds like you are having a stroke my guy

>>22510235
I want to ask Rosemi if the reason she started to pathetically deny being Canadian, not telling chat about meeting Nina, and Ike being VERY coy about his location despite having no reason to (most people think he is European) is because she started dating Ike, who is Canadian/relocated to Canada. She just phones it in with her content all the time now.

>>22498368
I can't listen to asmr, I still do, but it is clear how fake and gay it all is

>>22473860
I just like the silly girls who look Ike cute anime girls while singing and dancing every once in a while. I don't give them anything but attention and admiration.

>>22493318
no girl is gonna date someone as spergy as you

>>22514382
nigga you think we get girls?
>le chad posting on 4chan
them nignogs have even stopped doing that gay ass troll

Nobody want to confess, fucking vtube shit can't even provide the most low brown content >:/

>>22473494
So you are not my gf?

>>22473416
I havent been on this board for about 2 weeks and now ive come back i realise why

>>22515264
RUN FUCKING RUN, THIS SHIT IS CANCER!

>>22515264
Aren't you going to share your revelation with us?
What have you realized anon?

>>22515264
Don't listen to those other idiots. There's no escape. You're one of us now.

>>22515887
I never was, I just wanted to share my fucked up childhood, stay back demon!

>>22480188
You’re not alone. I just try to post in good faith and I don’t really engage with people like that. I’ve been all over the internet and somehow despite what you just said, and I agree with you to be clear, 4chan is still my favorite place to post and read posts at this point in time. I just appreciate the anonymity I guess.

>>22473416
Sometimes i refuse to watch 10 and 200 views because i feel excluded and people in on the jokes are like "just do your stream reps lol idiot"
So i just don't get into them.
I hate Vshojo but after listening to her "seiso" song i feel bad for her and the position she is in to do what she hates.
Fubuki got me into watching vtubers Calli and her friends pulled me out of it by just being cancer.
Im kinda glad for Calli opening my eyes to schizo takes by just being a horrible person.
Im waiting for final yab but its never coming i genuinely believe yagoo hired her as a joke and to get all the normies into vtubers.
Nijisanji are also just cancer why watch them if the popular twitch streamers' lore is much bigger and with better people without fake keyfabe.
At the end of the day i fucking hate the lewd and whore jokes that vtubers always make but i spend my time on hentai sites playing erotic games.
I wanted to watch these people to experience the opposite, i want it to be chill.
I want the vtuber idol culture to be what it never was.
A seiso idols that you watch just to chill.

I keep donating decently large amounts of $ to my oshi and IDK why. I like to support her, but I don't have a good reason for why I keep sending her $300-500/month. I am not delusional enough to think that I'll ever be loved.

>>22517274
Sora... Ina... Suisei...

>>22517534
real talk
ina a freak who love that erp frfr i knew girls like her back in the day and tho she act shy when she with four other dudes she kinda knows that nigga be typing up a storm fucking them all in chat no cap she got like each of her hands on a dick and she just be jerkin these niggas off while being spitroasted by the other two and the only thing keeping her off the ground is the grip on those hard cocks and she bobbin left and right cum be spraying everywhere till it make her hands so slippery she done lost all her cock grip but these some horny dudes and they just keep fucking her she hit the dirt and there be a cock in her pussy another in she ass and now them other two niggas sticking they dicks in her mouth and she wrap her tongue around one and just be slithering around a mufucka like that shit a snake but instead of injecting a nigga with venom they be filing her up with semen like she a reverse cum cobra or some shit while she still be sucking on the other dudes cock on the other side of her mouth and she living like this everyday but a girl gotta keep it on the down low else them takodachis be thinking twice bout that membership less she start inviting her t4 crew to a private meetup and thats whats up

>>22473416
Sometimes I have erections thinking about my oshi and it makes me feel dirty because it is a parasocial relationship for now.

One time I jacked off with a Hostess twinkle, but I don't really recommend it.

Is no one going to mention the heart pupils?

I am starting to think that The Ministry was just Council with a voice changer.

I used to fake being a teamate for so long that I ended up unironically becoming a Gosling.

>>22520092
meds. now.

>>22518300
agreed

>>22473416
I dont even watch vtubers anymore, I only watch twitch brostreamers. Why do I still feel attached to this hobby? I do not know but I like to shitpost here

>>22473416
I'd still hit it.

>>22473416
I don't feel like lewding Marine but would much rather pamper her.

>>22514286
>most people think he is European
He's Swedish, so yes. Unless he moved to Canada after debuting, his channel videos were in Sweden's timezone around debut time.

>>22519151
I tried jerking off with a hollowed out banana peel like in Shounen Maid Kuro-kun but it only works on shota dick.

>>22521916
I honestly think that was just an unflattering angle in the reflection. She's probably cute.

>>22473860
You can hate women and enjoy vtubers. Once a vtuber stops doing vtuber things they are worthless.
You hand-rubning fuckers are always trying to twist shit, its pathetic.

Do you think Marine fantasizes getting fucked in a nun outfit?

>>22524497
probably

>>22473416
For how much /vt/ likes to tout how this is the only place where you can discuss chuubas freely, I mostly just see it as an alternative echo chamber and is far worse at providing valuable discussions than the average blue board on 4chan.

>>22473416
I like boobs a lot

>>22524497
I think it would be simpler to answer the inverse of that question

>>22530081
anyone who unironically says that is just a shitposter upset about not being able to say nigger, or more charitably that people don't agree with his "hot takes". Just one look at what kind of responses you get if you disagree with an OP's hot take and you'll know that the only interest people have in this place is creating their own echochamber that agrees with them

>>22473416
>Posting blasphemy on Good Friday

kys

I'm 26 and have no real friends, have never even talked to a girl, never held an actual job, and my degree is worthless. I see zero possibilities in my future, and the only realistic way forward it putting a bullet through the roof of my mouth. I don't care about anyone's "advice", I'm drunk and feel the need to cry into the void about my retarded circumstances in order to delay the inevitable.

Also I dropped Mori as my oshi and switched to Ina because I've grown to hate how autistic and repetitive she is.

>>22530081
This is related to my own confession. I used to browse this place often in my hunt for uncensored takes.
What I found is a lot of bad-faith takes, falseflagging, shitposting. There were some gems, but it exhausted me to try and find them between all the filth. Worse, as much as anonymity tries to negate groupthink, it... hasn't succeeded. There's still a lot of following the general crowd's thoughts, even if it's not as overt as upvotes or likes.
Some people would call me weak for letting the chaff shake me, but I think every word has an effect, no matter how much I try to deny it. The better I get at separating the garbage from the good faith, the worse I get at disconnecting from the prevailing humor. The culture seeps in.
It's tiring to try and get some interesting good-faith discussion here.

>>22532120
What's your degree?

>>22532120
>Also I dropped Mori as my oshi and switched to Ina because I've grown to hate how autistic and repetitive she is.
Unless you're looking for someone *more* autistic and repetitive I think Ina is a bad choice

>>22473416
My mother is thinks that I am working on my undergraduate thesis with how much I am typing, Im actually procrastinating on it and just shitposting on /vt/. Sorry mom, Ill probably not graduate this year

>>22532458
History education. Despite everyone crying about "teacher shortages" I've been applying for positions for 3 years now and been ignored every time. As it turns out, they only want people to babysit literal retards and try in vain to teach urban niggers math. It doesn't help that I'm an anti-social autist and even if there is an open history position, districts are usually looking for a social worker who can deal with teenage retardation rather than somebody who just really likes history.

>>22532884
Ahh, yeah man. Teaching is definitely a job that necessitates interaction with people from all walks of life. You said you didn't want advice, but you can't think of people as niggers and non-niggers if you're gonna be a teacher. Other people can smell that mentality on you; I promise.
Have you considered getting any certificates and working in some sort of computer science-related role? Forgive me if I'm overstepping my boundaries here; I'm also drinking.

>>22533358
>you can't think of people as niggers and non-niggers if you're gonna be a teacher
nothing wrong with anon, being based is more important

>>22532227
Sometimes I think it would be interesting to see how things change if 4chan were to ban certain parts of the world for a month at a time, and rotate around until most places have been hit to see where the majority of the shit likely originates from.
Obviously not a catch-all since people with half a braincell can use a proxy or vpn, but I'd have to wonder how things would change if SEA/Aus, NA, EU, SA, etc. were banned from /vt/ for a month, or even a week, one at a time.
It feels like the incessant shitposting keeps a lot of good discussion at bay, just as much as leddit or other places that make criticism near invisible or outright delete it. Still, you do find the occasional good discussion happening every once in a while that you still won't on those other sites. It's just a matter of a handful of people willing to talk and ignore the shitposting likely happening in the same thread. It's just also rare for stuff to come up cause most things have already been talked about and there's little reason to go through it again, so it's just waiting for something to come up that might warrant discussion that cannot be had on other sites.

>>22533710
I think that's more fake based than based, honestly. That's really not even a little based.

>>22533358
Unfortunately only realized that I'm too socially retarded to deal with normal people halfway through getting the degree and have been operating on a sunk cost basis since then. Too intellectually retarded to figure out computers/ committed to getting a teaching job to convince myself I didn't waste 4 years of my time getting this degree.

>>22533790
It's realistic. I live in Illinois, so I mean Chicago urban youths who were so unmanageable the previous teacher quit in frustration or found literally any other job.

>>22534096
>Too intellectually retarded to figure out computers/ committed to getting a teaching job to convince myself I didn't waste 4 years of my time getting this degree.
I really think you underestimate the weight that any kind of degree can have even in jobs unrelated to your field. I hope you figure out where you can happily fit in, anon. Just don't give up on yourself.
>It's realistic.
I know this is easy for me to say since I'm not in your shoes, but you have to look at the bigger picture and consider the circumstances and material situations of the last 100 years that created those kids and their parents and grandparents. I won't argue that it doesn't take someone with the patience of a saint to deal with kids like that, but I implore you not to take the easy route and write them off as niggers. They're people.

>>22533724
Though this is in effect the same point as "rangeban SEA/South America/the scapegoat region of the week", I think I'm alright with seeing it if it were more of a study to that effect. Doubt that it's going to have much of an effect in the long run, nor do I think the ban itself can be sustained for long on principle - the place is, after all, meant to not care about where the posters are coming from (geographically or otherwise)
That being said, "ignore shitposting" has worked to a degree, used alongside "engage with those who seek in good faith". This thread seems to me like a demonstration of the sort of discussion I'd like to see. Not necessarily the content, but... the "feel" of it? The proper words escape me.

>>22473860
Retard, obviously not all women are the same I like women I really like anime women I fucking hate real life women. Knowing this I avoid a very large portion of chuubas and stick with my indies that tend to be more mature/reserved, which means they aren't talking about sex 24/7 and not sperging the fuck out trying to bait coomers. Everyone has had at least 1 or 2 gfs/bfs in the past that's fine it's whatever what I don't want to hear about is how he would fill your pussy to the brink and piss and shit all over you because it's your fetish and then playing it off as "lul so randumbz" humor that's fucking disgusting

>>22473416
I masturbated to that new Sister Marine doujin but couldn't ejaculate.
I had to switch to illustrations of Machida Chima.

>>22473416
I don't really hate Holos and Nijis and actually don't mind UNITY but I can't stop shitposting on both sides.

I spend too much time on this basket weaving forum and it's getting in the way of achieving my goals.
I am weak.

I want to marry my oshi even though she's a wreck of a person

>>22541987
Same.

I have an interview at google scheduled 1 month from now that I've been putting off prepping for because I'm too busy spending all my time thinking about how pathetic and retarded I am

>>22473416
I have never watched vtubbers, or streamers for that matter.
I just find you guys funny. That's why I'm here.
The designs are really cute tho

>>22533724
I dream of an NA ban so we don't have to endure terrible BBC bait from race obsessed idiots. I used to think whites were intelligent until I learned english

I don't think I'm going to make it, I'm breaking apart at the seams.
I'm lifting, hiking on rest days, learning a new skill and language. But the mental health is not improving.
When I try to recollect what I did in a day there's a fog and a lot of blanks. It's like they're melding into one another.

>>22543768
Human connections are important. Even if you think they are for normalfags and you are too far gone.

Join a nerdy group. It could be anything. I always suggest TCG shops because they are full of nerds with anime playmats and you most likely won't be the ugliest, fattest motherfucker around. Meeting and talking to people make your days different and it's what prevents that kind of mind fuckery.

>>22473416
A shame the artist isn't active on twitter, I'm sure Marine would've retweet it

>>22473416
I watch no streams, I read no twits, I just jack off to fanart.

>>22480188
But I want be mad...

>>22474487
Permissions, Japan's copyright laws are a piece of shit