/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>21926187
If you ever feel like killing yourself remember to stream it pussy.

>>21926187
u okay anon?

>>21926187
You won't solve anything in your life by watching a streamer.

>>21926187
dont give up you can do it anon

Nobody cares until you're dead. Then they still don't care, but now it's socially appropriate to pretend to care. May as well fish.

>>21926187
One more reason for me to hate the autistic owl

Then just try your best, you are already rock bottom, you can only go up
Or
Grab a shotgun and go postal because fuck everyone who messed up with (you).

>>21926187
Nothing saved me from suicide
I just became more unhinged and lost in my delusions to cope
One day I'll be found in my apartment dead from a heart attack after a 48 hour masturbation marathon

>>21926187
Yikes, relying on internet women fucking behind your back with your money is truly a sad way to live. Wouldn't wish that upon anybody.

>>21926187
Sometimes its the little things.
You may want to see a doctor about that though.

>>21926187
>Depending on a virtual girl to live
Get some real help

>>21926649
This

>>21926417
Not Op, but same situation. I wouldn't say they directly saved me. It's not like Pekora burst in through my window and went Noooooo don't pull the trigger peko. But discovering them at a low point in my life gave me something to distract myself with. I'm sure that if there could have been some other hobby or series to completely throw myself into, to escape reality. Anything sufficiently distracting would have doen the trick. It's just that Vtubers happened to be it. Now that I'm better, I still feel a sense of gratitude for the fact that my Oshi 'accompanied' me when I was one bad night away from sticking a rifle in my mouth.

As much as I want to say good for you. You're still cringe af.

>>21926187
Congratulations, anons. Now probably leave here because of all the antis that'll shit on your oshi.

>Spend most of a decade in ax extended depressive episode, do fine with my career but the rest of my life is a disaster & become a hardcore doomer
>find smaller vtuber who was a former doomer with a really similar sense of humor which drastically improves my own mood and she rapidly becomes my oshi
>she wants to drastically change her stream times do be during the busiest period of my workday when I am completely occupied and can barely watch her
Idk how I'll cope bros.

>>21926187
That's cool, but be careful with getting all parasocial with your oshi. Last thing you want is her final yab and/or graduation turning the whole thing upside down and becoming the last push for you.

>>21926187
Get help please. You're a unique human being!

>>21926187
the next step is moving on from a holo who can never be fully parasocial, to a sub 60 viewer indie who has no choice but to be

>>21926417
You solve one thing: the otherwise incessant misery you feel when you're on the verge of suicide. That easy and intense dopamine rush can be a real lifesaver so long as it's always there, and if you have financial capacity to send SCs and get memberships, that's one more aspect of self-worth and reliability keeping you going. Chuubas are probably keeping quite a few people on this side of the world.

t. OP's pic literally does that for me.

>>21926187
Knowing that people manage to get a ton of money for playing videogames makes me want to kill myself even more

>>21926187
Find yourself a purpose, I used to do that and my current purpose is to watch Spice and Wp;f S3 which got announced after 12 years of waiting.
If you really feel like shit remember that if you fail you will owe at least 9k 9k in hospital bills alone.

>>21926187
If any celebrity/public figure seriously stopped you from killing yourself, then you seriously need to consider killing yourself.

>>21926266
how many donations would my estate get if I did that, and would twitch let my estate keep it or would they do some kike bullshit because they don't want people suiciding on their platform

(meh, I guess zero. if you're a depressed uninteresting nobody, you're not going to grind to be a partner, and even if you were one, you'd have, what, 100 viewers at most live)