/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Yah!

Veggiecucks btfo

>>1923975
Her schedule on Twitter shows it starts at 9 am Japan time though?

why didn't she upload art stream on youtube

>>1924592
I CANT FIND IT ON TWITCH EITHER, IS IT GONE!?

>>1924592
>>1924631
With the extremely erotic shit she was drawing there was no way a stream like that could be archived.

How smart is bea?

>>1924693
Very smart, most of the time

>>1924659
>extremely erotic shit she was drawing

Please divulge for us EU nigs who missed it

>>1924659
FUCK WHY

>>1924659
I saw it live, i did not notice anything unusual except for the teddy talk.

Wiki anon here
I was super busy for the whole day and I didn't do anything with the wiki project, sorry.
I'll start working on it as soon as I'll sort some of my things out.

>>1924659
Oh boy i do love being a fucking wage cuck eu nigger

>>1924818
Do you?

>>1924803
That's okay anon, let us know when it's done or when you need something

>>1924818
He is trolling you, i saw it live and the only thing she draw was the picture she posted on twitter. It was a really cute stream though

>>1924818
You missed the giant bear

>>1924803
you think we will disappointed by it? kek
take your time anon dad, we have all the time for that. no need to rush or push yourself too hard.

Remember your slay the spire REPS

Did anyone record it live? I have downloaded every single video on my archive except for this one because i have always waited for it to get to youtube

>>1924902
have been playing for 5 days, beaten the final boss (the heart) 4 times.

daughter need to learn how to build synergistic deck, the game isn't that hard.

Can anyone ask her on Twitter to upload last stream please...

>>1924859
Well that makes her not uploading it even more curious...this is teasing!

Do you think she's not uploading it because of the yabai

>>1924902
DRUG GAME

There were a number of times the stream lagged/dropped so the bear will probably have to do some heavy editing/compositing. There was also a moment that led an anon to be able to find her roommate so she's probably censoring that as well.

>>1925014
what happened?

>>1923975
I thought she was Botan lol

>>1924982
It was actually the longest stream yet also, i think it was 3 hours.

But without going into rrat territory the only thing i can suspect if she never uploads it is because in the stream she drew a teddy bear next to her that she joked was her boyfriend(the whole thing was very funny). And then she jokingly told that her boyfriend was neet and had no job and never cooks etc. But it was very very obvious that it was a joke and that she was talking about the teddy bear, but some people in the 4chan thread kind of freaked out because they are autists that dont understand jokes. But i dont think it is this, i think she honestly just forgot archiving it.

>>1925091
A faggot here doxxed her.

>>1925068
Her roommate? Damn. Is she hot?

>>1925102
She likely doesn't think anyone took that seriously.

>>1925121
yes

>>1925118
It was a very very light dox tho. It was a previous nico nico channel with like 5 minecraft videos and no face or anything.

>>1925135
nice

>>1925145
should I make a minecraft skin for Beatani now?

Is the stream going to be on youtube or twitch?

>>1925234
Sure but show it to her when she decides to play mc

These stray cats are usually scared of me but they like Beatani

>>1925276
If you tweet that at her I bet she'll love it.

Pretty sure there are 2 hours until stream, that's at least what Twitter schedule shows and Beatani hasn't tweeted anything so she's likely sleeping.

>>1925276
post it on twitter dad

>>1925276

>>1925306
I don't have a twitter account :(

Where is she bros...

>>1925369
Japan

>>1925313
currently licking her slit in the bathtub, will take a while.
pls wait, sorry

>>1925145
Btw it is all still up so either she does not care about us knowing about it or she does not know that we know. It would make sense if she didn't care because there is nearly nothing at all on that account

>>1925382
But she's supposed to be live right now
She's already 7 minutes late
What if she's gone

>>1925386
bro what the fuck i just came in there don't lick it

>>1925369
sitting on my crotch

>in 2 hours
>on 3 am
Have fun amerikanets im skipping this one too

>>1925413
>>1925386

Reminder guys, it is 9am jst in the schedule, she wrote the wrong time in youtube

>>1925449
Same here bro

>>1925461
The pain will only make me stronger.

>>1925475
No...
I thought I would catch it, it was a perfect time. But now I'll have to wait for the archive

So glad I'm a NEET cause I can still watch the stream

Bros your schedule reps...

>>1925102

she workin on it, dad
pls wait

Perfect for America, but I will miss the eurodads, she seems to do a lot better on numbers during euro friendly hours.

>>1925475
Welp, sleepy dad is sleepy.

>>1925352
I made one for her even though I'm a weirdo about SNS.
She's grooming me into becoming a better dad for her.

>>1925647
I'm Eastern yuro and missed every stream she did except one...

I'm euro but all my classes are pre recorded so basically i have completely shifted my sleep schedule to beatani standard time in order to catch every stream.

She could do some late evening streams, that would make it morning for burgers and afternoon for yuros.

>>1925869
that would be dawn for indog dads...

>>1925911
Why would it be dawn if their timezone is similar?

>>1925837
Based

>>1926032
Based Beatani Standard Time

I wish I could watch her live but staying up this late for her gave me a massive headache. Pain, have fun fellow dads

>>1925386
Teddies outta here

Haven't been following as much but shes definitely NEET right?

>>1926266
Yeah likely, or doesn't work every day.

>>1926266
i thought she worked at a konbini

>>1926266
Bears sleep for most of the day.

So is this just a youtube stream or both youtube and twitch?

>>1926266
Based lazy bear. She is not a NEET because YouTube is her job!

>>1926266
I don't know how people as young as her sleep that much honestly. I could probably sleep over 10 hours if I was really tired but the next day I would probably sleep less than 8 even if I could do more.

>>1926827
I'm her age and when I have free day I sleep that long as well

I can sleep for 14 hours np after drinking heavily

>>1924790
She probably noticed 30 seconds into the teddy joke that half her viewers were on the verge of killing themselves. At that moment she realized her fans are too mentally deranged for such things and deleted it from the internet to avoid being responsible for a mass autist suicide.

Personally I thought it was kino.

>>1926729
Depends if Youtube shits the bed again like yesterday or not.

>>1926930
So as far as I understood she referred to the teddy as her bf and told cute things about it?

>>1926981
Basically

>>1927015
I don't see how that would be problematic if she had cleared up that she isn't talking about real bf

>>1926981
Yeah like "this is my boyfriend but he does not work, he cant cook, he is a neet" which is all true for teddy bears. Very obvius joke.

>>1926930
She said many other things

>>1927080
Such as?

Dads felt cucked by a teddy bear. I think this reflects worse on dads than her to be blunt.

Go look at the archive of yesterday's thread if you're interested. That way you'll actually read the live reactions.

>>1924592
>>1924631
probably because her computer was having issues (think she said it was related to streamlabs?) and it kept cutting off

Shouldn't dads be happy their daughter has a BF? Do you guys want your daughter to be a loser who can't get a partner and will be left alone when you die?

just a joke bro

>>1927101
Such as that >>1927080 is a faggot

Screencap from that stream

>>1927244
"Teddy is useless"
-Beatani

>>1927040
She started it off by saying "I am not otaku I am riajuu and I have a boyfriend!" and went with that for a couple minutes before segueing into Teddy being her boyfriend. Those minutes of confusion seemingly triggered a lot of waifufags even though most of us thought it was funny. All she did was copy a gag Fubuki did over a year ago.

Was I the only one laughing my ass off at the bearfriend joke? Or maybe the game I was playing made me too distracted to really pay attention to it

Why do I feel envious of a teddy bear

>>1927294
Smug bear knew exactly what she was doing

>>1927244
No.

>>1927244
As a NEET I'd be extremely disappointed if my daughter was dating a NEET that relied on her financially. That could be me!!

Are there services for me to rent a daughter in real life?

>>1927294
Cute

tempted to make a loading screen for her based on pic related

>>1927244
Why would I be happy about my daughter having a useless neet as a bf? I mean, if it was a chad like Kuma it would be a different story.

>>1927388
Only in Japan

>>1927402
That would be good to have really.

>>1927326

She had so much fun with it as well watching the chat melting down. Then someone said that they wanted to beat him and she laughed and asked if chat wants to fight him and everyone spammed yes. But then said again that he was a teddy bear and could beat none of the dads in a fight

>>1927402
Do it anon. Bring back that nostalgia with the XP windows start sound as well.

>>1927402
A "It's now safe to turn off the stream", as a ending screen would be cool too.

>>1927402
I would like to try making some music to it. Any suggestions for what genre or what voice clips to use?

>>1927454
Even her calling us dads is a hint not to get into the GFE thing too deeply. And yet, some anon really can't separate vtuber entertainers from their own romantic interest at all.

>>1927454
Honestly, if you can't beat up a girl's dad, you have no right to mate with her.

>>1927606
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ml_eZPDEEms

>>1927613
There is nothing wrong with wanting Beatani GFE. Her calling us dads or oniichans is irrelevant

>>1927613
Worked for me. I only think of her as my daughter.

>>1927244
She's not an idol so no I don't give a shit

>>1927454
Cute and Funny!

I hope yuki chan doesn't get mad at me for engaging with Beatani's tweets

>>1927613
She started calling us dads after we starting calling her /ourdaughter/ first.

>>1927613
a bunch of pipe hitters everyone

Bea is my daughter-wife and no one will take her from me! Not teddy bears or other dads!

I want to stuff the bear.

Stream in 9 minutes boys

Almost Touhou time. Curious if she'll have practiced any off-stream for Normal. I think she tweeted something that indicated she would.

She'll be live shortly dads, get your asses in here

Loading screen would be nice here.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99qRgraFNcs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99qRgraFNcs
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99qRgraFNcs

just don't bring up t*matos today

>>1923975
God damn it I need to go to work sjehsgajsjdjdjs

Streams is up and working bros

I really should get around to playing touhou

>>1924631
>IS IT GONE!?
No, like everything else (but the niconico livestreams) I have it in my archive.

>>1928672
Jeff Bezos took our daughter down over fruit!

everyone left..

>>1928751
stream started 4 min ago. numbers will go up

>>1928751
It's just youtube being retarded

Upvote and viewer ratio hmmmmmmm

>>1928815
The video has been scheduled for several days. Your point?

>>1928815
But you're still here anti, thread after thread, one of her biggest fans.

>>1928815
The stream has been up for 3 days. She also had a false start due to a scheduling mistake. During that time there were 100 people waiting 2 hours before the stream actually started.

>>1928815
I liked every stream window that's been up

>>1928865
I did not mean to anti, what i am worried about is youtube lowering the numbers because we have so many adblock users, the upvotes i think is closer to real amount of viewers because that metric is not changed by adblocking.

>>1928706
The games are pretty fun for doujin shmups.
The early windows games are probably the best, I think ZUN was still playing arcade shmups at the time. Be prepared for mediocre stages though.

>>1928706
if you have some background experience in shumps, like gradius or r-type, then you can play normal mode just fine, otherwise the bullet hell might overwhelm you.

>>1928706
Go for the 1cc

>>1928751
to be fair, Ina is currently playing Monster Hunter

>>1929146
desu older traditional style games tend to be less forgiving than many modern bullet hells. Checkpoints, fast bullets & dodgy hitboxes are pretty common, so you really need to learn the game.

Touhou is particularly forgiving with resources but it tends to focus a bit more on micrododging than most arcade bullet hells.

When she said "Everybody listen to what I'm going to say" I thought we were going to get scolded for sure.

>>1929024
Is this a standard practice? If Google really cared about adblock wouldn't they just make it impossible to use on Youtube?

>>1929396
There's a bunch of weirdness around youtube's live viewer count & nobody's sure what proportion of it is due to anti-bot/anti-freeloader measures & what's just shitty code.

Me and Beatani in happier times.

>>1929394
Same. I was about to dogeza

Our slow daughter is so cute.

She hates ramune and loves coca cola. That is based

"Why do we fall, Beatani? So we can get back up and try again!"

>>1929024
If adblock isn't showing my view I'll disable it for my daughter

>>1929455
Everyone connects to a different YouTube server, more or less. So a lot of weirdness probably has to do with challenges synchronizing data from servers all over the world in real time.

>>1929304
so half the bearbase are globalfags

How gave her a thumb down? Show yourself

>>1929586
No, half are EU folk who went to sleep.

She'd probably improve faster playing on normal/hard. Getting walled by lunatic constantly isn't fun after the novelty wears off.

>>1929629
You got what you wanted.

What is with /jp/ absolute obsession with Touhou anyway? Even if the games are fun enough and the characters are cute girls the lore is half-assed fan fiction level stuff. I couldn't imagine going down that rabbit hole.

>>1929586
If you havent realized it yet, more than half of /vt/ are globalfags

Her model feels so dynamic, has she upgraded it or is she just moving more now.

>>1929727
/jp/ was created to contain touhou

>60 watching now
And you said Twitch was bad....

>>1929727
it's more than just that, touhou has a big influence on japan. So to some degree, it's more than just games.

>>1929727
for me, it's how i learned about the doujin scene

>>1929902
doenst make sense to be honest that we have 1/3 from yesterday, youtube must be retarded

she's pulling out the guitar
I love this bear like you wouldn't believe

Based bear has an actual guitar and can play it.

>>1929902
it's the youtube bug, stop numberfagging

BASED BEARS PULLS OUT A GUITAR AND STARS FURIKURING

>she can draw
>she can play guitar
Is there anything our daughter can't do?

WOAH surprise guitar stream, if she keeps this up karaoke is gonna be great

>>1929902
She has access to her own analytics, she can decide if YouTube is working for her.
Speculation from our end is pointless.

>>1929727
Touhou has a lot going for it (vidya game, easy to recognize characters, simple setting) but also ZUN gave Touhou a very loose copyright so anyone can do nearly whatever they want with the characters and setting, which allow everyone to chime in.

So much bliss, dads, I want to protect her smile.

>>1929998
Get over 100 viewers

I would say that if you MUST numberfag then watch the views after the video instead of the live number, the after counts every unique viewer and it doesn't discount adblocking users.

This is pretty good, our collective daughter is very talented

Clip this

>>1930070
She had 180 yesterday faggot. It's a youtube bug.

>>1930049
ZUN also said he won't have official English translations for the mainline games because he trusts fans would do a better job anyway

She smiles and laughs so much when she is speaking with us. I cant take it bros, she is so precious.

She plays piano and drums too. Funny thing is she probably thinks all of her skills are no big deal because she learns things so naturally.

lol I thought I was late but I didn't even miss any touhou

>>1930279
She's taking a break between playthroughs.

>doge is my enemy

>>1930279
she did a mini karaoke for us

>>1930279
She's gotten BTFO a couple of times now. She didn't play past couple of days so she's already saying she's gotten rusty and needs more practice.

She loves chatting with us so much that she takes breaks from touhou to chat with us more, than apologizes for talking with us for too long. This is something else, this level of wholesome.

I genuinely don't enjoy playing piano anymore but the bear wants me to try going pro again what do

>>1930313
>doge is my enemy
>Qoo is for kids
>mayo shrimp is for kids, what are you, a kid?
My very existence is laughed upon and hated. Why live?

>>1930339
pure nukumolity

>bear has motivated me to pick up my guitar for the first time in years

How does she do it?

>>1930402
She told you directly that you should try. You have no option now.

>>1930407
She's able to read your Japanese though, so at least you have that for ya?

>1 dislike
But why?

>>1930468
I have not seen a single dislike anywhere thus far, which is a real miracle in and of itself. I wanted to comment on it before but drawing attention to it will make some fucker downvote.

>>1930407
Chin up dad, she's just going through a rebellious phase.

>>1930402
You can do it anon, she really believes those aiming to be a pro should not quit so easily. Even my Dad at the age of 70 plays piano for fun and is self taught. He isn't that "good good", but he simply enjoys it because he loves (classical) music.

>>1930519
> I wanted to comment on it before but drawing attention to it will make some fucker downvote.

fellow dadanon...

>>1930649
Seriously who would do such a thing?

>>1930649
It helps with engagement more than not clicking anything at least.

Still, fuck those 2.

>>1930670
She already has an anti or two that regularly visits the threads anon. The price of success is getting haters.

Kusa, this bear.
Her pc will get dusty on the ground.

Would love a fanart of her on xp hill with pc on the bare dirt of the hill

>>1930670
I did it cause i knew you fuckers would react, now I put it back.

I like when she says yah at the end of her sentences, reminds me of my old highschool spanish teacher

ポガーズ。。。

>>1930815
>deepl translated this to poggers
how the fuck does deepl even know the word poggers what the fuck

>>1930875
developer probably put it in the database or whatever

>>1930875
anonchaama...

>>1930875
Anon, do your reps...

Not sure how many bots there is waiting in her Twitch streams, but she get a lot more views there.

>>1930951
Youtube depresses live numbers for whatever reason. Something about anti-bot measures but no one knows what that means.

>>1930951
she's got ~160 likes compared to ~60 viewers so I really doubt it's a case of less people watching and more YT not giving the numbers properly
either way it should sort itself out once the stream ends and the archive has a proper viewcount.

do we really gotta go over this fifty times each stream?

>>1930926

Ok i searched ポガーズ and got this. So it must mean tablecloth.

>>1930974
Twitch also doesn't add viewers, who haven't say anything in chat, into viewcounter. You still see several bots (not just Streamlabs/OBS bots) lurking every chat

>>1931016
anon please say you are just merely pretending...

>>1931020
Those bots are only connected via IRC, they're not actually "watching" the stream.

>>1930164
Based

But if I take my meds the bear disappears...

>>1931020
Wait really? All the time I thought I was supporting my aoe2 streamers they didn't even count my views because I'm just a lurker?

You heard her, take your meds

>>1930875
Anon, it's a literal translation lmao... There are no real proper translations for poggers. It's just a joke!

Take your meds dads

>Beatani, if the chat starts to behave poorly, take them to take their meds

>>1931167
No, I'm pretty sure you don't even need an account for views to count on twitch. Nor do they even need to be watching the stream on Twitch itself.

>>1931167
All you need is to give emote (which has word placeholder) or type anything in chat, viewcounter will regocnize you as viewer untill you have to reload chat with F5 or something else.

>>1930439
I'm going to get a job now. I've been a NEET for a year but for my bear daughter, I need to try harder.

>>1931329
I believe in you and i know beatani does too.

In todays stream.

>>1931451
nice

>>1931451
Can you put an acoustic guitar next to the bear maybe?

>>1931451
Add a slightly transparent desk floating and its perfect

>>1931482
>>1931486

>>1931642
nice

>>1931642
based

>>1927402
i'm putting one together but I'm hitting the stupidest roadblock in that I don't know what to replace the "xp" with

>>1931193
Never

>>1931740
CF(Cute and Funny)

>>1931740
What have you replaced the rest with so far?

>>1931740
You can replace the Windows with Beatani and XP with >>1931798
And have a similar logo like the Windows one but situated for her, if you want

>>1931740
ya

I'm still totally up for making a beatani themed opening song that features her noises and voice. Still not sure what kind of genre it should be, should it be chill or upbeat?

>>1931901
He could make the windows logo a clover like pic related

>>1932013
Intelligent Bear Music (IBM)

>>1932013
Upbeat to match her bgm music.

>>1932013
You could make both if you have ideas for them. I'm sure the bear would appreciate.

>>1932013
Take a look at the song she made at the end of her debut video, maybe something like that

r8

>>1932013
Look at other vchubas for examples

>>1932235
10/10

>>1932235
cute/funny

>>1932235
Guitar stream / 10.

Based Bokukko Bear
Blessed Bliss Background
Beatani's Beargenerate Bros

>>1932235
Based/10, I didn't know she played guitar. Our daughter is so cute and talented holy shit. She deserves all the love and support in the world.

>>1932235
EZ MODO / 10

>>1932235

>>1932235
That mid stream cut to bust out her guitar was amazing. Bear daughter is too fucking talented. 10/10 easily

talented bear

>>1932235
She seems to get better all the time. Every stream is better then the one before.

>>1932439
I need to go watch that, I was hunting shit in MH Rise and forgot the first half.

>>1932324
>I didn't know she played guitar
Archive reps...
https://youtu.be/DL6pKypNIzM?t=6385

>>1932439
https://youtu.be/99qRgraFNcs?t=2668

For the anons that missed it.

I hope this came out right I've never actually tried making a gif before

It was great being with you all. I wonder if she'll consider trying out Track Mania like one of you pointed out. Also looking forward to that guitar stream...

>>1932710
based

>>1932710
based

>>1932710
Damn, that looks great.

>>1932710
Love it

>>1932710
tsweet it at her, I am sure she'd like to use that

>>1932710
this looks pretty good actually. Did you use gimp to generate this?

>>1932710
amazing. We have to get this to her. She can start her streams at this screen instead of mid game.

>>1932643
Thanks for the timestamp, time to watch that part again.

>>1932710
Perfect and simple! 10/10

Also, sekrit doxx vid of her older sisters' hands:
>https://youtu.be/lOI6n3kmyx8

>>1932710
Very very nice

>>1932830
krita

>>1932943
cute

>56 posters
/yah/ reclining....

>>1932710
Man Bea has such great dads here. I wish I had good dads like her growing up, but my dad kinda died early

>>1933192
BEATANI, MY DAD IS DEAD LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

>>1932710
How about some elevator type tune to this?

>>1932710
pretty good

>>1933179
Lurking today. I only have so much time between playing Cave Story for the first time, doing my reps and watching her. Can't argue with dads everyday.

>>1933179
Sorry it got kinda late after the stream so I've been reeling, dad. I'd love to praise my based daughter all night, though.

>>1933179
I can't type well one-handed.

Well? Was she cuter than usual today?

>>1933928
>She reads a comment that says "If I take my meds Beatani will disappear!"
>"don't worry dad I'm here, I won't vanish I'll stay with you"

Very cute

>>1933928
My daughter is always the cutest. I feel so full of energy when I see her.

>>1932943
so she is a gyaru...

>>1934003
timestamp for late dads: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=99qRgraFNcs&t=5651s

>>1934292
How can you tell with just that?

>>1934372
her fingers are incredibly erotic
only a gyaru has that kind of seductive power at their fingertips

>>1934372
non-gyaru don't wear that kind of nail paint

>>1934514
anon thats pretty normal nail polish i have no idea what you're talking about.
it's not even the overly tacky shit with plastic jewelry that gyarus wear, just standard nail polish.

i realize that most of us have never seen a female irl in our lives but you should at least have experience seeing females in videos and stuff right? do you think every woman that wears nail polish is a gyaru?

>>1934372
just let the gyaru fetishists enjoy their weirdly specific rrat, anon

Hopefully daughter doesn't think I'm actually schizophrenic lol

>>1934751
take your meds schizo

>>1934751
Dad...take care of yourself so you can take care of your daughter.

Hey she liked it, nice

>>1935277
i love the word erotic

>>1932710
fixed something nobody but me even noticed

>>1935277
Based

>>1935318
I can see her using this much like she used the pixel art for her donation notification. Only thing it needs is music but Beatani can always use her bgm I guess.

>>1935318
Nice!

>>1924556
Vegetable is a culinary term and fruit is a botanical term. A tomato is both.

timestamp of our daughter dancing

https://youtu.be/P_YXAukoH2I?t=1585

>>1935318
What did you fix? The pictures look the same to me when switching back and forth, does it have to do with animation?

>>1935667
lighting on the bottom of the blue clover

>>1934603
I just don't understand why they aren't watching actual (ex-)gyarus like Choco.

>>1936735
Now you picked my interest, was she really?

>>1936735
No one wants to watch Ark it's like the worst viewer experience ever.
When she does ASMR streams she easily breaks 10k viewers, she should do that more.

>>1936764
Choco doesn't even hide the fact she's a whore and has always been one. She regularly complains about the quality of men she dates/sleeps with and laments the fact she's too old to continue riding the Chad cock carousel.
She also fits the gyaru that would make a perfect housewife trope as she's a really good cook and wants desperately to have children.

I want to put a baby inside her but not enough to watch her streams.

>>1936816
Based Choco

>>1935277
you forgot to link her to the crabless version

okay end of the thread, dads. don't forget to :
>do your slay the spire or touho reps.
>do your art rep
>fix your sleep schedule
>or work harder, to invest on daughter

>>1934003
I made an error and later joked:
>One of the viewers may have schizophrenia, what should we do~? Lol.
She took it seriously and wasn't too sure how to answer that, claiming that's not a good thing to have. I need to especially apologize to >>1934751 for causing a misunderstanding. I'll be sure to DM her later tomorrow that it was an embarrassingly bad /vt/ inside joke and that I'll keep my autism in-check from now on. I have sinned.

>>1937237
Thanks bro, no offense taken

>>1937237
Your first mistake was thinking schizo means schizophrenia when the more accurate term for the context it's used on 4chan is schizoid.

Beatani's gonna be so confused when she comes here and sees everyone using "schizo" as an insult thinking everyone here has voices in their head.

>>1937237
okay dads, listen here.
she will read and consider everything we told to her.

i was the one who subtly recommend the MBTI test, and she literally did that in the next zatsudan.

we vote "no" for the reddit stuff, and she choose not to use reddit any time soon

now this schizo meme.

pls be considerate to anything you say/suggest to her. I know she is grown up adult, but we still the responsible dad here.

>>1937527
I thought hearing some voices from time to time was ok

>>1937549
It's totally normal anon, in fact you should listen to the voices and do what they say so you can join us.

I wasn't kidding when I said I learned a lot in just 40 minutes of Bear Valley's drawing stream. Something like pic related would take me a couple of hours to approximate. Now it only took me 45 minutes to end up with a decent line-art I can improve. Even if the end result is decent or kinda shit, I'll see if I can record the progress and share a video.
Also >Paint.net. I'll use another tool if I feel like I'm getting good at it.
>>1937237
As a fellow worryfag, I wouldn't make a big deal out of it. Just tell her that something you said came out wrong unintendedly; she's receptive enough that she'll appreciate you even thought about it twice. By the same token, >>1937534 is right in that we should be more considerate.

>>1937527
>everyone here has voices in their head.
I mean, is it really that far off from the reality?

>>1937623
I wish I had voices in my head instead of the same lonely internal monologue as my only company for the last 20 years.

Most anons on this site and especially this board are just schizoids: They form internal delusions and concoct rrats to entertain themselves because they're extremely lonely. Like when you make eye contact with a cute girl and spend the next 12 hours fantasizing about how you'd get to know her and get close to her and start dating and get married and start a family etc. Anons love obsessing over shit like that, especially regarding vtubers that they'll never ever meet.

Incidentally, Schizoid Personality Disorder has the worst prognosis out of almost all mental illnesses, with no known treatment and a very high suicide rate. Most people who suffer from it end up retreating from reality and further falling into delusions and fantasies as their life falls apart due to mental paralysis preventing them from acting in the real to avoid breaking their delusions. The fear of having their fantasies rejected ultimately results in them having no close relationships and an unwillingness to make themselves vulnerable or emotionally connect with others.

>>1937527
Problem is, I'm not aware of any equivalent terms of "schizoid" in Japanese, but I won't bring it up ever again on stream. When you think about it, mental or physical illnesses are taken more seriously in Japan than in the west and that's my fuck up. i.e. Katawa Shoujo isn't a good term to use.
>>1937534
I'd like to try one more time and ask her to consider singing Tipperary but replace "Tipperary" as "XP hill" and "sweetest girl" to "sweetest dad I know". It's an easy British marching song and the guitar chords don't seem that difficult? It's the reason why I recommended British military songs to her originally. Thoughts?
>https://youtu.be/b-FbypOI0J8

>>1937758
Literally me...

>>1937758
come on man I was just shiptostig. No need to take it seriously

>>1937795
Illnesses aren't taken more seriously in Japan necessarily, they just treat it as a nuisance, especially mental illness. Menhera as a term literally became a thing to invalidate everyone with mental illnesses and lump them into a single category of "abnormal."
The west has its own problems with mental illness but Japan avoids the topic entirely and just forces the mentally ill to live isolated and avoid seeking help due to the social shame. Especially since those with mental illness in their medical history become unemployable in the corporate world, it heavily discourages seeking help. This is what spawned the hikikomori crisis in Japan and why it's such a significant issue there compared to the rest of the world. People with mental illness are just "hidden away" by their family to avoid social shame while not bothering to give them treatment or support beyond letting them subsist in a small room until they die.

>>1937864
Sorry, I'm some kinda autistic. I'll stop effortposting now if it's ruining the mood.

>>1937758
/pol/, /k/, /ck/, my coworkers, and my company boss all told me to lose weight and hit the gym. It improved my life a lot as well as going to BBQ meets with friends (even if they're from /cgl/ and they're all from the next city lmao). The idea is to get active and take the first step. Even if you mess up a bit, you need to understand people aren't typically that judgemental. Stay positive, think positive, and don't let negativity around you cloud and screw with your life. Take back your life and control how you move forward tomorrow. Even if it's small it's already an achievement. Think of it like that, everything starts small.

>>1937978
Based

>>1937978
>/pol/
>/k/
>/ck/
>/cgl/
lmao that paints such an amusing picture.
really though there's nothing you can do when you reach a certain age and have zero social skills. even if you go outside and exercise and eat right and shower and go to meetups it feels so goddamn shallow tearing away the person you were for the last 30 or 40 years and starting from scratch. at that point it'd be easier to take a lot of drugs in the hopes of getting enough brain damage to have amnesia(or die) so you don't have to suffer with the shame of your past.

>>1937978
>mental illness caused by damage to genetic structure resulting in brain malformation
>lose weight and hit the gym

>>1938081
based on the boards he referenced he probably believes mental illness is a spook so...
especially since the post he replied to stated there's no real treatment for that disorder, whether medication or therapy. even if you assimilate into society you'll still suffer from feeling like an "observer" in the world rather than a participant.

Bear wakes up at 3 pm.

Based.

>>1938066
>>1938081
>>1938107
Please kindly listen. I didn't have a good childhood. I was quite the loner and I never fit in properly at school, and the doctor diagnosed me quite literally with autism. Most(?) of my classmates probably saw me as a massive red flag even after graduating highschool. It's only after I started going to work did people around me told me to change myself for the better. It's not perfect but it's something. Everything starts somewhere and I don't mind inspiring others to take the first step, the same way others did for me. I remember my highschool principal used to be a gang member until he realized how worthless his life was, did a 180, went to adult night school, and somehow graduated at his local university with an engineering degree.
I don't know what you guys are going through but it's never too late to start somewhere, right? I want to die an old age happy knowing I did my best with my life despite of its downsides. That is my goal in life.
pic unrelated.

>>1938081
Not that anon, but
Losing weight and hitting the gym will make you happier regardless of who you are, whether you're young or old.
>>1938107
If you choose to wallow in misery, you will stay miserable.
I've suspected myself to have schizoid traits for a while now, but I don't dare let that dominate my self-perception. I've always been an observer rather than a participant, but I make sure to get my participating-in-society reps in, and I feel quite content about my life as it is.
>>1938066
>at that point it'd be easier to take a lot of drugs in the hopes of getting enough brain damage to have amnesia(or die) so you don't have to suffer with the shame of your past.
If you are at this point of self-destruction, consider seeking psychological treatment. One of the reasons for the poor prognosis in schizoids is that the disorder is so poorly understood, because schizoids don't seek treatment. One of the things you can do to help yourself and those suffering like you is to contribute to the psychological understanding of schizoid personality disorder.

>>1938564
Unfortunately anon most of us live in a country where healthcare is not a right, so "contributing to the psychological understanding of schizoid personality disorder" is economically not feasible. Nobody is doing free treatment or studies on schizoids and since there's no medication that can be sold to consumers and marketed on television it's not really something doctors or pharmas are interested in treating. As far as society is concerned as long as you can "function" enough to get to work every day you're healthy enough for your insurance company and employer, and that's the real lead factor in schizoid disorder being under-researched.

>>1932710
>>1935318
This shit's amazing.

>>1938627
>so "contributing to the psychological understanding of schizoid personality disorder" is economically not feasible.
Those who don't search don't find anything.
>and that's the real lead factor in schizoid disorder being under-researched.
That's just not true, and you are attributing all of your problems to an ill-defined 'society'. Why would it be under-researched across all countries with their vastly different social structures in that case? The truth is that schizoids don't bother seeking help and so psychologists have fewer case studies to draw from.

>>1938916
Anon medical research is a globalized industry, countries don't operate in a vacuum. Even countries like Sweden or France with their own universal healthcare systems don't conduct medical research out of "the greater good." Large pharmaceuticals in Europe make the vast majority of their money selling overpriced medication overseas. Without that financial incentive there's no funding, even government funding, for studies or research.

I'm not even refuting your claim that schizoids don't seek help but even if they did it's unlikely anyone would care. There's very little money to be made from treating a disorder that doesn't interfere with a person's ability to do their job even if they'll never forum human relationships or get married or reproduce. If anything that makes them the perfect wageslave.

based

>>1938081
take_the_blackpil.mp4

>>1939004
>I'm not even refuting your claim that schizoids don't seek help but even if they did it's unlikely anyone would care.
I'm not saying that the world is sunshine and roses, but the world isn't pitch black either. Good people exist, even if there are shadowy forces which seek to wage-enslave all of humanity.
If nobody cared, why would the term schizoid personality disorder even exist? Wouldn't it just be "ideal citizen"?

Beatani Whips out guitar
can i sing to you about a schizo?

>>1939274
I'm waiting for the inevitable Beatani tweet any minute now about how she just learned the word "Schizoid."

>>1939293
Merchandise idea I had. She could sell Beatni themed medication bottles full of glass pebbles representing the pills. With it comes a hand written note saying, "Remember to take your meds dad!"

>>1939614
Is it legal to sell medication bottles full of pebbles? Seems dangerous anon. What if it gets mixed up at the post office and some granny eats your pebbles thinking it's her diabeetus meds.

>>1939614
I'm an unironic schizo anon, i'd probably die by swallowing a couple of pebbles if that ever happened.

If they are small enough, it hopefully wouldn't be deadly at least and would pass through.

>>1939690
>>1939614
I just don't see why they have to be pebbles instead of homemade kuma candies that you can actually eat.

>>1939835
Candy clovers would be cool.

>>1939835
This reminds me that I never had a chance to try those.

new community post from bear
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCArDBJWZGPBtVeXwr4ROddA/community

>>1939878
even her writing is so damn cute and genki. our daughter's so perfect bros.

>>1939878
excited on the song covers/ anything music from her.

>>1939878
>I would also like a new keyboard.
>The one I'm using now has lost a few keys.
Bear strength killed the keyboard.

>>1939878
>23:00 JST
I can finally watch my daughter's live streams

>>1940460
oof burgerbros we just got filtered

>>1939878
>keyboard has lost a few keys
it sounds like she's got a fuckass old keyboard that she's kept for a LONG time. Cheap keyboards aren't that pricy... keys don't fall off easily, as far as I've known.

>>1940494
You mutts have been enjoying her live for 3 weeks straight sure you can deal with missing a stream or two once in a while

>>1940602
I don't really participate in chat so it doesn't bother me much I'll just catch the vod.
Unless it's like the drawing stream and the vod gets lost in the void because one of you retards tries to doxx her again.

>>1940494
>7am pst
Perfect for wagies like me though. Can listen in the morning before work.

>>1940494
if anything they're more convenient for me since the afternoon ones happen either while I'm busy at work or literally within minutes of getting home.

>>1937611
https://twitter.com/NastyYukari/status/1375760242827464705 Delivered, even if it's not a great drawing. Beatani insinuated that she wanted the べあたに流 tag to have more attention earlier, so I put it there. Am I the only one that thought that was an indirect way of saying that we're talking about other girls?
Also, I had to look up a webm->gif thing before Twatter let me upload the thing I recorded, otherwise "format not supported." What gives?

>>1941090
>Beatani insinuated that she wanted the べあたに流 tag to have more attention earlier, so I put it there.
I felt kinda bad when I saw that, like I know what she means but most of us really aren't the social media type. Hell at least a few of us literally only made accounts just to talk to her/share fanart with her.

>>1941090
don’t think too hard about it anon.
it’s probably just to keep the memes separated from the art hashtag.

>>1941090
The べあたに流 tag is supposed to be where we can talk about live stream-related things but since many of us just post here, no one really uses it.

>>1939614
printing shop owner here, I can help design a logo and making shirt/hoodie if needed

>>1941234
That's really cool. You are going to be around for the next stream possibly? If so, I would suggest floating the idea of a logo again there because this thread is going to die soon and more people will see it then, maybe will inspire good ideas. I think the closest thing we have to a logo right now is the Beatani loading screen, but I think she deserves something cuter for merchandise.

That community post, god. The bear probably uses everything to the max until it stops working. She was totally fine streaming with her subpar equipment and started in spite of them. Thank you for sending her Amazon spell cards, dads. Our daughter really deserves to have stuff that isn't fucking broken.