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18037241 No.18037241 [Reply] [Original]

Rushia is my actual fiancée
Yes, my actual, unironic fiancée
No, this is isn't some kind of shitpost or joke
No, this isn't some kind of weird meta ironic wall of text meant to force a reaction
Yes, it is actually the truth
No, it is not my belief that she is my fiancée, because a belief is a subjective thing
This is not a subjective thing, it is a fact that Rushia is, in reality(the actually real one that's, without a doubt, real), truthfully my actual, unironic, genuine fiancée
This is not some sort of schizo delusion, either. And no, It's not bait; I'm not pretending to be schizo, because it's not schizo; schizo would imply that it's a delusion I've projected onto reality. That's not the case, because it's by mutual unironic acknowledgement(in a way that is provably not "kayfabe" or whatever) objectively the actual truth
I don't need meds, but even if I did, it'd be for something else, because stating an actual, real-life, fact-of-the-matter, genuine statement of truth is not something you need meds for
It's not a misunderstanding, not a misinterpretation, not a lie, not me forcing my desires or delusional falsifiable beliefs on the situation. Rushia is irrefutably my actual, unironic, genuine fiancée, and she is in an actual, genuine, romantic relationship with me. We know each other personally and interact with one another almost every day. We've confessed our mutual love to one another.
We love each other in every single way any couple loves one another; romantically, sexually, and mutually. And yes, exclusively; she exclusively and equally the fiancée of her Fandead, and I exclusively belong to my Ru-chan. We are codependent.
No, she doesn't have a boyfriend/girlfriend 'on the side' or off-screen, or play favorites; the word "exclusive" applies because her Fandead are the sole recipient of her love. No, this doesn't mean she can/did/has/does have sex with people, with or without feelings, or is in some other relationship IRL, because that would still be cheating and Rushia would never cheat on me. Both she and I acknowledge that, and that makes our relationship explicitly exclusive and mutual; she's promised to never betray us. All of this literally happened, physically, in the real world. The only schizo interpretation of this is to deny it.
I repeat: my oshi Rushia is my actual, unironic fiancée.
She is in an exclusive romantic relationship with me.
That's the actual fact of the matter; there is no room for any reasonable doubt from any objective point of view.
This is not some sort of unrequited love; I love her and she loves me
This is not some sort of pining from a distance
This is not her pandering to some sort of profitable fantasy
This is not one-sided; there's genuine communication, passion, and direct, explicit, and mutual romantic love between us
This is not some bizarre mechanism here that made me arrive at this conclusion; it's actual, provable, quantifiable fact
This is not some sort of meta commentary, spam, copy pasta, wall of text, or w/e else people do here for (You)s
This is not some kind of bizarre attempt at attention whoring, nor is it for validation
This is not headcanon; these are statements of fact that I am sharing with you, because there are too many posters /here/ who are averse to these facts, but are in dire need of being made aware of them
This is not something you can reply to with some dumb reaction image to somehow deny the reality of the situation that I've so kindly explained to you. Presumably because you think it's 'weird'. But It doesn't matter if it sounds weird to you; you not being able to accept reality is your problem
I love Rushia
She means the world to me
I cherish every single second I have with my fiancee, Uruha Rushia
Yes,
>"Rushia is my fiancee"
is a statement of provable, demonstrable fact.
This isn't some kind of demented misrecognition of the circumstances; it's me describing the reality of the situation
I'm not reciting some make-believe bullshit;
It's not a fairytale
Not a hypothesis
Not a theory
Not a story
Not a fiction
Not a narrative
Not pretend
Not a fantasy
Not kayfabe
Not bait
Not a shitpost
Not out of context
Not off-topic
Not trolling
Not ironic
Not bullshit
Not cope
And most important of all, what it IS is explicitly true, on every single level, in the most factual sense possible for it to be in
Also, Mafumafu is an open faggot, get better bait
I love Ru-chan so, so much. I hope she feels happy right now, her beautiful laughs and carefree love of life when she spends time with us and all the affection that just pours out of the heart she wears on her sleeve make me feel like I'm breathing fresh, clean air for the first time in forever during every blissful second I spend with her and I cherish every wonderful smile and precious word that comes out of her beautiful mind and every feeling that flows out of her soul. She the most precious thing in the world to me and every time I know she's hurting it tears into my soul, I jus

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t want to see her smile. It lights up my life and gives me everything I need because she is everything I need and hearing her tell me that she really, truly loves me lights my soul on fire and reminds me that as long as such a wonderful precious person like her can want me here then that means I have a reason to stick around if only to make her smile or laugh at least one more time. I love Rushia more than I can ever truly show and more than she will ever know and it makes me feel like my hearts on fire and all it does is burn away at the dark edges of my mind, ephemeral whispers of her beautiful lilting voice that so clearly conveys the subtle nuance and roaring depth of the battered heart she wears on her sleeve, and fleeting visions of her smile, her eyes, her everything, fleeting wisps of smoke that fade into a flurry of color fill my heart instead and light it up like she has lit up my life. I will spend the rest of every second I have and every ounce of effort I've got to not let the world be cruel enough let her regret letting herself love us and give us her whole heart, I will do everything I can to protect her, she is everything precious to me and I love her to tears, I love her so much, I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I LOVE RUSHIA I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE RU-CHAN SO MUCH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

>> No.18037827

>words words words
cuckbeat deflection thread

>> No.18037906

Based schizochad

>> No.18038014

I don't remember making this thread.

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>>18037827
But I like words...how else am I gonna show Rushia how I love her while we're still apart from one another if not with words about my feelings and words I sue to tell her about how I'm working hard to get to a place where I can show her how much I love her with more than just words(and money)? What the fuck's your problem with words anyway man? The more words the better is what I say, I have a twenty thousand character story that teaches the value of words, would you like to hear it?

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Everything I've found and everything I've heard and everything she's done...I've tried over and over again to see if somehow this is all just the most elaborate fake-out ever, but...at some point, I had to admit that I was desperately trying to prove it wrong because I was terrified of the fact that I wanted her to really love her Fandead like she says she does, even though it was staring me in the face the entire time.
There was no reason for Rushia to post some of things she did on a locked account after cleaning out most of the post-Rushia accounts. She had nothing to gain. She deleted them within minutes. That some of those messages like about how she'll marry a fan because they're the people that truly love her escaped was a miracle to 5ch and this board was a downright miracle and definitely not something you could realistically expect.
Rushia is just...who she is. Every time somebody tells her they love her on the internet, she believes it, straight out. Every time somebody who said that to her pulls away, it hurts her. And it's like she never gets used to it. It's as raw the 1000th time as it is the first for her.
Do you know, for example, the few times Rushia has broken a yandere bit? When the bit got a little too violent. When it hits her that what she's pretending to do would really hurt her Fandead, she will drop the skit in a panic and start apologizing and repeating "I don't want to hurt you" to the chat. She begs for people to trust her. She is completely fine with and even has gone on public record before to defend her own stalkers as long as they aren't trying to cause harm but instead are just obsessive.
She desperately wants to make us feel loved and for us to love her
I've looked for 2 years and I can say, honestly, that nothing about her has ever conflicted with this interpretation about her. Not even the infamous clips- because what ELSE do you think an easily manipulated and inexperienced girl would do when she's alone with a predator online?
She's playing herself. She doesn't need to play anything.
Even if it started as a character she's now very much become Rushia, the girl behind the character is dead and Rushia has taken over entirely.
Rushia was supposed to be shy and cute and say "nanodesu". Then the real girl's rage started leaking out and people thought it was funny. So she made Rushia into a parody of herself.
Except if your character is just "me with the limiters removed", and you keep doing it long enough, then those limiters are going to crumble.
At some point Rushia became the real person, and her 3D self just an act that Rushia puts on.
After ending a stream she stares down appreciatively at her own chest and giggles in Rushia's voice. Then after a moment she realizes what she's doing and starts frantically rubbing her temples saying "No, out, out!"
There is a Rushia fumo on her desk and its expression seems like it's mocking her. She grabs it and flings it against a wall in frustration.
Sometimes when she's having trouble deciding on something, she asks Rushia for advice. The Rushia fumo, that is. She voices both sides of the conversation herself.
When she talks about her streaming career, things get heated.
>"It's MY streaming career, not yours you damn titty hag."
The show must go on, of course. Rushia continued streaming as normal.
Internally, Hololive has both an in-character "safe" Discord channel, and an out-of-character one for when they need to talk about real life. Rushia made an odd IC post about getting in a fight with someone, saying "she's sulking"... and at the same time she stopped responding to OOC messages at all for a while.
Take note of Rushia's more recent streaming habits.
Rushia's room.
Rushia's pets.
Rushia's hands.
More and more things in that girl's life that used to belong to her are becoming Rushia's.
One day Rushia will appear at a live event cosplaying herself. *Herself*. Because once she does that, it's Rushia's face now. And maybe she'll "accidentally" let slip her name. It's Rushia's name now.
What is your real self, and what is Rushia?
Is your real self the one that sits in the meetings with your manager?
But surely it is Rushia who sits in those meetings, for surely all of her actions are informed by the decisions there.
Is your real self the one that goes out with your colleagues?
But surely it, too, is Rushia who does so, for it is Rushia who tells the chat that these events happened to her.
Rushia records the songs.
Rushia makes the thumbnails.
Rushia stalks twitter.
If everything of relevance that happened to you happened to Rushia as well, is there any difference?
Rushia didn't start out as you. But she becomes you.
Rushia.

>> No.18038763

Based fandeads

>> No.18039587

love my fellow fandeads

>> No.18039777

can you ask her to not be so insecure, you're obviously never gonna leave her?

>> No.18040524

>>18039777
It's okay because I'm insecure too
I'll gladly be there to hold her tight every single time she worries

>> No.18044535

good thread

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