/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

me and my gf went to the beach today

At some point, my love for my oshi will circle back to hate for my oshi

>>1242994
>unrequited love for your oshi
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>1242994
I want a real life oshi that i can marry and have a family with. I have a fantasy that a women i love does asmr for me until i fall sleep while she rubs my head.

Never ever lads.

Sora's so fucking cute. She always was, but that 3D date stream was dangerous.

My co workers ask me where my girl friend Every time this discussion pops up. I would make up a story about how I'm in a one sided relationship with a cartoon artist. Sometimes I would have to compete for her attention from other adoring men at the same time. I give this impression that its very difficult to appease someone who doesn't even acknowledge my existence unless I spend money on her.

>>1242994
I wish Milkyqueen nothing but happiness and I hope more people see her streams in the future.

>>1244799
This probably sounds even worse to them than just saying that you're single and spend nights alone.

>>1244232
可愛さ余って憎さ百倍

>I will never get to have sex with my oshi

>>1242994
I love Nina Saotome. I love everything about her. I love her beautiful voice. I love the accent she tries to cover up. I love her angelic singing. I love that she plays shitty retro games that remind her of her childhood. I love that she likes games and never gives up at trying to be good at them. I love how hard she works at streaming even though she has a day job that makes her very tired. I love the passion she puts into everything. I love that she does her reps even if that means forgoing a stream or two, just so she can perform at a higher level. I love how polite and conscientious and friendly she is to all the anonymous jerkoffs in chat like me. I love how smart and witty and she is, and how she's a natural at conversation. I love that she tries to reach out to and make friends with all her vtuber peers, and supports them every way she can. I love that she's chasing her dreams of being a great performer even though the kids in school made fun of her singing, and even though she can't even take singing lessons right now because of the stupid virus, and even though she probably questions every day whether she'll make it. I love that she rides her bike everywhere. I love how short she is and I love her tiny hands. I love that she's probably around my age. I love that she lives far away from me, and that we'll probably never meet, and that even if we did we'd have nothing to talk about, because she deserves to know and love better people than me. I love that she'll probably push on and become successful and loved by everyone, because her success makes me happy, even if it hurts. I love that she exists, because if I work as hard as she does, maybe someday I could get to know someone like her - which makes me want to work hard at the life that I had given up on. I love Nina!

Somewhat recently became a gosling. How do you cope with the fact that she will never be yours?

why do jannies hate /gg/ bros?

>>1244232
>>1245323
That's ominous, but probably true for most people. I can't imagine ever hating my oshi though, I know rationally she is a stranger who owes me nothing and that any harm to me from my love of her would be entirely self-inflicted.

I love my oishi, not in a romantic way, but in a more paternal way.

Don't like to look at lewds of them either.

I just really like them in a caring/supportive way, and I really hope for the best for them. Rrats aside, it's clear they're battling their demons, and if I could I'd help them however I can.

Sometimes I've thought about sending a Supachat with like, a message about it but that's crossing a personal line. Anything just to say "hey, you've got my support. Not in a simping kinda way, but I hope that you're able to overcome what plagues you".

It is what it is though. Sorry for being a fag.

>>1243763
Your girlfriend is cute, who is she? Why do you love her and how did you meet?

>>1246165
That it doesn't matter. I've stopped caring about affection. I just nut and stop caring. Last time I was with a woman it was very mechanical and to the point.

Obligatory: https://files.catbox.moe/l98ro6.mp4

>>1246165
"Cope" is a strong word to use, since I barely get by. But I choose to get out of bed every morning because even though my oshi will never be mine, someone like her might be if only I'd try. I also try to remember that other chuubas I respect and admire, and who are more successful and beloved than I will ever be, still have problems and feel like their life is in shambles sometimes.

I want to rescue her from her shithole country before jealous niggers find out about her and besiege her farm for being white and successful. God I hope she and Neko move to the Netherlands and live with Nina.

You love your oshi today, but in the future, you will destroy your oshi.

>>1246412
>Sorry for being a fag
This is the designated thread, no need to apologize. People make fun of us goslings, but it can happen to anyone. We all need people to care for, and the modern world is a pretty lonely place. I'm sure your oshi knows that fans like you are rooting for her, and when she thinks of it, it brings a smile to her face.

>>1246516
I didn't mean it in a sexual way (at least not primarily, though it is part of it). I rarely even fap nowadays.
>>1246583
Yeah, that sounds about right., thanks.
>>1246412
You seem like a cool dude and what you describe is probably better and healthier than being in love with her. But it's not something one gets to choose I guess.

the girl has a victim complex and I a savior complex. good thing im broke and too autistic to go fully parasocial.

I'm new to this board. The fuck is oshi? Or are you guys just mispelling Yoshi?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kE7LFGBIgBc
>11:22

>>1246924
Lurk more

The rrats have burrowed too deep in my brain. I want to see my oshi hurt.

>>1246578
Oof. Okayu's not even my oshi, but that hits hard. Have a sheep lullaby to counteract that, everybody:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZGLkYVwcCs
>>1246720
>I hope she and Neko move to the Netherlands and live with Nina
We can only pray that day may come, the off-collabs would be cute as fuck.

>>1246924
Yes, we all want to fuck Yoshi

>>1246924
Yes. We all have a Yoshi. Here's mine.

>>1247127
>listening to rrats
Congrats, you played yourself. If you want her to be hurt, she isn't your oshi anymore. Take your meds.

>>1247467
Not literal rrats, but what the rrats represent. She is my oshi because she is the only one I want to hurt.

>>1246720
Tell me more about this Dutch vtuber. I am intrigued.

>>1242994
My mind always has a way of making me feel guilty for enjoying myself or enjoying literally anything
At times it's overwhelming and even debilitating, and other times I try to think well, none of this fucking matters, I'm well aware of this, but I want to try and enjoy my oshi while I can
Every fucking day is a pendulum swing of "fuck you for enjoying yourself, you should feel guilty for existing" and "let's face the day because we can see our oshi and you enjoy and love her a lot"
Holo fucking Live

I just want chammers to do whatever content she enjoys, shes so talented it's a shame they won't let her have creative freedom. Chammer streams are the highlight of any day by far, definitely #1 world wide strongest idol

>>1247522
See >>1245817
I can't believe you don't know about Nina, she's plastered all over this place most days thanks to anons shilling - including me! If you wanna know more just ask /wvt/, I don't wanna derail this thread.

>>1247886
Honestly, I'm pretty newfag here. Only popped in a few days ago while looking for more news about Gibara's graduation.

>>1247965
I see. Well, /wvt/ is the front desk for all western indie vtuber info, like I said. Ask there. But definitely check out Nina, she is one of the best indies alive. I just don't wanna gush anymore about her than I already have.

>>1245817
I felt physical pain reading this. Good post.

>>1247599
You should probably talk to a therapist or a psychiatrist about that, anon. That sounds like it would suck. I'm glad Zoombie makes you happy, though.
>>1247657
I respect the chaama. She seems like she has a strong will, she will no doubt persevere.

>>1242994
I've recently started to become Gosling after realizing that my oshi is actually real. I want to become her friend, but I will probably never be anything more than a fan to her.
Why can't I find someone like her who would want to be my friend? Why do I have to be so lonely?

>>1248339
Actually Zoombie isn't my oshi, although she is nice, I just used that reaction image because AHHHHHHHHH

I love Ame so fucking much, she actually makes me smile

>>1248321
I feel my love for her overtaking me...it is a good pain.
>>1248479
Who's your oshi?
>>1248512
Not even my oshi, but she makes me smile, too. She is a real ray of sunshine.

>>1248607
>Who's your oshi?
Ame

Your oshi will betray you

something recently awoke inside of me and i finally understand the old larsposters and im doing my self improvement reps for ame
So much so that I actually kinda feel like Im not good enough and dont deserve to watch her until I get /fit/ which kinda sucks. But at the same time its actually gotten me to do more improvement to myself in the last month than the last couple of years combined and ive actually lost 20 pounds and am going to the gym and doing SOMETHING physical almost every day now. so kinda a double edged sword

>>1242994
She is everything that's good in the world. She is the warm morning sun and the cool evening moon. She is the homely roughness of wool and fine softness of silk. The essence of all things that bring comfort and joy are embodied in her.

She made me realize I don't want to be alone, that I want to find someone, that I need to take better care of myself, and that I [spoilerhave a wicked foot fetish. lmao god why[/spoiler]

>>1242994 (OP)
She is everything that's good in the world. She is the warm morning sun and the cool evening moon. She is the homely roughness of wool and fine softness of silk. The essence of all things that bring comfort and joy are embodied in her.

She made me realize I don't want to be alone, that I want to find someone, that I need to take better care of myself, and that I have a wicked foot fetish. lmao god why

>>1248861
I'm very proud of you anon, you're farther ahead than me. Though I feel the same way about my oshi. I hope I can deserve someone like her someday.
>>1249084
>>1249144
You'll get the hang of posting eventually, anon. Also, liking a woman's feet is perfectly natural. Girl feet are cute (most of the time). My oshi made me realize I don't want to be alone, too. You always make fun of people who say that when you're young, and then you're suddenly over 30 and thinking about your own mortality, and it's not so funny anymore.

>>1242994
>gosling thread
>can't post goslings
S-sugoi...
Seriously though, what the fuck meido-san?

>>1246924
I'll spoonfeed
It's idol culture's version of "waifu"

It's all or nothing, jannie. Either the thread stays up or the thread goes down. None of this half measure bullshit with deleting images.

>>1249927
Stop endearing the volunteers.

>>1249927
Meido cracking down on gosling posting might be for the best, its already been run into the ground by hlgg.

>>1249987
In his twisted janny logic, he probably thinks the topic of the thread is legit, but hates goslings and wants to fuck with us for laughs. You know how they are.
>>1250038
Guess we're going to have to come up with a new meme, cause they can banish Hollywood Actor Ryan Gosling, but they can't banish our loneliness.

>>1250107
Just draw gosling as an anime character and they won't take it down

what the faq is happening dans this thread mes amis?

>>1250133
I'm actually surprised no one has done this yet.

>>1250200
yeah, if only someone thought of a hand drawn guy who represents 'feels', that could be super original anon you should pursue it

>>1250259
Fuck you, jannie.

>>1250259
>meido is a wojak poster
shoulda known

>>1250259
kek

>>1250200
?

What the fuck jannies? Goslings aren't allowed now?
A bit late don't ya think morons? Now let that shit stay or I'm going to call Hiroshima and your daily hotpocket will disappear. Take this as you will.

>>1244489
Are you me? Only thing you're missing is the lap pillow
>tfw no VA asmr gf

>>1251071
meidos are a fucking coinflip here
started out being really solid, to taking a month of sleepy time, and now theyre randomly deleting gosling images. you can never fucking win

I can't believe we'll have to Gosling over Gosling.

>Gosling general
>Can't post gosling
Su-sugoi!

>>1244799
You're talking about Pochi-sensei, right?

Ollie says: "Take your fucking meds, bros."

>>1249987
the post that saved /gg/

So what, we can't post reaction images anymore?
When the fuck was that a rule?

>>1251350
It's Real!

>your oshi is having a just chatting stream
>at last some quality time without the distraction of games, media shares, or collabs
>can't think of anything to say but lol and post a few emotes

>>1251754
Ask her what she ate for breakfast / lunch / dinner or ask her what her favorite X is.

>>1251754
>chat's really slow atm
>say something to fill awkward silence
>she reads it
>mild chuckle
>that's it

>>1251157
out of all the boards i frequent /vt/ currently has the worst jannies

>>1251754
Trying to actually use a YouTube chat feels like a pointless or fruitless endeavour
Aren't there hundreds and hundreds of other people just spamming stuff?

>>1252007
He's almost certainly referring to Twitch chat, specifically small indie chats. Possibility for (virtual) intimacy is much higher, but so is the possibility of rejection.

>>1252053
That just seems like even more of a lost cause somehow
At most maybe you'll get your stuff read, but I've been in indie chats with maybe 10 viewers at most, not everything gets read, even if it's mundane shit

>>1252007
Not all streamer's chats are fast. Also if it's a streamer infested with EOPs your Japanese messages will stand out.

While you are away, my heart comes undone
Slowly unravels in a ball of yarn
The Devil collects it with a grin
Our love, our love in a ball of yarn
He'll never return it
He'll never return it
So when you come back, we'll have to make new love

>>1252071
It depends on the streamer. There's some who will read almost everything. Some will only read stuff they find funny or relevant. Some seem to just pick messages at random. Others are just bad and won't read much at all. You need to find a streamer you vibe with well. Or torture yourself by trying to interact with an indie you like who reads like one out of three of your comments, and even though it feels good when she does, when she passes up the other two it feels like she's secretly rolling her eyes at how pathetic you are.

>>1252246
Why bother, then? For the chance of something more? For the possible validation? I just want to understand

>>1252007
Don't look at this spoiler unless you want to know the terrible truth. She has read plenty of your comments but hasn't said shit about them because you're not interesting or creative enough. That said, timing comments well does help. If you understand the streamers pace/when they look at chat, try to time your comments along with when you'll expect them to look. Though it may be counterintuitive, posting longer comments is actually best done while chat is spamming. If the entire chat is flooded with emojis you might be the only real comment when they look at the screen.

>>1252318
Because I am a lonely, mentally unsound NEET with a yawning void in my heart that aches to be filled with female attention. Or any attention at all, really. I'm much like pic related.

>>1252377
>spoiler

>>1244232
Happened to me with Gura, I never missed a single stream and eventually I realized I was tired of her. Now I watch several vtubers whenever it's convenient to my schedule, instead of just one that I schedule my week around.

>>1252513
sounds like burnout which is the same thing she was experiencing recently. you just need a break from her

>>1252513
Getting burned out on a streamer isn't the same as hating her, though. Still, what you do is probably healthier. I've already gone off the deep end and spend most of my waking moments watching, listening to, thinking about, or posting about my oshi. It's actually hell but I can't stop.

>>1252580
Hate her. It's only natural now.

>>1252614
I hate myself, not her. After all, she hasn't done anything wrong.

>>1252634
She's ruining your life. It's all her fault. You don't need to take personal responsibility. It's fine to scapegoat her for your actions. She can take it anyway as she has hundreds or more other fans she'll think of before you anyway.

>>1252634
Hate her.

>>1252513
>burnout
Weak lol
Give yourself a little break you can always come back watching her
>1252614
>1252680
>1252687
Fuck off small dicked faggots

>>1252547
She really peaked around Halloween anyway, so if she doesn't quit after her year is up next October should be fun again.

>>1252680
>>1252687
Go to bed, Sheev.

Faggots LARPing as Emperor Palpatine in this thread

LET THE HATE FLOW THROUGH YOU

>make a comment in chat
>oshi reads it
>doesn't understand what you meant
>conversation has moved on by the time you type out an explanation
>finger hovers over the enter key
>move it away
>highlight
>delete

Hate your oshi

I don't have romantic feelings for my oshi, but I wish that this is the year she moves past her insecurities and lingering issues. Meet her mom, damn it!

>>1252963
hate this anon's oshi

>>1252963
No. What are you gonna do, now?

>>1253046
Hate her for you.

Have you ever heard the tragedy of Darth Plagueis the Wise

You are nothing to your oshi.

>>1253079
It's not a rrat the Antis would tell you.

>thread has devolved entirely into doomposting
sasuga Laotian goat milking forum

>>1253285
I don't know that this counts as doomposting. "Hate your oshi" seems more.. silly.

>>1253285
It's just one schizo. I've seen him in other threads. He seems to think that it's his life's mission to get people to abandon their oshis. Post pekos and he'll get tired and leave.

My oshi went to dentist lately for her aching wisdom tooth so she is taking a break. I hope she heals quickly so she doesn't have to endure the pain more. I want to go back to simp for her more but I know her health is the most important. So Ill wait and do my best to make sure she gets enough attention and support when she is comes back. I really love her!

>>1253483
Why is she your oshi?

>>1253454
Yea, I always underestimate how hard one nutcase will samefag and shit up an entire thread. He ain't running me off of my oshi; though, she's got too much SoulTM.

i want a shark gf

>>1253596
You'll tire of your oshi.

>>1253571
Because she makes me smile desu. I love her cute reactions and voice. She is really adorable in her own way. And she is still obnoxious after the "incident". So I will never leave her. That's what she asked for me to do.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9s2jVyyMbQA

>>1252377
Sounds like my experience. I've gotten my comments read a good number of times, and I barely talk in chat. It's all about having something worth talking about that isn't just "uwu you're so pretty" or some dumb ass shit.

>>1253716
Friend you seem a little bit irritated. I think you should watch some cute vtubers to calm your nerves. Don't worry friend I got some clips for you to watch.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5jwRklep0lo
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iBtKeAyY5U&list=PLZNjLlXVDR1IemRiW1L42IAPz7XeFuxtZ&index=203
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O58q1KzoxUs

You'll tire of your oshi. You'll never admit it to save face, but you will.

>>1253867
>clips
>dloow

>>1247657
I'm really hoping she comes back. I might actually cry if she doesn't.

I can't watch my oshi because when I see her interacting in chat with other viewers I feel like I'm being cucked.

>>1253974
You are.

>>1253959
She is the strongest idol in the universe, she will definitely come back. We are gonna make it

>>1253867
>>1253914
Clippers BEGONE
https://files.catbox.moe/xpzmoz.mkv
https://files.catbox.moe/4sww0l.mkv
https://files.catbox.moe/7sb4e3.webm

My oshi have sleeping problems, she doesn't complain, but it looks for me pretty serious. How can I save her? She's taking sleeping pills, but they have no effect on her.

>>1254141
She should probably see a doctor or try to take a break. You can try telling that to her but considering she will just fudge it by saying "Thanks guys but I am really fine" sadly you cannot do much. I hope she gets better asap.

>>1254141
You cannot save her