/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

My oshi is dead.

>it's another parasocial meme thread

>>1029165
Huh? No, it's about Ryan Gosling.

>>1028973
go back to /gif Ryan they need the goose

I wonder if Ryan will ever stream with an anime-styled avatar of himself.

>>1028973
does ryan know he's a universal symbol for male loneliness on the internet?

>>1028973
post gosling worthy material

How fucked are you when she graduates?

>>1029254
>ywn
why live?

literally me

>>1029440
She won't graduate... SHE WON'T.

>>1029440
Somehow I lived. But I'll never forget. I'll always miss her.

>>1029440
shes already graduated

>>1028973
Anons don't worry, there is still hope, my oshi graduated and came back shortly after that with the same character so never give up

>>1029527
I miss her so much.

post your rarest gosling

>>1028973
>never gonna have a wolf-mom gf that will sing and play the ukulele to help you fall asleep

I didn't groom my oshi in the time when she had very little viewers because I was too shy and thought that I will forget her eventually, and other groomers who were active in chat, in comments, and on twitter are much closer to her now. Some managed to become her mods, and some became vtubers, and will, no doubt, collab with her. I'm feeling cucked right now. And I can't write her anything without a feeing that I'm looking like a creep. I know if I DM her she will reply, I did that in the past, but I feel like I have no place near her. So she's ghosting me without actually ghosting.
I commented very little, used different names for donations, in chat and on twitter, can't draw fanart, so I'm a complete literally who for her. Most of her audience makes me sick, I think that they do not admire her the way I do or don't respect her enough, so 80% of them are blocked in chat, but I can still see them on screen.
I 'm very concerned about her health and mental state. Although she behaves completely normal, there were some red flags that made my imagination come up with narratives. There is probably more info in fanbox, but I avoid her fanbox because I don't want to be even more invested into her that I already am.
She is Japanese by the way.
I avoided at all cost giving her too much attention, but ended up overly invested in her anyway, and now I regret it. I can't be a good groomer and make her acknowledge me, there will be a lot of people who are better than me in every way: some influential vtubers, who can give her collabs, rich people, who can giver her akasupas, and native japs who know her way better than I do, or artists who can draw good fanart of her. She doesn't need me.
I need either forget her and move on.

>>1029800
take your meds but unironically

semen demon could have been as wild as chamers

>>1029800
thats right anon. those who do their reps will always be more successful than you. as it should be.

>>1028973

I'll keep pretending she's everyone's idol and untouchable, until I go crazy menhera or technology moves fast enough to make it a reality she can be mine

I wish I would meet a girl like Ina, passionate about their craft, mentally stable and overall fun to be around. The worst is not that hey are extremely rare, but I know that I would never even come close to being worthy of being her partner. And it hurts.

>>1029800
go outside man, you guys are so fucking bad outside

tfw kissless virgin

This thread reminds me that I haven't watched Bladerunner, I think I'll download the original and watch it tomorrow or sometime next week, after that I'll watch 2049.

If you had a chance with your oshi, would she even like you?

>>1030169
I'm like the opposite of what she likes.

>>1029997
Same. Nothing attracts me more than a girl who is successful as a product of their passion and hard work. Girls like that seem rare, but I have hope.

>>1028973

I can't stop thinking about Ame, she occupies my thoughts throughout the whole day. I can't believe I fell in love with a vtuber...

>>1030103
Remember to watch the Final Cut, it's the best bladerunner version.

>>1030169
If I had a chance with my oshi I would not take it until I became a better person.

I live alone. I found Hololive to help mitigate my general loneliness and anxiety. While several clicked with me, Ina's probably been the most that's clicked, but also the one I've just been obsessed with. So much so I've tried my hardest to find out more about her roommate. I want to go to Canada and find her and marry her. I want to take care of her hikkineet habits and help her feel comfy and loved and safe.
i also want to play my dick on her ribcage like a xylophone
Bros what do I do?

>>1028973
Alright, I'll write
Before this pandemic I actually used to be fairly social and outgoing, trying to step out of my introverted shell, and honestly, I was doing pretty well looking back
But since I've been at home, torn away from what I was used to, I basically reverted back to my introverted, NEET ways
I'd usually just play a ton of games and maybe watch stuff, the usual
Then I discovered my oshi
At first it was like "oh this is neat" but then as I kept watching I grew really attached to her
I think about her a lot, I look forward to any time she's streaming, I watch vods I missed out on, and I watch/listen to clips of her before I sleep
I changed my phone backgrounds to her, downloaded her BGM and songs she's sung
She just brings me a lot of joy and I like to imagine that she's the kind of gal I'd be into if she were real
I know in the back of my mind that this is all nonsense, it hounds at me any time I try to enjoy myself
And then I think that it doesn't matter, none of this fucking matters
I'm dealing with being at home and she's helped, and as long as I'm aware of this and just enjoy this fantasy for now, is it really so awful?
Who knows when the world will unfuck itself, if ever, but for now, I just want to enjoy my oshi, especially since she's helped me deal with what an awful time this has been

>>1030103
The original Blade Runner is okay. In my opinion it has really phenomenal moments and wonderful atmosphere, but the actual plot itself is not the greatest. I'd watch only so you can appreciate 2049 more. Pure kino

>>1030367
this, watch it if only to make 2049 that much more kino

>>1030247
Same, anon
When I'm at work I just keep thinking about her and how cute she is, and how I can't wait to get home to try and catch a stream (since some of her streams have been while I'm at work)

>>1030247
The anon has fallen in love with a vtuber

>>1030409
kek

>>1030169
she would fall head over heels 4 me

>>1030367
I'd say the Blade Runner video game makes the best use of the original's plot and atmosphere.

>>1030169
I would hope so but fuck I don't even like myself
I feel like she'd want me to work on that though

>>1030303
do your reps
take your meds
become a better person
right now ina finds you incredibly creepy.

>>1030358
I'm always surprised at how much the whole having to stay at home thing affected most people, for me personally it changed basically nothing, my routine was almost exactly the same.

Not trying to sound like a tough guy or anything like that, it just always surprises me how little my lifestyle has in common with most people.

>>1030358
Been there, but the only reason I got out was because the neet life fueled my self hatred and the fantasy became less and less comforting the more I became aware that I wouldn't be in a good shape to be anyone's friend, much less a waifu or an oshi.

>>1030044
You aren't alone, anon...

Once I get a job after finishing my studies I will try to get her whaling in her fanbox! I will use being very young, having a good career, no language barrier and being good looking in my advantage, wish me luck anons! I won't gosling anymore I will be active!
If someone gets advantage and steals her I will kill myself!

>>1030409
It's clear that my oishi has already fallen in love with the picture you posted.... sorry fellow deadbeats, but there's no hope for us after the Shr*k watchalong

>>1029094
shouldn't have committed crimes

>>1030671

>>1030671
Fuck, Farquaad really is Mori's ideal man, it's not even a joke.

>>1030671
how can moistcritikal even compete?

>>1030367
>>1030389
I took a quick look on Netflix and saw that Blade Runner The Final Cut is on there, that the original?
Then 2049 comes after?

>>1030773
Yes.

>>1030773
Yep. The original Theatrical release ruins the original vision by adding a different ending and thought narrations to push the noir elements.

>>1030773
Watch Drive after those two.

>>1030855
Sushi, that's what my ex wife called me.

>>1029486
Literally me with Koopa.
It passed eventually but I had a rough week after I discovered her

>know the meme
>don't know the movie
JUST

>>1030169
fuck no
I'm an year short of becoming a wizard and I've done nothing with my life and she's successfully chasing her dreams

>>1030169
I would hope so. I'll be an attorney in a few years so not like I'll be some Walmart stocker, but I've never been the sort of guy women fawned over. I mean, I'm here so that's self-evident imho

>decided to post gosling once as a joke months ago
>now it's real

>>1030285
How long will that take?

My love is vengeance that's never free

>>1030285
I remember a /fit/ post about a guy who decided to get buff and healthy so he can feel better masturbating to his waifu, Relena from Gundam.

>>1030615
Tell me who she is, I will work hard to one up you. Except for the age factor I'm pretty confident in myself, but maybe she likes older men.

>>1031201
I don't know, and don't really care. What I do know is that if I stop doing my reps then it will never happen.

>>1030169
I have literally 0 positive qualities, I cannot think of a single good thing about me.

She will never love you. She will never know you. She will never meet you. She will never touch you. You are unhealthy. This is escapism. You are not happy.

>>1031454
I agree with you but saying this here is not gonna make any difference.

>>1031454
>You are not happy
Obviously. Why the hell do you think chuubas took off?

Goslingposters are all kings. Cheers m8s.

>>1028973
Hey Anons i never saw any of the Blade Runner films, do you guys recommend them? how has the original hold up?

Truth is the game was rigged from the start and needs to be reset