/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

im f(no cuss words)reaking sleepy

ohayorushi

Anybody else randomily get involuntary urges everyday to need to immediately be with and see Rushia that completely overwhelms everything else? I'll just be living my life normally and without warning I'll suddenly feel like i'm dying without her, and I need to pull out my phone and just stare at a picture of her and look into her eyes and then reread her twitter, and listen to one of her streams again or a voice pack as soon as possible. For me it typically occurs around the hours she would tweet/twitcast, I think it must be that randomly being blessed by her words and beautiful voice became such a dopamine rush that my body literally became addicted. I just feel like I'll go crazy if I don't see her that instant and nothing else matters.