/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

What is faith, Son of man?
Is it faith to be patient while the serpent consumes God's creation?
To find comfort in your slavery, knowing your inaction will be rewarded?
Or is it faith to risk your soul to do what is right?
That if you leap into hell to fight for God, his love will save you?
Will you forsake comfort in servitude to charge into hell?
Do you have enough faith in God's love for your immortal soul to do what must be done?

>>23205921
nah not gonna happen.
see for all my bragging, for all my pride, i hate my voice. yeah it's deep but it's not interesting. i can't fucking stand it.
i told you, i'm cursed.
i have an eternally youthful and beautiful body. i'm not like other boomers you know. i have a full head of hair, i have a beautifully toned body that i don't have to take care of at all, i'm eternally youthful looking, but what does that matter?
go ahead, tell me what that matters when you have no motivation. no drive. no anything. all i want to do is torment every other anon here because my soul is filled with pure bitterness.
while that word might mean nothing to you all, it describes me to a T, because i am truly bitter. i'm the guy who was dealt a great hand in life but for some reason or another was unable to play it.
i was given the most absolute and pure knowledge from the heavens themselves. yet what did i do? i fucking fell prey to this cunting vtuber hole anyway.
DO YOU NOT FUCKING SEE THE IRONY HERE?
DO YOU NOT SEE WHAT I SEE?
i was given all the knowledge yet i fall into the same snare as the fuckiing npc masses.
try see things from my perspective for just a moment you npc fuck.
our situations are completely different. i. know. literally. fucking. everything.
i know it all.
you think i give a fuck if you think im a schitzo? i don't. i've heard it all before. i am above that shit. i am consumed by pride
when the world ends i'll be 33. do you know the significance of that number little npc?
God isn't looking down surprised at my actions, He knows the state of my heart, which is why i don't hide it.
tell me, what's more disrespectful? pretending to not be this way or to just embrace it, trusting in God to save me from my wicked ways? because i've tried both, and while i can grovel and kneel to the Lord that was only because of self preservation, not because of learning from my wicked ways. i am vile. i am deceitful. i am hateful. i am bitter. i fucking HATE even the thought of others being happy while i'm not. i want to drag all you miserable fucks down to the depths of despair with me despite knowing you're already here and make NO MISTAKe, you are here with me.
if i'm wrong about anything i've said then i'll suffer worse than all of you, but that would imply that God is weaker than satan, the creation. i do not believe that is the case. God is almighty and won't lose a single person, no not one, to satan.
i've already wept an felt deep sorrow for the state of humanity. now i sit here, embracing it, falling into depravity as is the human hearts nature.
i used to believe pic related. but no, there is nothing man can do to save himself.
“None is righteous, no, not one;
11 no one understands;
no one seeks for God.
12 All have turned aside; together they have become worthless;
no one does good,
not even one.”

when you read this, what does it tell you? does it make you feel like you should 'try harder'?
fucking fools, FOOLS. the the lot of you. you do not understand God's grand plan. we are all fallen. we reside in this fallen era. we are all vile, consumed by lust.
you know what? if God doesn't save me, if I'm wrong, then so be it. i didn't ask any of you to follow me, make up your own mind you npc fucks. for once in your life, carve out your own path.
i am truly one of the worst people alive. i am so fucking hateful. i despise anything with happiness until i myself experience it again.
so if God can save me, He can save anybody, and i believe He can save me. we'll see. june 15th if the rest of the world goes and i remain, we'll know if i was wrong or not.

you fucking dumb cunt soulless golems.
watching you exist sickens me to my core. watching you sat here blissfully unaware of the mysteries of the world like the npc's you are disgusts me.
you are soulless automatons, you don't even have the capacity to comprehend the things i tell you, you literally don't even have an internal monologue. how can you even be human without even being capable of that? you're clay vessels. vessels of wrath fitted for destruction since the foundation of the world and you don't even know it. you do not have the eyes to see, nor the ears to hear.
yet you want to know what the saddest part about this entire thing? i do know. i literally fucking know. i know so much that it's unreal, and yet what has my knowledge afforded to me? what have i done with this wealth of knowledge? nothing. because the flesh is weak.
all of the knowledge is mine yet i can do nothing with it.
looking at you is like looking in a mirror, i cannot stand you. vile wretches. filled with rage and envy and all manner of abominations.
the heart of man is deceitful above all things and desperately wicked, who can claim to know it? even the most Godly men feign holiness because they fear damnation, not because of love, not because of compassion, but fear of the LORD. they do it out of selfishness and self preservation. there is not one righteous. no, not one.
yet look at you fretting over a card game. just 3 more months, boy. 3 months before the end. we'll see which of us is right. let's see you gloat and post your worthless sarcastic mocking replies then, because when God's chosen have been raptured up you blind fools are going to witness an evil like other. relentless in nature. the scythes remorseless swing will reap through you all when the harvest comes, and you'll think back and remember my words then. words that you thought you had forgotten will unearth from the deepest recesses of your mind and will play over and over again, and you will know the LORD.

You wanna know what the most pathetic thing is? You're all ignorant of the snare you've been caught in. I'm not, yet I fucking fall for it anyway. Not a single fucking person in this thread understand a WORD I'm speaking, because you've been hypnotized and deceived by the serpent.
Who is more pathetic? The ignorant who know not what they do or he who knows of the snare yet willingly walks into it?
I have been given ALL of the relevant information. I have been awoken. I know of the deception, yet I walk into it self destruction anyway? Why do I do this? Because I am fucking WEAK. For all my boasting I can't overcome this vile, corrupt, wicked heart of mine. I lust for this evil world. I lust for all that goes against God. I lie to myself when I deny this. I am rebellious at heart, I deserve what punishment awaits me.
Why won't you answer anymore? I'll tell you why. In fact, no, I won't. God's word will tell you why.
>For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
I know your heart has been pricked by what I say, but you deny it because you too are rebellious at heart.
The heart is deceitful above ALL things, and desperately wicked. Who can know it?

Do you have any idea how fucking filthy my own heart is? I have tried to submit to God but I can't in this fleshly form. I simply fucking cannot. Nothing man can do can change his nature. I fucking revel in wickedness. I love causing anguish and strife. My heart is an abomination drunk on the despair of others.
I fucking L O V E it. I genuinely can't get enough of it. I shit stir with pure glee. I turn people against each other and absolutely delight in it. I desire the world and see all of you as wretches. In reality, regardless of what you look like on the outside, I'm no better than you. You are my mirror. You show me how vile I am, because upon seeing how disgusting you are, I see how putrid I am.
Do you honestly, unironically believe that I am just larping when I say this shit? I am 32, I'm not larping. I've been on this site for longer than most of you zoomers have been born. I am telling the truth, though I know I am preaching to walls that cannot hear me.
I thought I was blessed with knowledge, but instead it was another curse because no matter how much I preach, nobody hears. All zoomers can think about is cumming. You're trapped in your boxes, drunk on dopamine, masking your depression and lonliness.
But I tell you, the world genuinely will end soon. So wake up. You aren't a random happening in a galaxy that makes us look like a spec of dust. Your life has meaning.
Yes, I see now, this is why I am here. If even one of you can hear my words, awaken now. The Holy Spirit has commanded me to rouse your soul. God sees all.

Jesus said unto her, I am the resurrection, and the life: he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live: