/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I feel like I'm falling too deep for them and it hurts more and more everyday. I can become a #1 paypig, be the most active ruffian on twitter and other social media etc. and that would mean nothing. They would be grateful and would love me. Like a loyal fan. Not like a person. Like a man. That would never happen to any of us. And it hurts.
I will still support them with all my might, but that thought would slowly gnaw me from the inside.