/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Nobody cares but I just wanna vent, don't mind me. I'm gonna start to keep a healthier emotional distance from IRyS. I caught myself daydreaming about her multiple times cuz I'm a lonely fuck and that shit is just not healthy no matter how you spin it. I stopped my membership already so I don't have access to the emotes or member streams once the current cycle ends, that way it feels like I'm less attached to her and the community/fans. I'll still watch her of course, she's awesome, but I feel like this is necessary so I don't actually end up unironically falling in love with a vtuber that I'll never have a chance with. I'm also gonna stop making image edits/oc for the thread because my IRyS folder is full of stuff I've made and fanart and it makes me feel attached and reminds me of all the time I've invested into just being hardcore into her. Still, it makes me happy to see people using some of the stuff I've made, here or in other threads.

You guys probably think I'm just a schizo which is fair enough, we get those here, but I recommend doing this yourself if you share similar feelings. IRyS isn't ever gonna be mine in any way, so investing that much general emotion and love into her isn't good, that's what I feel. This isn't a joke btw, I'm talking about how I've been having genuine feelings for her and it's worrying.

Her life keeps going when she turns off the stream and she is showered in money and love, while I'm just some fuck in a random corner of the world wageslaving and have no friends, if I got killed right now nobody would care and IRyS would never ever know. I think it's fair if I want to maintain distance and just be a casual viewer instead of a delusional idiot losing his mind day in and day out. IRyS doesn't need my love or my money and none of you need me around either, so it's fair to go the neutral route, I think. I'll try my best to go back to the old days of when I first joined this thread and just be a lurker here and in her streams, then switch off when she isn't around. That's all I wanted to say, carry on.

This is what cheebs sounds like when I kick her
https://litter.catbox.moe/70m8xj.mp3

I think Advent should watch Scary Movie together.

>>62468676
Isn't she the best?

I hang up on every cheeb call

If I was IRyS' manager I would push for her to get a joke cheebs model and do a cheebs stream. The funds would already be allocated for that and her comeback stream would be cheebs. This is why things have to change. Vote for me, Guy GuyRySon, to become her new manager.

I would let chiropractoRyS give me a massage and then attempt to crack my back and my neck even if it means permanent damage to my spine

I really like this pornographic video of IRyS
https://litter.catbox.moe/181afo.mp4

>>57730820
Based youtube, have another
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVVKCvhYiFE

https://litter.catbox.moe/k71q7g.mp3

Fucking Flare while forcing her to hold a bow and arrow and calling her a filthy dark elf only useful for sex

IRyS loved seeing me in 3D.

>>56514942
Got IRyS, who just so happens to be my oshi. This basically confirms we're meant to be!

Towa walking into the frame made me laugh really fucking hard

>>55853141
I sucked on it

Gura is such a fucking brat, I wanna fuck her bratty cunny for hours until she can't even feel her lower body anymore

>>55350797
that's me

You heard her, she wants to hear men scream. Post your scream. This is my scream when the killer kills me.
https://voca.ro/1mgHjNMKOuFM

>>53421291
My ass

capturing Flare and forcing my dick between her thighs for a thighjob while IRyS forces her to hold a bow and arrow and laughing with her weird little guinea pig laugh

>mfw IRyS is my oshi

Wash your hands and your penis

Flare thighjob while I force her to hold a bow and arrow

IRyS is my friend in real life