/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Hello, yes, liaschizo here. It's my fervent, most schizo belief that Lia is the reincarnation of my miscarried younger sister who was lost to the light of this world while my mother was riding the Mad Tea Party ride at Disneyland Los Angeles in 1988/9. The theme of the "Unbirthday Party" prepping the emergence of Lia more than a decade later prompted for her own unique case of suffering to cleanse her from whatever lingering karma bound her to me in the first place. Aside from the obvious heavy connection between the merit of her character and the synchronistic nature of my having found her she also carries several features that were shared with my first girlfriend (Puerto Rican, Weeb, Cosplayer, High Achieving Academy presence, et cetera ) as a further signifier towards the schizo significance of her place in my reality. Were any untimely fate happen to Lia I would only have myself to blame for having found her sweet soul in such a state that I am utterly incapable of providing any sort of respite from this maddening doomed reality we occupy. Would that the worst transpires and Lia is lost to us I have no doubt she would rise up amongst the ranks of vengeful spirits set on my cowardly tale for the same trespasses that have left me separated from having an actionable impact upon Lia's life besides my deluded schizo ramblings. Whatever planes of existence may come next I know that Lia will find her way to me again.