/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>59829642
I've tried to be forgiving even though this year was filled with content I am opposed to.
I even tried to tell her in the most polite way I could that I didn't like it. She definitely seen that.
In 2021 I bought her daki. I have other merch aswell.
Sometimes I feel really fucking stupid for that. I didn't care about body pillows or anything I only did it to support her.
But I get it. She's trying to be successful and have fun. She was most likely trying to give a lifeline to those homostar faggots because they are doing so miserably and have no chance of succeeding and just feels sorry for them.
She isn't actually doing anything wrong, she is just doing content I fucking hate. Often.
So for me, it has to be a success for her numberwise and she has to incline from it, or im being hurt like some stupid faggot 4000 miles away for no reason.
Why would I put myself through that.
I've been watching Hololive for a long time and this year has been the only time where I've ever feel stupid for being a fan. I don't know.