/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Hololive is all abotu the nostalgia, that's why homos suck. With the girls you think back to your best memories and are able to escape the now. Like Subaru's Karaoke stream for example. She isn't the best singer, but she has a nostalgic voice, she reminds you takes you back to the days studying with your female friend and going to Karaoke afterwards. One of the few women who has shown any interest in anime, she at least knows the name of madoka and gundam seed, and she likes Jojo.. You spend the night drinking cheap and singing karaoke together, she isn't very good but she's having a blast and you feel high on life singing along and encouraging each other. You can feel your heart beating as she sings her heart out and she leans on you when she's done, snacks and sake litter the table. You can feel her so close and her breathing and laughter is warm on your skin. You don't want the night to end, and you want to just continue to feel her warmth against you, to let out these emotions in your chest. She sounds kinda sleepy but still joking around with her duck voice she does to get a raise out of you, clears her throat and nuzzles against as she is clearly out of it. You want to go further but you love her to much to take advantage of her under the influence.
then a homo walks in and sits down next to her, he acts friendly, but you can clearly see he is taking all her attention while you can't compete. You are brought back to reality, the nostalgic memories crash to the inevitable realization that you failed, that your have no social abilities, no monetary means, no confidence, and no experience. You can't talk to her on the same level they can, you are forever inferior. They are the competition, and you lose to them. From there you spiral down further as the dreams and and you wake up to the nightmare of your reality.