/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>52800480
I feel weird for not wanting to fuck my oshi nor imagining anything sexual about my oshi. I also have the attention span of a gold fish and can't watch streams for more than 5 minutes at most before clicking off these days, but last year I was more than capable of watching 5+ hour streams everyday. I feel burned out and no joy from watching vtubers anymore - all the drama sucked any joy that I ever had for the hobby, at least in the EN branch. I'm keeping myself strictly to JP branches now but even then drama is inevitable and it still leaves a stain unable to be erased from what was once a wonderful, stainless hobby. Doxfags and dramafags, and also falling out of love with my oshi which I started to wonder if my oshi was ever my oshi in the first place, what qualifications I may have for such terms and how little value I place in such things. I would check the art tag everyday, I would save every image from the art tag as soon as it was made official. I was there for every joke, every inside joke, and every intimate moment, but as I drift further, I slowly forget these things and eventually view my oshi as a shell of someone I used to be in love with, but now cannot even begin to spare a lot of my time without boredom or uneasiness settling in. I don't know why I still visit this board, either. Maybe it's just to lurk for live posting in hopes of maybe experiencing the joy that I used to share in watching streams, live posting in generals. No longer seeing the ritualposts I used to see everyday makes me wonder where that ritualposter went - if they fell out of love with their oshi or this hobby like I did. If they gave up, or simply chose to not visit this board anymore.

>that anon who killed himself to haunt her died for nothing

>>3822736
>Japanese and Spanish mesh incredibly well together
>most Spanish pop music is based on English songs which are terrible for it
>Japanese pop music won't spot adopting English words which Japs are incapable of not butchering
This is all your fault, Spain. You owned almost the entire western hemisphere at one point. How could you fuck up so bad?