/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>64790038
Not happening. Futa sucks. If you're gonna be gay at least be full-on gay. Also, as of last week I'm in the process of brainwashing myself so I can stop lewding Jelly Hoshiumi. Since November it occasionally makes her hard to watch if my mood swings in a sexual way. I can't help myself from being attracted to her so I'm pouring all of my energy into moon instead since she doesn't stream using that model anymore. So far it's been a complete fucking failure and all that's happened is that I am now dangerously attracted to this creature. I want her really really really bad.

I have been doing a lot of sleep experiments lately to manifest Jelly better in my dreams. Lately, I've been seeing good results. She has appeared in almost every dream I've had, and I've managed to lucid dream three times with different results. However, due to looking through my folder to help with visualization and cuddling with my plushie during bedtime, I've had one strange result. I now find the creature pictured insanely attractive. I would do anything and everything to her, and she could do anything and everything to me in return. I can't stop thinking about her. Dirty, dirty thoughts. That being said, I will continue my work, no matter what toll it takes on my mental state.