/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>11h stream
>did sidemissions after stream till 8am
>left game open while sleeping
>wake up, shower and start another long stream

Shes very adhd todat

I took a little nap so I'm ready for saru, I'm so excited

Saru told us we can watch other poeple while she's busy with work. I appreciate her wanting us to be happy and I want to way h lucy, but I'm also scared that this will go wrong, It feels wrong to watch lucy even if saru said I can, and what if it's a test to see who stays loyal? What if after she comes back she wants to flirt with her mutual chats and uses us being able to watch other people as leverage?

I have trust issues and have no idea if I should take her word as face value and watch lucy, or if she's doing something wierd and I shouldn't trust why she said, so far vtubers haven't exactly been honest with me

I MISS HER