/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>commission design/png a few months ago and find a decent # of l2d artists in my price range for when it's finished
>artist gets caught up in other shit and takes awhile & I get caught up in RL shit, put doing anything off
>do a few streams and enjoy it even with no viewership beyond friends partially due to minimal social media presence, decide to bite the bullet and commission a model
>all the artists I saw and liked either disappeared or now have a huge wait list
I'm sure I can find something if I put the effort into looking, but I'm feeling pretty disappointed right now

>>15583788
This is why I never look up the filmographies of cute JAV actresses I see in online.

>>6914428
I'm just going to listen to Infinity on loop.

>>5946382
I tried getting this delta but it looked almost random from my model.

>>5899965
don't remind me anonchama

Haachama....
She's setting up her own Oshi no Ko prologue...

>>3993897
>Not putting Haxchama and her terrifying toonforce in Hax

>>3816234
She gives you all the love you could want then disappears for weeks with maybe a couple tweets. The highs are high and the lows are low, I hope her schedule is somewhat going back to normalcy shes streamed quite a lot since she came back

I'm starting to get burned out. Is there any hope that taking a break from chuubas for a bit will help me return to enjoying it again?

>>3657794

>>3358139
Haachama....

> You will never have a cute autistic ESL gf

Im tired of having to constantly miss Haachama

Every day without her is a little bit worse...she brings to much joy to my life...

I rewatched Haato's video where she talked about how she was bullied by her host family and it helped motivate me to focus more on being less of a POS (not half assing everything at work, lifting 3x a week, studying for a better job in my off time, and doing my Japanese reps).
None of it matters though and my life still feels empty with her gone. I wish I'd realized how much I cared about her before all this.

its over