/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>I can't ztream. Even kronii mogs me in ccv. I am so finished.

>be me 19 years old
>only listen to music made by vtubers and occasionally mainstream shit
>go on vacation to normie cousins house
>delete all my vt music playlists so i don't get laughed by him and his friends when they know my taste
>one day on a car ride he shows me a new rock band he's been following called black midi and puts a song on from them
>i liked it so i asked him for more shit that sounds like this
> spend two weeks of discovering new music and listening to old bands i've never known before
>go back home and put on the new calliope album
>i couldn't get through the first song
>listen to my old favorite vt songs
>they all sound horrible to me
What the hell happened to me? Help me bros,I literally can't enjoy this shit anymore