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>>27467531

I've been there and in even deeper down in the Maelstrom of the worst places a mind can fall, I still have to deal with bouts of depression and complex ptsd. So I know what I'm telling you from personal experience, when your self-worth and confidence in your abilities gets that low: The psyche retreats back into a regressed state of internal co-dependence. Even freakier' shit can happen with thought-complexes/forms that are not endemic to you throwing off your emotional and mental state. I'm not going to tell you It's all in your mind because I don't know you and you probably had things happen to you that have been repressed that's trying to be processed and because It's unacknowledged; it effectively taints your way of thinking like pus-seeping into clean tissue, down-tuning you into that which you are not. You need to allow yourself to clear that out and not make yourself feel worse for feeling bad for one thing. It's a balancing act between finding out how to motivate yourself but keeping out of excess self-excoriation: Accepting that you will have moments when you falter and that's where you are at. I haven't seen anyone act condescending and what you're doing by sharp-shooting for the interpretation that we are is trying to find someone to blame and an excuse to reject sound council because you'd rather cling to the perceived sense of incapability in the hope that if you just hang long enough. Someone will notice you twisting in the wind, cut you down and take care of you like whatever parental figure or figures was lacking in life. Recognizing that we have been made to carry so much by our ancestors is agonizing and infuriating. Yet that's what needs to be overcome and you won't help yourself by kicking yourself for not having done whatever big thing you'd like to initiate to pull you out of it. You can take some leaps forward but push to hard in the goals you set for yourself and you'll just over-exert and fall back into depression. It has to be a slow and steady climb or else

>>22519198
Nux's new partner channel?

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