/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Unironically, how do I get over feeling jealous about female vtubers interacting with males. I'm not against it happening, I just wish it was me and am envious it is not. Vtubers have kind of become a large chunk of my life over the past two years, and I don't have much social interaction outside of social media and streamers (no irl friends, no job, etc, I'm a neet). I have strong feelings for many female vtubers, and seeing them interact with males is a harsh reminder of all the things I'm not (and will never be, particularly due to crippling anxiety and autism).
This has been an ongoing problem for me for a long time now, and since so many people are talking about it on this board at the moment due to current events I was hoping we could come together and come up with a solution. I doubt I can ever stop being a NEET (as much as I hate myself for it), but I'd at least like to manage my feelings responsibly so I can continue enjoying this medium.

>>10600747
Is it weird that I find things like these, which she has pretty much no control over, happening to Haato hot? And think of all the weird shits that Haachama eats...

>>3314119
schizophrenia

How many of them have vomit fetishes

>>1671720
that probably sounded way cooler in your head