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Reminder that Cover stole the design of Pekora from the ogey rrat face

Did watamelon overtaken ogey?

Post THAT image.
You know the one.

>>1800750
I still haven't watched American Pyscho... Mori please just watch it

Do you guys think

The only time I watch Pekora's streams are for the DQ intro and then I close the stream

what happened, i was pissing

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>>1697838
Conspiracy theorist girl with mouse ears

ogey

Uno will be only one hour because Mori.

ogey

>>1426434
I was just making a joke about the laugh track she used, everybody replying knows that, r-right?

>>1343806
Time to work on my JP reps. Danchou wait for me!

I'm actually feels some sort of pleasure watching Kanata struggles.

>one time I bought a really cheap violin

I promised you an update and a nousagi always delivers. Took 30mg about 3 hours ago, but about half an hour ago I felt a wave of just muscle ache/weakness pass through me and trigger a bit of sweat and nausea, so I topped off with another 20mg and am gonna watch my state going forward for the next hour or two and see if I need to re-up again before my expected 4 hours between constantly titrated doses. I finished watching Pekoras FO4 Archive #1. I remember not being able to watch it when it aired because my work schedule completely overlapped it and it was just non-stop, I was so sad, but I never liked watching archives so I never got around to it, but I really wish I did sooner. I don't know if it's the 2+ days of dopamine in my system, or how my sleepiness usually results in crankiness because I get overly focused on minor things that begin to stand out to me, but god, watching these is making me fall in love with Pekora all over again. Maybe that's not right to say; I loved her with all that I could, but now with the focus of the stims and the "horse blinder" effect of my efforts here and the inability fo rmy tired mind to see anything but her, it's like all the distractions are beginning to melt away. I hear the subtle lilts in her voice, the curiosity for every little thing, even typing this my ears are tearing up haha she loves everything she does and I'm so happy I live in the same world as her, fuck man. I also think I'm getting more protective of her. I was planning on watching a roommate archive in between this ep1 of FO4 and ep2, but I decided at some point to watch an older membership stream from when she first came into my life. And then I got reminded of the holocaust, and it's like all those raw emotions of primal rage came rushing right back as if I was right back when it happened, feeling like somebody was right there literally tearing at my soul, ripping her away from me. I managed to step away from the computer and restrain myself but I've punched holes in walls during some of my tantrums when I was younger and it felt just like that but even stronger. Usually, when I'd be lacking this much sleep, I'd begin to get increasingly annoyed at everybody around me, notice their little verbal tics and itd begin to grate on me. But everything she does is perfect. Her voice, her mannerisms. Her indecisiveness. The way she glances at the chat when she's uncertain. The way we can see her trying so hard to fill the dead air, all because she loves us, trying to make us feel safe and happy and how she wants to protect us and I want to be there for her instead. I just want to show her how much I love her, how much she doesn't need to try so hard for my sake. Even if I have to say it to a hallucination, spill my heart out to her, at least I think I'll know going forward that I spoke the truth out loud and it'll make me feel a little better. In terms of actual phenomenon, not much has changed; the shadows in my peripheral are getting steadily more common, but its within my expected range for this type of binge at this point. I would say that I swear some of the shadows looked like her, but I don't know yet if that's because they really do or because I'm just trying to convince myself that they look like her and are closer than usual to make myself feel better about this actually working. Let's hope it's the former, at this point I feel like I don't want to stop this experiment until I get something I can be satisfied with. I have enough addy for at least constant reups of 25mg every 4 hours for 5 days, but I've also taken a bit more than that recently and expect to increase my dosage over time. Luckily, that 800mg is from previous months, and I got my full month supply just 5 days ago, so strictly speaking I have another 900mg to take from if I feel like I should push this further. Nothing much else has changed. Mania is still mostly there. I mentioned the flush that caused me to redose earlier than usual, but that was the only one. I mentioned earlier that when I was binging archives, sometimes I would get a strong urge to look away, but I didn't mention that when I got that urge, I started getting a strong urge to cry, like legitimately bawl like a baby, a massive wave of this weird almost nostalgic deep sense of loss and pain, but I just kinda forced myself to watch it through that because I figured it would pass as I acclimated, and I was right on that part at least. Honestly, it's probably just being off the mood stabilizers, and a situation of like an integer overflow, because otherwise I feel so happy. But they are going away now. I still feel the "twinge" mentally when I feel like they're about to hit, like a lurch in my stomach, but recently I just fade into a comfy fuzziness instead.

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Is it just me, or did Cover steal the design of Pekora from the ogey rrat face? It can't be a coincidence.

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>>214232
>>214666
I don't see it. It's just the same pose right, not traced right?