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This past month has been an emotional rollercoaster for me. Got told my uncle's cancer is getting worse and might not make Christmas, go to his house to cry and look at old family photos and stuff, and also get told by him that his situation isn't as bad as I had thought and he'll be around a lot longer than I think. That was a week ago, in which I had been told that he'd be improving and could quite possibly make it to another chemotherapy appointment.
Today, I've again been informed (with much certainty, after having gone and gotten a bloodtest) that there's nothing that can be done, and the chances of him being around for Christmas are slim to none. This hits me hard on an astronomical level because, outside of Family, Kiki, and Food, I've little if not nothing else to live for, and out of those outside my immediate family, my uncle was the one who visits most, and thus is who I'm closest to. I want to extend my thanks to you, Kiki, for making my life so much more bearable in these times. Without you, I don't think I'd ever be able to cope.