/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

How do you weigh the hopelessness of knowing your months-old story request is never going to be touched let alone given a serious fill, against the fear that if you repost the request that people will shit all over you and think you're some troll ritualposter, and the self-awareness that commissioning a story is useless because a) the venn diagrams of "people who can seriously get your fetish/concept" and "people who know the chuuba well enough to actually use their personality and not make them an empty shell for the fetish/concept" has zero overlap, and b) it's the fucking holidays and your money has to go elsewhere and signs at work point to you getting fired soon anyways?

Like how do you cope with that? What chuuba can you watch for that?