/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I became a ntrfag since the rrats about a Gura relationship started going around. I'm not sure if it's a mechanism to avoid mental damage or lack of self-preservation, the recent Moona findings are making me worry a lot because I don't know if I'd be able to keep my sanity if the rrats about Gura turn out to be real too.

Every day I pray that she says or does anything that can set the truth in stone forever so I can feel at ease again with my love for her but she just keeps being vague and she's distancing herself more every time she comes back from a break. There's times I feel like I just don't want to wake up anymore.