/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Former degenerat/rat apologist here. These past couple days have been a rollercoaster of emotions. Since her and Miki left I expected to be happy if she ever did come back, but then I started learning more about the rats and becoming more invested in Tsunderia. I didn't want to believe anything negative about her. But her debut and everything kind of proved it. Don't get me wrong, Tsunderia had it's faults. She did join in hopes of management and then got nothing. While she did say that she could have done more to work with her genmates, it still just hurts. I don't want to think she's a bad person. She certainly didn't go about things the best of ways, and everything that happened probably will never sit well with me. But I'd like to hope she'd do better both in career and personality-wise. I'm not sure where I'm going with this. I'm just in a lot of pain. I definitely need to step away. Anyways, it's 3am and I've been drinking since the debut stream. Thank you for reading my blog.
Rrat out

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