/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

the numbers are my oshi

I remember when I thought fauna would become my new oshi...

>Regis next stream is Zelda again
SHOTO SAVE YOUR FRIEND PLEASE GOD HES FUCKING KILLING HIMSELF AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Which female chuuba is safest to gachikoi?
I can't into pretending/ignoring roommate reps so ideally want one who is safe on and off screen
both english and 日本語でchuubaおk I just need to love and give thousands of dollars to a cute anime girl

i thought fauna was afk for the last like 10 minutes but her stream was paused when my headset lost connection for a brief second

THE FUCKING POPPING DURING MINI MOTORWAYS MENU AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM GOING INSANE FAUNA PLEASE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>Family baiting kiki out with social reps was an intervention in disguise
Fuck

>No Nina stream
I thought they didn't celebrate turkey day in leaf land

NINA STOP
NINA STOP
NINA STOP
NINA STOP
NINA STOP

Non if you're /here/ I'm sorry for making you cry

>Nina fucks up the most basic question
She's either a turbo neckbeard or really did just look up a top 10 2000's anime list

>>13298344
>tfw 2 more days until I can get bombarded with CHEEKI BREEKI

Consider what it means when JOPs are probably having more sex than EOPs
Even if you're not an incel yourself, you're associated with them by proxy since you grew up in the same way and whatever fucked up EOP incels so much probably damaged you in some other way

It's not (You) that won't have sex, it's worse
Your tribe will never have sex(comparative to other tribes)

>be in multiple relationships
>always be the one who delays them from progressing
>can never handle physical intimacy
>getting hugged can send me into a panicked state with rapidly building nausea
>cuddling can make me literally have a panic attack, have slept on cold stone floor to avoid cuddling
>literally have sex with GF often just to make her cum so hard and often that she falls asleep easily and I can get away quick
>tfw no gf for a while
>lonely
>find chuubas
>feel loved and begin to desire the idea of being physically intimate with them
>slowly begin to feel human again with GFE
>3 weeks ago, was out with some friends, met a cutie, started hanging out, clicked, hung out more
>lot of same interests outside of chuubas
>incredibly sweet and romantic
>yesterday, she got bad news while I was with her, broke down crying
>spend hours consoling her with crappy jokes, dumb little skits, play the guitar for her, and other shit I do to try and be cute
>one thing leads to another, we're in my bedroom, clothes are off
>eventually we stop going at it and she collapses
>on top of me
>begins to hold me tightly with her weight against me
>starts to whisper, but I can't hear what she's saying anymore, because my ears started to ring
>and the cold sweat started, and my vision was getting black
>and all I could think of was how terrifyingly trapped and burdened and locked in place and prevented from changing and moving and letting go
>almost screamed, nearly tossed her off me after beginning to breathe hard as fuck
>her vague mouth noises sounded worried
>ran out, grabbed pants and shirt
>ran out of my own apartment
>ran 4 miles to park
>slept on bench
>woke up, come back to my appt
>little sticky note I used to leave her a nice message to find when she was sad was on door, telling me using references to inside jokes that she left the keys under a nearby mat
>she's not in here
>just been sitting here, don't dare to check my phone
Literally months and months of going posting, motivation, and reps as I slowly fall back into believing I can have a warm loving relationship, only for it to blow up in my face this spectacularly. Is GFE all I have left?

>>2926147
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
WHY IS SHE SO FUCKING CUTE BROS