/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

schizopost:
its my own damn fault for not dropping kronii when she stopped interesting me as an entertainer. i stuck around because i entertained the fantasy of being her male friend. i put up with a lot of shit i wouldnt otherwise simply because hey shes my bud and i gotta support my bud. it may not be terribly exciting for me but my friend is highly into it. ergo i should be a good friend and be there for them.
i know she has male friends off stream she said so herself. but she never had them on screen making the fantasy easy to maintain. until recent events that is.
now the fantasy of being her male friend is nigh impossible to maintain seeing her talk directly to one on camera.
>you just want to fuck and marry her
if youre talking lorewise then maybe. if youre talking reality i did consider it but nah. shes too much like me. i dont like me very much. that marriage is doomed to fail im not even going to entertain the idea.
i like her in doses at my convenience.
feel free to ridicule me and call me a liar but that truly is how i feel
>then why are you upset
because i lost my niche as being her dude bro. >but chat exists
yes but i can pretend they dont or handwave it as her not caring as much for them as she does for me.
its impossible to keep this charade up when there is an actual guy on screen she can speak to. that should be me but its not. so it sucks to see.
>youre insane
yes. what part of schizopost do you not understand.
>will you finally leave
im sticking around for a month to get the badge. afterwards: leaning towards dropping kronii and hololive in general
maybe things can be turned around. maybe not.
>is it en3?
no. i said if i was done with kronii id be done with hololive in general. im sticking to that.
>insert any other vtuber here
nice try marketing team but no.

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