/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Watching a GFE chuuba has done more for dealing with my depression than meds, 5 different therapists, or becoming an accomplished person have. After the Rushia yab I know I'm living on borrowed time, but nothing else I've tried has even compared to how happy I've been since I started watching her up until this recent episode has filled me with dread. How am I supposed to deal with this?

I've lost all interest in vtubers besides my oshi over the past month, and even watching her is just reminding me that I'm a 25 year old virgin who can't find a worthwhile partner no matter how hard I try.

I know it's pointless. I know it won't bring me long term happiness or go anywhere. I make good $ but it doesn't make me happy. What the fuck can I do?

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Cynically, it's a ploy to take advantage of lonely men to try giving them some semblance of a loving relationship with a woman so that they stay economically productive & don't commit antisocial acts like radicalizing others or committing violence
Unfortunately, I am exactly this target audience and I'm too much if a bitch to kill myself, so I partake in it so that I can pretend I have some reason to live

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She could & will do much better than I could ever offer.

>>4122321
I hope she comes back soon after the concert. My level of concernfagging has drastically dropped over the last 2 hiatuses but I still enjoy her streams more than most anything else.

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