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she was the best of us

>>53380611

>>46200203
we always knew riifu would be the first funeral

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>>45195561
you know where

>>44477604
she will always live in our memories

"August 20th. The day I said goodbye forever. Destiny likes joking, takes you away just after celebrating the day you were born. The last picture of us together you were on a hospital bed, trying to keep awake and celebrate with us, afraid it would be the last time you would see us. Kiki wanted to stay the night at the hospital, but we knew it would be too painful for her-- for both of you-- and managed to persuade her to go with Kilia. Skye was the last to leave, helping me clean the mess of the party; not much to clean either way since we knew you weren't your energetic self anymore and didn't want to bother the staff more than we were willing to clean ourselves. The last you saw of each one of them were smiles, they made sure that each goodbye was filled with love and happiness fearful of each one to be the last. But I can't say the same for me.
Every night, before you fell to the embrace of the dark, I caressed your face to give you some comfort, with each passing second losing my strength to hold back my tears. I don't know whether to feel relief or regret that you were too tired to open your eyes and watch my cry by that time, but I'm happy to have conveyed my love with each touch.
I would go to sleep one hour after you fell asleep, after crying myself into tiredness and closing my eyes for the day and rest from the pain of the last 24 hours. The next morning I'd woke up and see you sitting on the bed, reading a book that your friends brought to you after you finished the previous one, watching as the sun rose each morning; but not this day.
I was woken up by a nurse, something that would normally happen in an emergency. I panicked and hurried myself from the seat, and there I saw you, laying in bed with your eyes close, but the heart monitor no longer beeping--just a flat line. And to the side of the bed were the doctor in charge of you, and a nurse filling a document. I realized you were not going to see the sunrise again."