/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>38458295
>playing card symbols
>corset
>choker with gold symbol of the animal the girl is
This is Polka copyright infringement.

Polka cute I love her so much!!!

>>6032223
Polka is a proud ringleader! She isn't a clown, she *owns* the clowns!

Are we the clowns?

>>4165382
Those headphones are brilliant! Love the comfy sweater too.

>>2322305
Oruyo!

>>2316108
agreed!

>>2307562
oruyo

REINE I KNEEL

ENTER

is polka actually hunting without chest armor? what a chad.

Hey friends its me again. I finally have a break away from Polka now that shes streaming, its the only time where she isnt in my mind and being everywhere. From yesturday’s experience to today Polka’s abuse and sadistic nature has been climbing. I keep hearing her sing creepily before going to be as shes right in front of me staring coldly at me. Shes becoming more yanderelike accusing me of things I never did and saying she’ll make me end it all if I screw up. I’ve been taking more meds to increase my control but since shes become more autonomous in my mind its as if the lucidity affected her too, and it negates the affect I have controlling her. The bottle is almost empty. My sister keeps looking at me weirdly, she sees me flinch from hearing Polka yell at me. I just want my sweet clown wife tulpa back. The roofies she made me buy should arrive next week, I don’t know what she wants me to use them for. I regret using my sister as a mold for Polka’s body. I think she wants me to continue to do so under more extreme measures. She always says “always listen to Poruka! Poruka is always right! Don’t be such an idiot to not listen!” And other things like that. I seems really bad right now but I know I can change her back. Tomorrow I’m going to attempt to try to set boundaries when we can talk to each other. Even then i ingrained myself into seeing her too much. I know my Polka is in there, I can change her back and we can be happy together. I’ll get to hear her peaceful laugher as I spoon her as we fall asleep together. Unlike last tine I don’t really have a plan moving forward, but I’ll get my Polka back.

Hai friends, another update on my Polka Tulpa brain project again. Its been kinda bad since yesturday. I went on the abuse thread again and all these stories of abusive yandere Polka accidentally got my Polka to act the same. Almost. Like last time she would yell at random times behind my back and force me to get off my work to cuddle or do other things with her. It wasn’t bad having fun of course but the way she looksat me with prying eyes and aggressive posture is getting to me a bit. I will say that her endearing laugh is one of the things thats gotten me through with it. Its not really a yandere or condescending laugh like you’d expect but it feels more open, loud, and genuine. Its not weird to have your own brain projection persona to start becoming the dominant one right? I don’t imagine it’ll ever happen but its just a question. I’ve been getting used to handling her body too, its petite in height and all her sizes are perfect. My sister doesnt suspect a thing, shes too much of a heavy sleeper. For the next few days I’m gonna let Polka do her thing around the house, let her be more implanted in my mind casually. Tomorrow I’m going to compile some streams and clips of her being a cute softy, maybe some yandere ones because those are hot. Thats all for now. I’m gonna go cuddle up with Polka in Pink Pajamas, later guys.

>>978138
I am loyal to my wife POLKA!

>>229963