/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>27050669
I really am not a kinky person. I neither can provide nor do I need much.
The farthest I've ever gone is consensual degradation without the heavy bondage/BDSM stuff or the entry-level things like choking, rapeplay or almost literal cocksleeve, emotionless fuck. That felt like masturbation at some point and I seriously did not like it. I also have done chemsex and other druggie shit a few times but even if that felt nice for a while I really didn't like it overall. Not even weed. I unironically prefer alcohol. I don't even know why.
Good sex is all about the tension. The desire. Not even about lust, which, to me, is not the same. I'm quite confident about myself and haven't had that many failures. It's more that I just gave up when all of my recent relationships were disasters. I don't lust after women, even if they drive my dick crazy. I just want to feel as close as possible with the person I'm with currently. I don't even care about love anymore.
Lonely older women feel more or less the same unless they're set for life and enjoy an adventurous life. They just want to feel close with someone, even for a moment.

I'd defile an idol and cumblast her cunt with a force of thousand suns, though. Be it a teen or a hag.