/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I'm certified schizo and my doctor wanted to go on 4chan with me to see how the website looks. We went on /adv/ together and there was some threads up about wanting to kill people and visualising murders. Also, fucking pumped up kicks started playing at the end of a session and I said: "oh it's the school shooter song". I think she's profiling me as some kind of killer when I only tried to do that once. What the fuck do I do anons? How do I sway her opinion? I just want to be normal this shit fucking sucks.