/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>73455112
that's really sad

I'm too parasocial with my viewers to the point that it has unironically driven away some people. When I started out streaming I wrote down every username on a sticky note and began writing down information on said sticky note such as their birthdays, what they do for work, their favorite games and movies and more. I once posted a picture of all these sticky notes and it freaked out a lot of people and they stopped watching me. A few Vtubers still bring it up and joke about it to this day and it kind of breaks my heart because I just wanted to make my viewers feel special.

are the spwn vods STILL not up yet? what the fuck is going on?

>>45419459
Meru..

>>67651521
Sometimes watching Hololive makes me really sad because I never got to have these sort of close meaningful friendships growing up, or ever. I'm too fucking autistic to communicate normally with other human beings or create social networks to establish connections like this, and sometimes I just have to turn the stream off and sit with my head in my hands because I'm too garbage at socializing to have this kind of sweet bond with another person. Does anyone else ever feel that way?

Now everytime a dog shows up on a holo stream people spam BAU BAU.
They stole her identity.

Ohtani bros it's over

>>63174240
why would you need to watch other streamers in the first place?

The MV was nice, but I'll admit I was hoping for more than just one piece of art with swapped facial expressions...

KORONE IS CRYING BECAUSE OF HOW BAD BOTAN IS
I HOPE SHE FUCKING GRADUATES

>>58676172
i feel you, anon. it's just so hard to make lasting connections in america. i've always been very jealous of my parents, who met in college and made lifelong friends there that they kept in contact with their entire lives because i just can't make that happen to me. i'm a relatively attractive woman but because i'm not interested in casual sex and am somewhat socially autistic i just can't really connect to anyone on a genuine level. and it's like, i don't feel like i need to work on myself! i don't think i'm a broken person or whatever and i'm happy with a lot of the stuff i've accomplished in life - but ultimately i'm deeply isolated, and it feels like the problems that've led to this isolation are structural in nature. america is so deeply individualist no sense of community nothing. everyone for themselves. i'm so tired of it.

anyone else have tears running down their fucking face

>>52584548
i am physically incapable of it

>>50227432
It's not?

>>49818500
horrifying

>>49213873
me
I am an idol

>>49100972
*My internet died

>Auditions for Holo, NIJI, and 7 other indie corpos
>get one or two views but no feedback
>decide to work on indie career first
>work hard and gain following
>get above 10k
>feel proud
>apply again
>and again
>and again
>7 failed from Holo
>4 failed from NIJI
>9 failed from indie corpos

I'm trying my best but this feels awful...

>Parasocial relationships are apparently...LE BAD!
I don't get it. What's wrong with having someone you dearly love constantly on your mind and dedicating everything you do to that someone in an attempt to get away from the dreaded normality of everyday life?

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>>36880402
>Mori never played a Sonic game.

>>32151808
Na.....

I had a dream that Tony Soprano killed Korone, and I helped him.

We were in a house (my childhood friend's house to be precise, I used to go there often but haven't been in a long time), and Tony was standing with a knife and asked me if she's in the room next to us. I knew what he was planning but I couldn't really refuse, he's Tony Soprano. So I sort of peeked slowly and silently, to not get noticed, and indeed Korone was in the corner, occupied with something. I told Tony "yeah". He entered the room, and as he did, I turned and walked away, I didn't want to witness it. But I heard the scream, god the fucking scream, it was unnerving. He fucking stabbed her to death.