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I am completely overwhelmed. There is so much I have to do that I can’t even do one thing. Every day I’m rotting away, trapped in my head and only ever thinking about what I should do but never actually doing it. By the time I have to go to bed I am completely exhausted and fall asleep quickly, not because I’ve exerted myself but because all the thinking and worrying is draining my energy. My youth is slipping away faster and faster and I keep maneuvering myself into a worse and worse position. I am a failure and I am not cut out for this life. If only my family didn’t look toward me to eventually carry them on my shoulders I would relent and accept my fate as a subhuman.