/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I've never felt more disconnected from pink cat as of now. I've always imagined her to be like me, a single shut in with the same sense of humor. Seeing her talk about how happy she is and being in a relationship on top of moving to the other side of the world makes me really sad because it puts into perspective how different and separate our lives are.

I'm surprised todays stream has affected me in this way because I never thought I was one of the spergs. I guess I harbor subconscious parasocial feelings. I might take my leave forever.