/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>50544051
>I think Japan should put more effort into English education so that people can slander easily

Lately I've been hitting the drinkies again. No I'm not the peruvian adolescent, don't drag him into this. This is between you and me.
It feels like I'm allergic to effort but I know that it isn't true because I can spend hours doing something, like drawing, but I'm not doing my marketing or assets. Even my twitch description is a lazy two sentences. Do you know how lame it looks when you don't have the 6 pictures thing with the rules and FAQ? I'm not doing the things I need to make it.
And the mind is a tricky thing, I do want to make it but I don't want to do the things I need to do to make it. I don't want to wear a little dress and work that corner even though I want that white powder. You feel me?
Even if I stopped sabotaging myself on every occasion it might be too late to go back in time and the future is looking like a post-apocalyptic (fucking A I spelled that right first attempt maybe I shouldn't be sober anymore) wasteland.

https://archive.ragtag.moe/channel/UCSc_KzY_9WYAx9LghggjVRA
Channel archive, just in case if anyone is interested.