/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I hate that I love Fauna.
Every time I learn something new about her I feel like I don't deserve to like her because she's just too perfect for me. She's incredibly cute. Her voice is especially soothing and makes me feel warm. I can listen to her go on and on about everything for days. Her random tangents about simple shit like Hello Kitty Pasta or sea animal shaped mac'n'heese just leaves me feeling warm with a dumbass smile on my face. Her interests in playing old games like original Paper Mario and Kirby64(hurry up Nintendo!) makes me incredibly happy. Her interest in speedruning, even if it's Minecraft, even if she's not good at it, also makes me happy. She also playing Resident Evil despite her being a gigantic baby was probably the highlight of my week, she's just so funny. She may not be the absolute best at art but her member's art streams have been great and I can only hope she sets up the art collab she wants. And it's like, she can do pretty much anything at this point and I'd probably forgive her for anything (Like thinking ketchup should be refrigerated, as an example, not that she's said it) and that is actually scary to me. Like really scary. Especially considering I have 0 qualms just throwing money I can to her. I feel like she'd just have to bububuuuuuu and my brain would just relax and stop giving a shit and I really don't know why it's like this. I kind of want off but then I'd be denying my brain some level of temporary happiness when she streams too. I don't want to take my meds if just listening to this person makes me happy.

I miss Fauna.