/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>19571510
It's fine.
I'm the anon who earlier posted his gay sob story about wanting to kill themselves after a storm of serious shit hit me like a truck. I understand having strong feelings towards her.

I also want what's best for realistically beyond my own delusions and entertainment value I get from her. Simply put, if she's happy, I'm also content.

>>7455640
Honestly, she had my attention being one of Huke's designs.

She's goofy, energetic, kind, warm and it's something I really needed during her debut. A few days before EN debuted, I had the worse time of my life:
>Bed-ridden with covid, almost cooked myself alive from my very high fevers according to one of the nurses
>GF dumped me after getting covid
>Godfather died
>another close extended family got diagnosed with tumors
>Had left my previous job because I was extremely tired of dead end jobs but not being able to get work for my college degree, even entry level jobs in the field

Hearing about Kiara's past before vtubing made her a bit more relatable. I genuinely love chimken and she would have to fuck up in the worse way imaginable for me to stop supporting her.