/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>fucked up a relationship with a chuuba a while back during a menhera moment
>want to reach out and repair it or at least apologize but they've since gotten much larger and closed DMs
>starting to get the impression i'm being actively ignored rather than merely tolerated by them
I wish I was selfish enough to refuse to accept that it's my own fault or bitter/petty enough to drop them entirely. It'd be a lot easier than having to live with knowing I'm the one that dropped the ball here.