/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>43423423
Spoilering since I'm bringing my pathetic schizo shit into a new thread but I think part of it is that but also while I didn't want to admit it, a lot of it is jealousy for me if I'm being completely honest, I want to be happy hearing everyone had fun but it just makes me jealous and bitter that I don't have a big group of friends to travel with and that i will never get to hang out with my oshis kek. I think that kind of turns into resentment toward people involved and the trip as a whole, and exacerbates my frustration in the lack of transparency (which is not at all rational but that's how my retard brain works). Like I said I'll get over it... I just need somewhere to vent my mental illness since trying to focus on my other hobbies during dead hours hasn't helped as much as I would have liked it to. Goddamn I am too emotionally invested in these dumb streamers.
Anyways... at least most of the boys are back in town!
https://youtu.be/nN120kCiVyQ