/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

Chatting just makes me depressed. I think I'm an unfunny retard and I don't want to be noticed by anyone but I still want to let the streamer know there's one more name in the crowd who enjoys her so I still want to post sometimes but then I get afraid of being noticed again and it keeps looping until I get shadowbanned and then I realize that it's better to give up on chatting forever it's not like anyone needs my presence in chat anyway I'm useless why did I ever try to chat in first place