/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

i feel like i can't go outside and do normal things anymore, went to a party with a bunch of people i barely know to practice being normal and felt like everyone was staring at me, afraid they'd recognize me or somehow know what i was thinking, the whole time i just pretended they were chatters i know and i was watching other peoples streams. wvt, lig, the entire concept of vtubing, has truly changed me, broken me, i'll never be the person i was before. it's an improvement, socially, but i'll never be able to escape this feeling i think. i just wish i could live on the computer and play horror games, shitpost, and talk about books forever and never ever have to go outside.

how do you guys even do it? how live?