/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

I'm on year 3 now and I'm at a 15ish viewer average. Reading these comments helped. I never really started caring about my average quite as much as I have in year three (since during year 2 I had some life/work stuff that caused me to stream only once / twice a week for a few months), but I have a lovely community I've built up that's active, and regulars that come to every stream. I always wish I could make the community better and grow and become better for them and that is the goal I always strive for, but I think I'm also realizing more and more that my viewers are still happy *now.* I just don't want to disappoint them. I will continue improving, growing, making and doing more for them and trying to grow the community. I want to continue gaining more skills and continue honing my skills in entertainment. I want to plan more fun things for them. I want to take care of myself and my health. I want to do this for them, and surely myself, but it's what I owe to them.
Still, I won't give up on reincarnating one day. I know they'll follow after me. They'd be proud if I were able to do that.
I do want to be successful and I won't deny that, but truly, truly truly truly, the people who have been with me for three years, the ones who found me through my streams and continued coming, and the people who are to come? I treasure them. They are my treasure.