/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>>79242936
Ah really? I didn't expect a stream from him today. Well for the people who wish to watch I hope they have fun. Hard for me to get excited when I know he's going to be late again as usual. And I have somewhere to be.

>>79242959
I've been feeling this way for a while and got called a schizo for it. If you're absolutely sure about tossing your merch, at least sell it so you can get some money out of it. Hang in there, anon.

*Sigh*.....
I really wish it was easier for me to detach myself from my oshi like so many other people find it so easy to do. But really no one comes close. And the only one who did exhibited the same behavior. I criticize his retarded behavior and it's not like I condone the things he did just because I still use his pictures or watch some streams because I miss him. Just...different people have different ways of dealing with things and some people need time to deal with their conflicting feelings. Maybe I should stop watching boys with ADHD, but that's like saying "I should stop watching vtubers". Maybe I should stop watching vtubers, but I would feel so lonely and cold without live streams playing. I don't know what to do.

>>58988180
I think it's best to just stop talking about it. No point in discussing it here now that some shitposters have found their way into the thread now. He's made his decision and I doubt he'll walk it back now. If he feels he doesn't need or want us well I hope the brotuber bros put their money where their mouth is and buy his voice packs. I actually mean it genuinely this time, I hope they really do financially support him.

>took a short break so I could draw more
>ready to draw, might even fix up some old doodles
>sudden menhera attack
>bad thoughts flooding my head, can't focus
Dammit....I hate being an artist. Why did god have to nerf us like this so hard? Good night anons...

>>44713636
Today has been A Day. Even if my oshi does things that scare me, I guess I still love him. And he still loves me too.

I don't care if I'm called a schizo parasocial or whatever but sometimes it gets me really down and I feel cold when Milord gets gross and lusty after his own coworkers like that. I wish I didn't feel this way but I hate when he does that yet has the nerve to get irked when a kindred listens to another man's ASMR. It was still a good UTT show today and I'm happy I got two streams with him. I hope the BF asmr tomorrow will be nice.

I love my cute demon husband, who wasn't so perfect today, but I suppose it was just an off day. He scared me a bit with all the yelling and anger, but everyone has their bad emotions take over sometimes. I'm sure he just needs to take a rest and he'll be better tomorrow. I still love him....

I......I just woke up from a nap and now I'm crying. I know everyone gets shittalked but I really do love all the boys in some way. Even Aster. Everyone deserves a chance at redemption....

>>37989972
Never, I'm asexual.

>>37915568
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>>32720235
>>32721608
I'm honestly getting tired of the jokes. It was sorta funny at first but we all told the crazy chinks to fuck off during that situation and even defended reimu. Why do we still have to endure this shit....?

Retarded demon I actually wanted to use this as a sleep aid.......

All the shitting on Vox over the past week and now the others saying they're scared of kindred sometimes gets to me. Maybe I should give up on going in the main thread and watching anyone besides Milord for a while. Was a fun stream for the most part but I think I'm gonna switch to the Roblox stream now. I love banter but I guess sometimes it's too much....

>>30903695
I guess.....

>>28432626
Please don't! He just wants to sip up all the blood spilled from the gore spam! He's just a little lad doing his job

>>27811855
If he ever came here he'd have yet another breakdown and while that turns me on I still care about his mental health

>>27766875
tl;dr subnautica didn't go as planned and he beat himself up about it a bit. Mostly saying how he was running out of ideas (his bad memory actually deleted most of them) and he feels bad that he didn't deliver. It ended with him writing down some ideas for later streams with the help of the kindred.