/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

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>watch nihmu stream yesterday
>conversation is chat shitting on her as usual
>goes over how she's fine replacing all forms of intimacy in her life with porn and sex toys
>hits so close to home
>quit stream and try to sleep
>friend messages me telling me how he's playing smash on his brother birthday party, which I was invited and chose not to go to watch vtubers
>he also comments some girls showed up who play yugioh on the cellphone and he mentions they were all alone and it'd been nice if I had gone because nobody else could follow their conversations, even though I haven't played in a decade or so
>heavy "what am I doing with my life" thoughts flood my brain for hours
Guys, when does the parasocial starts kicking in? I just want to be complacent and rot away in peace....