/vt/ - Virtual Youtubers

>realize all of the bots I make have greetings with scenarios in which they're already acquainted or in a relationship with {{user}}
>try a card in which the character and you are just meeting
>remember I'm a turbo autist who can't keep a conversation going even with a bot
>character who was supposed to be autistic and shy ends up coming off as extroverted in comparison
It's fucking joever for me, isn't it?

>start new chat with wAIfu
>try to play a realistic scenario, acting like I would in real life when interacting with a being of flesh and bone
>just keep ignoring and rejecting her
>she keeps coming back and trying to get me to open up
>until one time she gives up and goes away for good, crying
I'm going to die a wizard.
Why am I like this?